Guess I am into orcs now 😔 I mean, I am not entirely surprised lol

Missing people

Hate it when it takes an hour to get little return. Need to go a week without doing anything THEN maybe it’ll be worth it.

Feels good to finally have more then $100 in my bank account. ; ;

Feels amazing to finally work on Rakule again. I must complete the new him this year. I’ve waited long enough

That validating feeling adding attractive men in your reference folder and you hardly recognized yourself and added a few of you… teehee

Yea I am just thinking I am not cut out for this anymore. I think I am alright then something comes up and I am anxious mess. Clearly I am not over it. Ah welllll, lesson learned

Silly brain talk of “ all I do is drive people nuts, I talk too much blah blah” is plaguing my mind today. Ugh

Me a freak- can I make a TPU harness

Obsessed with the feeling urghhh I wish I went on T sooner

I am one lonely guy. Been ages since I hung out with anyone.

Wishing I was at a con cuddling someone ; ;

I am once again wishing I had an outlet

I had an incredibly vivid and emotional dream last night. Went through an emotional roller coaster to just be torn from it. Wow

Craving affectionnnn

Acyrus is heavy on the mind today.

Cheetah is fun but I am dying to be a yellow lizard guy again 😭

Just another day wishing I had a massive hog 😔

Oh no they found my selfie lol

I might be inspired to draw some spicy art…>.>

Wound up for fun but no place to play ; ;

Thankful my anxiousness about sharing has finally fucked off. I love showing what I am creating with people :) especially now more then ever

I found a ball jointed male figured and uh….i might’ve bought purple filament >.>

I come in here at least a dozen times a day wanting to post something horny or tmi, type it all out, annnd delete it lol

I love how my phone keeps showing me this picture x) took this during Christmas in 2022.

Despite the miles between family, the stressors it carries has no boundaries. My brother just proving once again to be a piece of human garbage

Going to be all alone most of Christmas it seems. Pondering what id like to do

Me thinking wholesome things in one moment, the next I am “ man I hope I can frot with someone some day”

Ha well, was worth a shot x). Actually felt driven enough to bring out toys annnd nothing. Very anticlimactic! Was like this a few years ago so I guess that solidifies that. Clearly too much top energy :p

Sometimes I gotta lay in bed and just admire my little guy.

Hoping the new year brings more spicy experiences.

0 days since I thought about a man’s pecs

Libido is kicking up lately. Sadly I have to ignore it as I’ve got too much going on. Hopefully when I have some free time again it’ll still be around.

No one home so I can bark like an animal 🔥

In a particular mood 🔥 yet I have a lot of work to do 😔

My eyes being blessed with a bunch of really buff guys. It’s like, partially I am attracted to them, and also wishing that was me lol yearning to be buff, while also wanting to cuddle the buff😔

Feels wonderful to slowly feel my confidence come back

Drew Rakule last night, missed seeing his silly scaley face

Trying to convince my brain to keep goi bf and not start something new lol mission impossible

Woke up fantasizing about straddling Acyrus’ cock, grinding against it….gonna be one of those days I see >.>

Yearning for an outlet ugh

Can’t help but be slightly envious of folks who’re getting top surgery. Don’t think I’ll ever get the chance sometimes, mainly due to the costs. That and I am not getting any younger.

Time for my yearly “ gazes at harnesses I wanna buy” someday I’ll get another

Tried on my chee and he’s so null that it’s almost an innie 😔 need to give’em a bulge to redeem him lol

The amount of people who asked me if I am 3D printing dongs is quickly approaching double digits lmao

Why is it impossible to get plumbers to show up!!! Going on 5 people now 😭🙃

Insanely pent up

Despite being busy all day I can’t help but think of all the past MFFs and how much fun I had at them. Missing special people and missing special memories.

That moment when I realize it’s been almost a week…damn I don’t think I’ve gone that long in years lol being creative really just completely absorbs my attention

I really need to clean up the photos in my phone. Almost 40k and soon as you hit 2020 it’s just dongs left and right lmao