once again petitioning for B.A.P to re-record Zero because it’s my favorite song of theirs but there’s NO JONGUP ON IT

So Danger Days means the world to me, it like, leeches the bad vibes from my heart 🥰

I think the complaints are valid obviously… but they’re the only thing on my feed and some of them are so overly mean that it’s bumming me out on top of my bad mood. Time to shut up for the rest of the weekend. Farewell!

I feel like I’m scolding a loved one about the dynamic pricing situation lol.

Sleep and S/C/A/R/E/C/R/O/W are probably some of my favorite MCR songs and I forgot that bc I listened to them so much until I heard them live and had an out of body experience

Really tricky for me to give my opinion on the MCR dynamic pricing situation because on one hand it is scummy and on the other, if they were coming back to Chicago I would’ve absolutely blown an exorbitant amount of money to see them again…

mmm… supremely foul mood and nowhere to channel it

valid complaint about keeping dynamic pricing on (but draag needs money for plutonium so unfortunately they lore justified it) (I’m kidding)

MCR isn’t coming back to Chicago because they respect the fact if I drop that amount of money on a concert again it would be irresponsible of me, that’s why

I’m putting myself on a speaking ban for the weekend bc I’m tired of my brain lol, I will only return before Monday if there are mysterious posters in the city. ttyl!

Survived the great ACen hotel booking wars

I love all the albums but I have a very soft spot for TCFSR and Danger Days. My beloveds. I love everyone’s theories they make me happy lol.

do it for me, the girl who didn’t get— BUT COULD HAVE GOTTEN!— hit on the head with the metal bars from a drop ceiling

I am peripherally aware that Taylor Swift fans are delusional, have you seen MCR fans LMAO. I mean I’m delusional too but I’ve never seen a fandom this feral since like peak B.A.P eras

Guess who almost got hit on the head with a metal bar because the dented part of the drop ceiling I’ve been paranoid about for over a year FINALLY came down It did not however actually hit me so I don’t get to go home…

I think only MCR and B.A.P could convince me to leave the state for a concert. B.A.P did because their show was in Indiana in 2014 lmao. But how far would I have to go for MCR. I don’t like planes so pls understand 😆

deleted posts bc I hate what I sound like when I ramble. If only my customer service personality was permanent.

anyway I stabbed my hand with a plastic sticker scraper after taping up a broken screen with a box cutter if you want to know the comedic ways I manage to fuck up simple tasks

I don’t work through my lunch and past my clock out time for someone to try to bully me by going over my head and say I’m not doing my job and then not elaborate on how.

My brain only wants to worldbuild or sleep right now. Unfortunately I still have several hours of work left.

starting the day off with new Jongup pics and danger days on repeat. I will get through the day!

I’ve had a mix of The Foundations of Decay + Action Cat swirling through my head for two days

lol

Zelo I need you to wear sunscreen lol

always disable video autoplay friends. I do and I have spared myself many a horror.

hesitant alien is so enjoyable to listen to

I wish I could have a private account only because I thrive when I can be cringe and lame

just one of those ‘listen to party poison until my mood improves’ days (help)

currently on repeat open.spotify.com/track/0aCYRz...

I am coping with being a week post-MCR concert by watching The Black Parade Is Dead! lol 😭. I wanna go back to the Chicago concert so bad.

had a staff member get irritated with me that I handle tech issues in the order I receive them and not ‘whoever constantly pesters me enough’ order

does anyone else work in customer service that finds it virtually impossible to give anyone written instructions and actually have them READ IT? I feel like I’m losing my mind on a daily basis.

>wants to talk about the Chicago show still >anyone talks about the Chicago show and I get anxious duality of disorganized attachment style thinking lmao

**worst, and now I’m the worst communicator in two ways

I’m the world’s worse communicator but if you love B.A.P and MCR with your whole heart lmk 🫣

I’m going to try using this account again. I feel like I clocked out of reality due to work for the last two months. Recovering with Danger Days until personal morale improves

The World Is Ugly/The Light Behind Your Eyes is a devastating combo of songs to put back to back like that and I’m sad now.

oh my god I’ve been in such a post-concert depression haze that I forgot to post about seeing MCR in Chicago 😭🥰

Current vibe is the exact way Yongguk says fuck in Xie Xie… my brain is so… done lol

Zelo 🤝 Me getting sunburned badly

Just when I think I’m calm again, Zelo posts himself in glasses 🫠

I’m avoiding content about the MCR tour because mine is next month and I don’t want spoilers lol but it’s soooo tempting 😭

I’m so glad they have the second opening for Clannad on streaming 😭

I was listening to my favorite songs playlist so I can focus, Sleepless Night came on and I was like you know, it’ll really gut punch me if If You Love Her comes on after and—

my mood is in the absolute dumps and Jongup is posting 😭💚 ty sir

this day has been a roller coaster with really steep drops but ultimately pretty middle of the road. Time to shut up though lol.

took care of some of the grosser parts of hoarding. Little work but a huge step. Genuinely it’s been one of the hurdles I’ve been dreading and now I feel a little more free.

I like that Zelo tagged Jongup in their photo even though he wasn’t there 😭. I need that man free. The next time we get an OT5 photo it will become my personality.

also expiring in 2014, an unopened package of grape lemonade trident layers gum, which obviously I am not going to have, but I must tell you was the best gum ever.

So I’m continuing to clean my room of hoarded things from the entirety of my life, and if it’s any indication to my mental state both then and now, I have fruit adventure tictacs that expired in 2014 that I kept one of each color of in the container lol