i love how one second cwn is like SUPER uncomfortable with intimacy and terrified at the thought of doing more than holding hands then like 2 chapters later he and mo ran are making out in a bush

my brain was like malnourished as a child but 6'3?? marfan syndrome is the only logical answer

i always just assumed hua cheng had marfan syndrome and i have no idea where that idea came from

i know hua cheng is supposed to be like Objectively Hot but i adore when people draw him a lil freaky. slightly odd proportions. pointy ears. literal deathly grey complexion. exquisite.

finishing vol 5 means ive now gotten back to wear i left off last time. so excited to continue to binge AT LAST

i simply cannot stop looking at this ITS TOO SOFT mo ran's expression!!! holding a strand of chu wanning's hair!!!! i have died from the sweetness

why did nobody warn me about meatbuns obvious foot fetish

first the foot washing scene and now describing mo ran's toes as "shapely". who does meatbun think she is, tarantino???

crazy work that during his song quitong/ye wangxi speech mo ran takes a moment to announce that he would like to watch chu wanning bathing

can i finish the final chapter in a week? looking at the state of my wip maybe not but i am nothing if not an optimist

3 out of 3 on-time chapters so far please read to show that you're proud of me archiveofourown.org/works/768568...

"i want to hold an umbrella over shizun for as long as i live"

xue meng is an angel the little dolls he made for chu wanning 😭😭😭 he's so embarrassed but so sincere 😭😭😭😭 and his dad is absolutely menacing him

meatbun absolutely fucked me up with vol 3 but its okay because i know the farm arc is coming. her mind is unparalleled.

that moment in the underworld where chu wanning is mad so mo ran gives him jiangui to hit him with....delicious angst thank you however i am still crying

i stuck to my self-imposed schedule and have posted chapter 2 on time 🎉🎉 pls read 🙏 archiveofourown.org/works/768568...

chapter 97 being the point where the chapter titles change from "this venerable one" to "shizun" is 🤌🤌

even though i know it'll be fine by the next volume i am still upset

the fact that it took chu wanning literally dying for him for mo ran to stop being an idiot is crazy and also hurts me. adds even more drops to the guilty conscience he will never be free from

i was hoping on my erha reread chapter 97 wouldn't happen but it still did 😭😭😭😭

when xie lian says "something like this needs to be made clear" then proceeds to SAY NOTHING ELSE my autistic ass would be like excuse me can you please be more specific. is this a friend hug or a gay hug?

soul bound #svsss ❄️ #moshang getting together 1/4 WIP ❄️ featuring angst, whump, and awkward apologies. smooches to come ❄️ companion to hands tied, post lbh abyss rescue archiveofourown.org/works/768568...

depths of sin #erha #2ha 🌸 pre-slash #ranwan peach blossom springs arc 🌸 mo ran's guilty conscience 🌸 xia sini is ready to fight himself about it basically i was obsessed with this arc and vomited up this fic about it because i crave angst and communication archiveofourown.org/works/76943491

im about to start erha vol 3 💀 will i survive the angst?? stay tuned to find out!

chu wanning's low self esteem and mo ran's guilty conscience makes for a delightfully angsty meal. just what i ordered.

cwn as xia sini noticing mo ran gets emotional when he calls him shixiong so he decides to deal psychic samage and call him gege as well 😭😭😭

also i am NOT crying about what happened to chu xun

the character growth mo ran experiences during the lin'an flashback is just 🤌 yes

trying to write my current moshang wip but my head is full of ranwan

i was there for the fanfiction.net days. things were simpler then. ((or maybe im just nostalgic))

the svsss fandom is so nice i forget that the general 2020s fandom experience is mostly infighting and discourse

i dont watch stranger things but people calling byler fans delusional is weird bc like...since when does shipping have to be canon? let them play with their dolls in peace.

turn the big guy into a little guy. everyone else has to look after him. excellent. no notes.

the xia sini plot may be fanservice but fortunately i am the fan it is servicing

im obsessed with the copium mo ran is chugging in volume 1

the first time i read erha i was reading along with the english releases and it got to the confession bit and i was like...actually i think this is a good place to stop

its christmas and im ready for erha to fuck me up again

nice

i think it might be time to admit to myself that i have covid for the fourth time. i have been in denial all week.

im upset again i need to read some h/c about it

i am just a soft hearted optimist who assumes people are kind so sue me

life might be easier if i was a cynic. then i wouldn't be so disappointed by other people all the time

i think i might be stupid bc every time my flakey friend says we're going to hang out i believe her 🤡🤡

i dont usually talk about politics on here but i have to respect to rachel reeves for giving a speech for an hour while being booed because i personally would burst into tears

peoples ao3 display pics always crack me up like thank you frog-in-a-bathtub for your excellent feedback on my fic

i need to finish all my svsss wips before the final volume of erha comes out and i can start my Proper Read with brainrot mode enabled

hands tied #svsss ✨️ #bingqiu preslash 10k ✨️ abyss rescue, hurt/comfort ✨️ liu qinggie is around archiveofourown.org/works/738408...

lets play how many times can my best friend make me cry before i stop tolerating it. i'll let yall know when i grow a back bone which will probably be never.

we got an airplane real name reveal. now give me liu qingges birth name!!!! i beg of you!!!!

mxtx i humbly request your next book include more short kings