Post your favorite "Lord of the Rings" character. Wrong answers only.

Apparently due to my painful sinuses I chose not to sit in timeout today.

So jealous everyone is getting snow but us. We were going to next week but looks like its just wind and rain now. :/

Wind is picking up fierce tonight, hopefully weather isnt too crazy tonight!

It really upsets me I have to use extensions to make the Internet and websites work they way I need them to. I am grateful to the people who do make the extensions but I just wish the websites were just created to work they way they should or at least be more user friendly.

I am ehe still plotting and am not sure I will be able to fully participate with this year's #FirstDraftFall. However, it has inspired me to at least give my writing a shot and I am so grateful for that! I do not see this as a failure but a path opened!

Happy day of the Turkey! May you all have a safe wonderful day and those who don’t celebrate have an equally wonderful safe day!

I got my results back which is insanely fast! I don’t really get it but it sounds treatable. I essentially have a cyst/polyp in my sinus. And I have something called left ethmoid sinus disease. Hopefully we can get these taken care of!

If you see this post post an anime you love 💜

CT scan was super quick only got a bit dizzy laying down! We won’t know anything until Friday or Monday due to holiday rush of scans and sadly cut offs.

Sorry yall just nervous about the CT scan coming up in a bit. I am sure everything will be fine just never did one before T_T

So when I tried to nap the shaking woke me up and I just kind of uhm listened to it no the best word to describe it but best word I got atm and oh boy is it really weird. I am not sure if they will find anything tomorrow but if they do I bet it will be freaky!

Wow getting my CT scan for my head tomorrow! A lot faster than I thought! Not sure if we will get results right away or what exactly happens at a CT scan but I am so ready to see what the heck is happening in there especially after what the fuck happened last night!

Maybe its dark humor but when I was getting my weird shakes at 1 am and still have them, I couldn't help but sing shake shake shake signora in Harry Belafonte's voice in my head. Now I got jump the line stuck in my head.

Also I did try to sleep in my comfy chair but I realized it wasn't deep sleep just naps so unfortunately those did not count as rest. But imma take whatever it is I got last night whoo!

Ya know I’m starting to think maybe having 30 minutes of sleep for four days may have been why I wasn’t okay

After four days of no sleep I finally got sleep thank goodness 😭

Feeling a lot better since this morning depression can really just suck the energy out of you and randomly too.

Yall ever just kind of dont know what to do with yourself anymore? I dont know what it is I want to do, what I am even good at or where I want to go from here. I just feel kind of lost in a big ocean under a sky of who knows and what ifs.

Fun fact for my first Animal Crossing Island I played with no sound! I never thought to use headphones to listen to music so never had sound when I payed until I realized a few years later I could with the Switch lmao I dunno those were dark times.

You know its time to go to bed when you start feeling really emo. Yall have a get good rest, Im not sure how the night will go for me but yall take care <3

I think the worst part about the head meds is how quickly it hits and then lasts for hours. Usually four and then sometimes it lingers. I am hoping because I took the second batch early maybe I can get some rest tonight.

Maybe I can do one of the things that makes me obsessive and create an excel file of no-no salt things and no-no sugar things and then an alternatives to those. I am sure there is already one out there but like one geared to stuff I like. *strokes invisible goatee*

A reminder to myself when I begin to eat clean ranch is not my friend. At all. I should have realized it is a sodium monster. That is on me. But it didnt kill me this time!

*eyes any tornadoes that try to mess with me tonight* WE ALREADY HAD AN OUTTAGE AND IT WASNT EVEN TORNADO CAUSED D<

So I did over panic with the head pills. Itchiness has gone down waaaay less but I still get really sleepy and I am in fact about to take a big nap. Lurchy feeling is there but not as strong *knocks on wood* but sometimes worse when I lay down but that happens without the pill so meh.

Oooo looks like Mirthwood is getting a HUGE update and I am excited to see what that could be! While its a glitchy buggy mess I do enjoy the ambience and the dark story line. I maybe going to be gaming for hours depending on what we get!

Ooo I forgot my desktop has a second memory/RAM slot thingy! And it looks like its possible to put a Linux setup on that and I do have the original memory of the desktop still from that as well! I am definitely researching this thoroughly! That way when Windows goes evil I got an escape route!

Aside from the pill‘s weird lurchy side effect, tonight so far has been decent maybe that is a good sign! I’m going to see tonight being decent as a good sign.

Dear whatever spirits out there can I have a day with no issues at all tomorrow? Just a normal boring day of no issues, no drama, no nothing? I already have health issues to deal with I dont need anything else going on I just want a boring day of just making it 😭

Ehe I am going to have to do some more research on this and I may have ruined a nice big USB but at least I am going to give it a try!

Im probably going to fuck things up but I am going to attempt a dual boost of a Microsoft/Linux computer after reading some weird BS happening over at Windows land. If I can officially learn Linux and some things I use can work I will officially pivot and see if I can convert laptop to Windows 10!

A new day means trying to do my best. We got this!

I will say for sure the new meds make me sleepy and unfortunately I have one more call with my mentor of my school or I would go back to bed and sleep the day away

Okay I’m going to just wait a bit more and see what is happening and make sure it’s not my anxiety.

Yall I am so mad I found out a different easier way to switch colors when you crochet and not the knot way. I am not a hundred I can do it but I wanna try. I might practice with some old yarn first before I do it with actual projects! But man this would change everything....

Huge black out happened and of course no news of why. Unfortunately darkness affects my vertigo and made last night very bad so I’m quite out of it and sleepy and just wish we had a decent company

I don’t want to jinx anything because it was day one but I didn’t wake up with a numb head and only pain! Which hasn’t happened in days!

New meds already taking me out I am a little bit concerned but maybe It’s one of those I just need to build up but dang is build up going to be rough 😭

Guess who got meds for her head and a scheduled CT scan! Not until January but it’s a step forward! I really hope the meds work 💜

The one good thing about anxiety is that it gets my projects going! I can quickly crochet things when its turned up on super high lol

Today is the day I really hope I get some help I’m tired of being in pain every day and in a free rocky boat ride

I have discovered mug cozy's are my relaxing crochet item do. Once done with another scarf I am going to go back and make a couple. They are fun and easy to do and just adorable over a cup!

Tomorrow is the day and my nerves are shot. I’ll update if we get any info and if not. I think I am going to just completely zone out today.

Had another rough night last night. I dont know what too do anymore. I feel like i am going to have vertigo some time today because I can feel the particular pain in my head. I am ready for Thursday yall. I dont care anymore scary news or not I just need relief.

3 more days until I find out if I have something wrong with my head or not. I admit I am super nervous and I know my anxiety is not helping. Im also scared to know and to not know. 😭

Day 2 Antennaes WORKING! If this really was the fix this whole time I am never ever letting these babies go. they gonna be used for every future desktop

My god is it so nice to have my space back. Laptop took up so much space and honestly I was worried for a second about the Bluetooth, but I realized I hadn't changed from the monitor to the headphone and it works great! I am just so happy everything seems to be working.

I FIXED MY DESKTOP! The Antennae are working so far on the wifi! I hope they continue doing so! Otherwise I am going to throw this out the window :D