It has to be the “unique” people want tho. Surviving heart surgery at 6 years old doesn’t count.

“We are all good and set. Everything is going great. We never wanted to move anywhere else outside of Vegas.” … I’m never going to escape this hell… I’ve never felt more trapped in the place I’ve been trying to escape from for years… Kansas, Massachusetts, Washington, Oregon… I miss it all…

I wish I could just say “I’m depressed” and then… not… I just don’t want to exist…

Every asmr video I’m finding tonight sucks.

I’m just a pit of suffering if I’m not someone else’s therapist. I’m at fault if I’m not hearing someone vent. That’s the joke. Blame me. It’s all my fault.

I didn’t even draw the three days of I had because the apartment people are bastards. I’ve spent my whole time stressed. I’m only ever going to be stressed. I just want to know how some people aren’t. My husband and I are just stress cycles stirring each other up. Neither of us know calm.

Momma is awake so momma gets to cry.

ASMR is preparing me to not want to wake up ever again because it’s the only way I’ve experienced any sort of physical contact I want…

… you ever just know someone who’s never experienced a massage before? That’s me. Apparently at some point growing up I was supposed to experience it before turning 30. Unless YouTube is lying to me again.

They made us wait 9 fucking days to reject us because “their computers were down”… BITCH, WE MAKE TRIPLE THE AMOUNT NEEDED FOR THE APARTMENT AND HAVE GREAT CREDIT!

Being depressed gives me depressed characters…

Let’s play another round of don’t cry while husband is awake…

… asking that has turned into “should I have my husband divorce me sooner for putting a more lewd version of myself?” out there. I hate growing up knowing I do lewd so well. I am never going to live my true self.

… should I give my bear oc an interaction account?

I should mention I busted my pinkie toe on my bed frame. Life is a bitch and I’m a dog person.

I haven’t put a price on myself because that would imply I found value in living.

I’m not scared of being relied on. I’m just scared to rely on others for issues I’m having. I already know I’m a problem, but I’m not the worst problem, so ignore it and vent to me like I’m a therapist without a credit card skimmer.

[Gift] Another draw for @drawmeariver.bsky.social Vivian the Bear ♡ 🐻 #fanart #notmyoc #sfw #mobian #art #digitalart #ocart

I really feel like I don’t deserve this but thank you so much m-toon. You’re a really great friend.

Alright, I’m gonna spoil someone’s fnaf TADC crossover fic because. Ragatha would be shredded in a spring lock to come back later, so she would not be the one to die. Gangle the maront would either team up or fight. Maybe the puppet would try talking through gangles happy mask before breaking it

I use my Ragatha account mostly to watch Caine artists scatter with alternate versions of such a digital baby. Also several Jax artists because I’m a toxic addict. Other than that I legitimately haven’t seen anyone else under #TADCrp.

Gremlin artists are my favorite kinds of artists.

Having depression isn’t admitting you have depression. It’s admitting you’re long past your own comfort with yourself. I’ve said I’ve wanted to shoot myself too much for my own comfort….

Good morning, chronic illness, you dumb bitch

Appreciation…

When you've fake laughed twice already and they're still talking

Bringing this back in the hopes to resist removing myself here too…

youtube.com/shorts/H_m0f... This dude teaches me more about myself than even I would like.

I feel bad because there’s one customer my brain goes to when I think “She could fix me”, and then 80 made up women.

This round of “don’t snap at work” is sponsored by gun trauma.

I want to feel good. I promise I’m trying to be happy…

"God has a plan for you." Me: Cool, does it include dental?

Someone please distract me…

I just want a single good day… one day without a hint of me feeling guilty for being happy…

I wish I got the night off from people literally killing each other outside… Hell, I wish I wasn’t shown that god damn Charlie Kirk shooting. He had it coming but damn it I just didn’t need to see it.

Nothing says a great day of retail like a fist-fight turned shooting in front of my work. Four kids doing stupid shit. Welcome to America.

Fuck Coca Cola. They made another ai holiday ad this year, and then they made an actual good Coca Cola ad as well that isn’t ai.

… let me sleep more, brain. I’m feeding you all your favorite asmr videos. Stop letting depression and anxiety win…

I need some god damn stability. That’s what’s on my Christmas list.

The onion is the only outlet telling the truth these days thank you @bencollins.bsky.social

I am so drained of sex being an answer to his anxiety because it’s a reason for my depression… I don’t ask for a back rub daily to get my legs working… I didn’t nearly drink myself to death though. It’s his benefit but it’s never enough. I’m preparing for another miscarriage…

Welp, my apartment knows about my cat now, and I just lost my will to live again…

Y’all, I’m addicted. #sonicRumble

Rising in the ranks.

I wish my self-health looked like this. #SonicRumble

“I miss my wife, tails”