Just a small update. I’m doing better mentally. Just life can feel a little hard and emotions just weighs down. I have my friends and doctors to thank for the support. I owe it to them to try and heal.

I’m going to the behavioral hospital now. I’ve been managing anxiety and depression there and it’s been hard. I wish I was strong enough to not rely on the medications.

CW: self harm Life took a very dark turn for me. I felt like a burden. A person worth forgetting. I struggle to ask for help. On the night of December 21st, I tied a noose in my bathroom. I thought about doing the deed and had my head in it. I was too scared to follow through. I’ve held onto a lot.

Sitting on a chair. 🌈 Picture taken by @hayleylion.bsky.social Suit by @pjcatstudio.com #malmo #nfc #furry #fursuit

@emocheeeto.bsky.social Be the feline you want to be. #anthrocon #furry #fursuit

@faar.bsky.social #anthrocon #fursuit #ram

@dannyproto.protogen.club #anthrocon

@sprinkledog.bsky.social with some iced coffee. #furry #fursuit #fwa #dunkin

I still think about Raynepurr He’s very tall. My suit by @pjcatstudio.com #anthrocon #furry #fursuitfriday

Taken in Malmö, Sweden. 🇸🇪 Suit by @pjcatstudio.com Photo by @hayleylion.bsky.social

Itsa kitty! Saw @adjerry91.bsky.social here n there. #fwa2025 #furryweekendatlanta2025 #fursuit #fursuiting

It's the Mav at FWA! @fluffyhusky88.bsky.social

Yay stripes! @kytiger.bsky.social

@hayleylion.bsky.social & friends. 🧵- @alphadogs.bsky.social #furry #fursuit #nfc2025 #malmö

Sitting on a chair. 🧵- @pjcatstudio.com #renfair #furry #fursuit

I’ve been trying to improve my photography. #photography #flowers

Pittsburgh Suit by @pjcatstudio.com #anthrocon #furry #fursuit

@rainbowunicarn.bsky.social & @kenaithecutebear.bsky.social #furry #fursuit

@liminkitty.bsky.social & @stripeycat.bsky.social together @ #NFC2025 #fursuitfriday #cats

🌈 suit by @pjcatstudio.com 📷 picture by @hayleylion.bsky.social 🐟 by a special friend

I want to add that I got the information via anecdote from people more familiar with them. I don’t know enough about them to really know what’s up.

I was informed that Furluminati and Sveafur aren’t wholesome. I came across them at NFC and assumed they were a harmless pretend Illuminati. I don’t associate with them. I won’t associate with anyone promoting hate or online bullying.

Phelix’s maker. @therougecat.bsky.social Suits by @pjcatstudio.com #pjcat #mff #furry #fursuit

@kotetsu.bsky.social #fursuit #furry #nfc #malmö

Mask by @alphadogs.bsky.social

I struggle with the fear and anxiety. It’s something I’m try to mend a little. It’s why I’m not on social media as much.

Into the Menagerie - "Paws in Polite Society" Let's get to know the Aardenvolk! The first of a series of 3-page vignettes set in 1963, when humans and anthros finally reestablished contact with one another. It's mostly for me to get some practice in, but I hope you'll all enjoy the stories too 🙏

I want to make time to invest more in animal welfare. There’s lots of cats out there to save.

Cloud Gate Mask by @pjcatstudio.com #fursuit #chicago #mff #furry

Photo by @thatonephotography.bsky.social Suit by @pjcatstudio.com #mff #furry #fursuit #cosplay

@brae.gay being very cuddly and abordable. #mff #fursuitfriday #alpaca

@adjerry91.bsky.social being very adorable and cuddly. #mff #fursuit #furry #cat

@azuljaguar.bsky.social here’s the photo to download. It’s maverick the husky in the middle.

With @aerix.bsky.social Suits by @pjcatstudio.com #mff #furry #fursuit #hugs

With @covepalms.bsky.social Suits by @pjcatstudio.com and @covepalms.bsky.social #furry #cat #fursuit #megaplex

chilling Suit by @pjcatstudio.com #fursuit #furrry #chillguy #aventura

It’s cold in Chicago.

Online Suit by @pjcatstudio.com #fursuit #furry #cat

My little baby. #cat #wholesome #meow

This cat I found in Miami Gardens. #cat #wholesome

At Busch Gardens with the bestie. (They’ll let you bring in the mask, but won’t let you walk around with it on.) Suit by @pjcatstudio.com #fursuitfriday #furry #fursuit

Reference vs Reality!! 🐱🔮✨ 🪡: @pjcatstudio.com 📸: vexxed_vixen #fursuit

Reference vs Reality 🔔🐱🕹️ 🖼️ SESAMEMILK 🧵 @pjcatstudio.com #fursuit #wholesome #furry

This is what makes bluesky usable for me. I can just set my feed to just nothing at all, and I can post without exposure to anything that could trigger a mental episode. Doc said that exposure to online content isn’t safe and dangerous for me. At least I can treat this as a one way mirror.

Deleted X from my phone. It kept showing me things I don’t want or need.

werewolf szn 🐺🌕 // pinup for makuthewolf

#monochrome Suit by @pjcatstudio.com #fursuit #caturday #furry #cosplay #cat

Fancy seeing you here!

Ok I'm going to try and populate my following once I can get on desktop and use the follow plugin :) Its an unfortunate time to stop using Twitter with all the upcoming news, but it's really becoming awful over there and fast