I knitted a frog! I'm making this a thread of pics related to me trying to get into playing around with miniatures.

Study with wax pastels.

Going through my pics from Florence, I really love how colorful the buildings are. So many in warm yellows and oranges and teracotta tones. I can share some more pics if ppl are interested. I'm no pro photographer but I really enjoy trying to be creative in compositions.

Some pics from Florence. I really enjoy the angles and light in these.

When I die I also want some hot sapphics on my gravestone.

Started doing film photography again and these turned out okay I think. The film had some mistakes but you can't see it as badly in these. I don't know the film terminology, I just bought a cheap analogue compact camera and am enjoying the process XD

Look this nub. Trying to make the most of the expensive pencils I love so much.

Kinda struggling with the fact I should be online and reposting stuff about the bluesky censorship and posting art or whatever but also really hating my art right now.

Kind of going through it today. In a not fun way. Maybe I will go to bed early and try and get up early. Early I say, it's half past midnight.

So many ppl are arguing with me today and it is grating. It's so exhausting to find words even if they are well meant.

Another mushroom studies page in gouache 🌿🍄✨

I feel paralyzed today, everything is getting to me.

Watched a streamer watch some vhs dating tapes and, you know what's coming, you know what I am thinking off XD

I have vivid memories of crushing on this character. So many Sailor Moon fits were so good. Also, Willow would look so good in this.

I have been in a pretty good spot, mentally, got some of my stuff back from my ex and it all went well. And I feel like I am pretty okay with the knowledge that I want to spend the rest of my life alone, in a sense of not having a partner. The thought of being in a relationship makes me sick tbh.

Sometimes I have something I wanna say but I don't want to say it to friends but it bubbles up until I say it, like a burp. And I feel better after I said it and I will probably instantly forget I said it as well, like an actual burp.

New brainrot level unlocked, figured out what their omegaverse scents would be XD Send help, I feel like I might go insane XD

I have been really low energy the last few days, to a point that my mom sent me a text message bcs I did not reply to her initial whats app message bcs my social battery is at zero. And I don't even know how, I have not met a friend in weeks. I'm such a failure sometimes.

I'm finding a rythm with making my own bread. It can be complicated to time it right bcs I usually eat bread for lunch and getting up early so it has time to proof and time to bake is a pain. But I'm also really enjoying it? It's weird XD But the day feels so productive when you made your own bread.

I will be putting this with the boys outside of their armor into my sketchbook. All the soft things for me bcs life is a lot right now.

Don't want to spam my main with bread, but too proud to not share it somewhere. Another bread son.

Kind of hard to believe it has been two years of me being single. I feel like I should properly celebrate this, like ppl celebrate their anniversaries as couples.

Some days Overwatch mystery heroes is my 13th reason, what a bullshit mode. Like, yeah, it is my favourite. But also sometimes the rng is against you in every single match.

Not having a good time with the allergies right now, holy shit, my poor throat.

tried to start a sour dough again, fingers crossed for the doughy boy. It's getting cold enough to bake again and I'd love to just make my own bread.

I started a watercolor ages ago and I finally had the temperatures and time to sit down with it again and... I hate it? I shouldn't have taken such a long break, the skin color on Willow is all off and I am mad. But I also don't want to redo it bcs I put so much work in the background Q_Q

Kind of unwell about orc Douglas x elf Willow AU right now. Just bcs I want to make Douglas even bigger.

Sometimes it's hard to not feel like a failure even if you don't really have control over that.

Woke up early bcs of a car outside, closed the window and fell asleep again only to have a weird dream about my ex. Now my brain is all weird and foggy and my mood is ruined.

Started drawing Ghost regularly in basic white underwear bcs my hc is he doesn't give a shit XD

Sometimes endorsing overwatch players is weird XD

"and they were really good friends" #QueerHistory

Souvenirs. Yes I pick up everything.

Hi, I am back from holiday. It was partly weird (being with parents) but also kinda good bcs I didn't have to take care of anything. I saw castles and drew barely anything but I wrote down story parts for the boys and took a ton of inspo and ref pics. Also I got so many souvenirs XD

Looking through old pics on my phone and dear lords, in the last three months of my last relationship I didn't smile on a single pic. The break up sucked but I was so obviously miserable. Glad that is over tbh.

Found this video from an old hike and I need to find friends to go hiking with. It's insane how much I miss stuff like this.

I did an art trade thing a bit ago and it's kinda disappointing bcs I only heard back from one person. I know it means shipping something out for some but it was like.. seven people, I've not even heard if it arrived with everybody.

I struggle so much with getting up in the morning right now, I hate it. It takes away hours in the morning just because I sleep through my stupid alarm.

Decided to bite the bullet and ask if I can spend a week at my parents place. I am already scared but I might get to look at castles so keep me in your thoughts.

I made the stupid choice to do some cleaning after I showered XD

tried this new (to me) technique to sketch without a pencil by sketching with a waterbased marker, then painting over it and use a ballpoint pen to do the outlines and it has taken the scary part out of not being able to erase.

Feels like the bad day from yesterday might turn into a bad weekend.

Thinking about modern AU Douglas with a mustache.

today is a "crying over stupid BS" kind of day and I am not okay with it.

I'm thinking about Douglas in simple priest garb again 😔

More marker exploration. Sorry for sharing so much sketchbook stuff, I am just really enjoying working on it right now.

More marker exploration. Sorry for sharing so much sketchbook stuff, I am just really enjoying working on it right now.

After finding bauxite, borax and limestone yesterday I am vibrating to play vintage story, the thought of it keeps distracting me from things.

I accidentally posted on main XD But I finally found bauxite in Vintage story, after 90+ hours in the game. Took me all of today, but this means I will soon have a beehive kiln! And at least I found peridotite and limestone on the way as well.

I made them in 2022 and they helped me through so much, it is insane. It will be 3 years on the 22nd of July.