okay i am pathetically clawing my way back into the saddle and vaccinating myself against brain worms.

something weird is happening where my functional memory of tural and dawntrail is being replaced by infinity nikki and itzaland. they're the same picture.

The woman said to the serpent, “We may eat fruit from the trees in the garden, but God did say, ‘You must not eat fruit from the tree that is in the middle of the garden, and you must not touch it, or you will die.’”

good evening everypony i've walked off the road. i've fallen into a briar patch. i'm covered in thorns. like jesus.

i just want to post this song in demo form becuase i am so in love with it lyrically. i love having the ghost of howard ashman trapped inside of me. i don't know how he got in here.

it will not bear fruit for a week or two while i tinker but i promise hxvoc is inexplicably fighting tooth and nail to the top of my favorite vocal synth banks ever. he's insane. his effortless pivots between aging musical theater twink and screamo metalhead... it's unreal.

infinity nikki gave me some absolutely yucky items and it is always my goal to be as yucky as possible in infinity nikki.

they gave nikki a sword for her birthday.

thinking about the ugliest skin i have ever seen in any video game literally ever... it's so special.

a moment of appreciation for black pepper when you let her be the star of the show. she's so humble about it.

realizing somberly that the most efficient form of high protein meal prep is simply put additional beans or lentils in literally everything. everything. every genre of cuisine can accommodate additional beans or lentils.

back home from tailoring school i have been procrastinating because the last thing i want to do right now is spend more money to get home supplies figured out. but alas. that is how hobbies go.

i have been so exhausted since getting back but i need to decide within 48 hours if i want to buy hxvoc and make more yaoi.

boring adult question but has anyone splurged on a costco membership. i've been hearing through the grapevine that they've been doing their best to keep prices stable and the sticker shock of groceries since getting back to the states is kind of making me nuts.

i have found the one 3D clothing drafting software with a generous free trial and i have to admit it is pretty entertaining just as a toy to play with.

the way i know disney is out of touch is that they made a plush snake of their marketable snake character and decided what children want out of a plush snake is a rigidly posed coil of plushie they cannot play with like a big piece of spaghetti. are they out of their minds.

if there's anything i appreciate about my circle of friends is that our fabric of internal memes has gotten so dense that i don't even know how to explain some of our discord's emotes. but every so often one escapes containment. i'm glad everyone has been wielding the orbis.

i liked the part in zootopia 2 where they thought a good child friendly alternative to shooting someone with a gun was shooting someone with a giant cartoon euthanasia needle.

i just had my ears unwaxed by an ENT for the first time and i might need to order nice earplugs the second i get home because. uh oh.

would you believe me if nikki was getting a banner outfit that represented being a giant imprisoned dragon in a weird yuri situationship with a human woman. would you believe me if i said this is the third time this has happened.

i'm really glad that "to skyrim horse" as a verb has become such a fixture.

son! son!

2.0 has genuinely tipped nikki over into awesome i like can't even pretend it's not my game of the year. what if a barbie movie indulged in all the scandal and murder and intrigue that kids love to imitate in adult media without american christian moral hand wringing making the writers cowardly.

am i more excited to see my friends and cat or more excited to play infinity nikki 2.0 update itzaland featuring idina menzel. well. they're related concepts. kuna, kuna.

the good news is i get to drive eight hours home tomorrow and see my friends and my cat and my own bedsheets for the first time in six weeks. the bad news is. i have to drive right back in four weeks.

it’s getting away!

in a situation where i am unexpectedly going to a funeral before i finish my holiday travel and my only black jacket on hand is a cape. but the fabulous broad in question would've understood and found this situation just as funny. so, cheers to her.

y'know we as a culture survived the acapella boom in the 2010s i think we can survive anything.

IMPORTANT UPDATE FOR SWIFTIES: Taylor has ceased to exist! She was but the embodiment of a dream had by the large whale daughter from SpongeBob, who is real! None of the other characters though just her!!

anyway my uncle is offering to give me his deerskins whenever he gets back from hunting trips so just like sorry in advance. i don't have a choice. the universe clearly wants me to start leatherworking.

are you prepared? youtu.be/p4z9bk02MkQ?...

unfortunately if you leave me alone for too long i always think about jessie j is secretly one of the greatest vocalists alive and no one in the world appreciated this fact until she went on chinese reality television in 2018 to deliver a completely jawdropping run of performances.

hanenbow #marigomodular

also i have been devouring drafting tutorials lately and these are the very best ones in the entire world. youtu.be/LBdhwh_Lxcw?...

i went to tailoring school becuase every day instagram flogs me with advertisements for beautifully stupid clothing made out of unlined unfused polyester and i can't let them keep giving me false visions of paradise. do you understand.

i still don't know how a cat as shockingly beautiful as orson ended up at a petsmart. i know i am fighting the domestic shorthair coping but you put him next to any other cat and you go, well, he's definitely foreign. he's definitely not from the european cat catalogue. his legs are too long.

looking at pictures of black servals and realizing that my son like evolved from something or whatever. ew.

the past few weeks we have been drip feeding ourselves with tantei opera milky holmes and i cannot without a thousand asterisks recommend it but it has made me laugh to the point of tears so often. it's just so scary. a lot happens. 2010 was a different time.

anyway being home is funny because i will see things around the house and go dang these are cool pieces of art where did my parents buy these and then i remember i made them and forgot becuase my brain forgets that i made things the second i finish them and cannot recognize them without effort.

it's literally a land.

infinity nikki has been the funniest video game ever made for a whole year and you don't understand how much it being a land is the funniest punchline to all of it. we can't get over it. nikki, i think it's a land! i think so too, momo... it's a land!

wake up babe, idina menzel sang the infinity nikki version 2.0 theme the journey begins kuna itzaland. i feel drunk. what is happening. it's a land. youtu.be/AkiLGS9h9Xc?...

if my confidence seems delusional please know i have access to a bunch or drafting manuals, know how to professionally take measurements, a can do attitude, and was told explicitly by my tailoring instructor to just start drafting and making things even if i think i can't do it. it's the only way.

even if i don't end up making a single thing, this game of getting your friends together and designing dream clothing for each other is so unbelievably fun in a teenager way and i really recommend it for your next slumber party.

my sketchbook hqs 100% devolved into this by the way it's kind of liberating to have permission to only think about clothes and what seam placement would make my butt look best.

i have a question for everyone. in what order, from left to right, do you think the silverware drawer should be arranged?

i expanded the game of designing and figuring out how to make my dream wardrobe into doing the same for my friends... i feel so drunk with power.

Fashion time with grandpa Sorrel #Silver&Iron #OCsky

honestly my experience with wicked for good as as bizarre as we expected however ariana grande is a gelphie truther to such a palpable insane degree that she holds the movie together with her tiny, tiny hands. this rendition of for good itself is so hauntingly gross feeling and i love it.