i bought n built a new pc, and i can finally run ffxiv at 60 fps and not 15 fps 😭😭 and my pc is still ice cold and quiet

i forgot to add but. the jet2 holiday was bc my eczema exploded LMAO so now i'm getting allergy shots and might go on prednisone for a couple days to calm everything down. i am so owwie.... but at least this confirms its not just my cats, contrary to popular belief

nothing beats a jet2 holiday (going back to my birth country in the balkans for a couple weeks) after swimming in spring water, going to a protest, tons of walking, visiting some war memorials, etc, im finally feeling like a human being again

the hero’s prize (cw uhhhhhh implied forced exhibitionism, voyeurism, dubcon )

i cant find any horse tail/ear mods so. smiles.

ok so who wants to make horse girls in ffxiv though and do mods already exist for ears n tails

theres an allagan ap........and im rock climbing rn SOBS in my head i am there as my freak science guy

Thousands of people from Bosnia and around the world gathered in Srebrenica to mark the 30th anniversary of a 1995 massacre there of more than 8,000 Bosniak Muslim boys and men.

regretting not going to anime expo....esp bc i have my cosplays mostly ready.......

And that's a wrap on Anime Expo 2025! Thank you to all the Warriors of Light who stopped by over the weekend and said hi! If you're attending the #FFXIV DTLA Fan Gathering, we'll see you there!

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new hair mod posted, links below vv

Idk if it counts but! Them

man it is so important to just let yourself relax and talk to people and dance i think tonight's the first time ive felt like...free and happy in so many months

Sweet Evelyn, revenge attack on mawamoof >:3 #artfight

gil... don't know her

thinking about mikhya parading around with his huge ego and yet his self-esteem is on the floor. he doesn't think he deserves anything good to happen to him, but he'll fight for good to happen to other people

a gorgeous beach day at #ffxivsummerbash with oomfs!!! ---- @chaland-leva.bsky.social @arinemone.bsky.social @kirbyshaped.bsky.social @velvetomen.bsky.social @elanortrevelyan.bsky.social @ironcrownff14.bsky.social ( and @flowersandfae.bsky.social @stairswell.bsky.social who had to leave early <3 )

HI GUYS!! I'm hosting a last minute AP for my birthday on June 28th from 8:30-11:00pm EST!! It's going to primarily be vanilla glams (House Fortemps armor/etc..) But I will provide a sync!! :D Thank you for my breastie @lilmsdevilette.bsky.social for making the graphic for me !! #SilentKnightAP

so many people at the beach party...........i keep running around and more keep spawning LMFAO

evil lesbian laugh as i finally redo the photo set i wanted to do before the game crashed last time HAPPY YURI DAY TO MY WOL may she forever have bobs in her life || #nsfwffxiv #wolshtola #ffxivgpose

the only interactions mike gets are speedo/naked related, and i have a priv discord channel where i keep every interaction he gets about it

wild af frontlines shatter match.....like damn very obvious premades pinching the team im on over and over and over :') its why i hate playing later at night lol

mikh'ya is, for lack of a better term, slutting out. this is his season and he knows it while oz is dying send help. ice boy not built for hot weather

with how annoying the justice side of my audhd is, im surprised i dont have more knight ocs i say as i open glamourer to mess around

i need to update my artfight refs......but also.......stares at ffxiv................... ive yet to even touch occult crescent or anything else new bc of my move GFJKHDFS

the more i look at mikhya's face, the more im like hmm.....he needs more. like. sharp edges? longer features? idk his face feels very smoothed and younger than it should be.

downloading a whole other drawing program bc csp can't open a photoshop file that i need converted to csp..........

i got roped into bouldering/ rock climbing and i fear the pain in my body will cause future (tomorrow) problems

mikh'ya is *drumrolls* balkan. so he's speaking or knows a bit of albanian (required), croation, serbian, greek, etc. bc he travels a LOT. plus english and some french and italian. this man is a polyglot and uses it to rizz people up!! oz, meanwhile, speaks eng, german, and korean!

THIS IS FUCKING HUGE

FINALLY VIERA HATS

bc im californian and mikhya def grew up near water, he 100% can surf! it just fits his whole vibe lmfao, and im sure is a big reason hes so confident walking around in a speedo

one day my back will stop hurting so i can sit up and draw again.....just not today

HELL YEAH upscale AND vanilla mashup so he matches how i draw him hehehe

he has been upscaled!!! altho his tattoos are weird bc. stares at a seam at his waist. i do want to add a couple necklaces and a leg dagger, but when i added them their colors did not come with the object and idk how to fix that....it looked fine in blender smh

i forgot plugins are down

>:) i figured out how to upscale things.....just as maintenance starts lmfao

"what was mikh'ya based on?" *looks at my pile of scruffy unhinged men that are just gender to me* uuuuuh my dysphoria idk LMAO

mikhya has a dad who's probably a bit meek but loves his wife!!! and kids too, to a degree... and then his bio dad who's either X'rhun Tia, u'odh nunh, or maybe kemakka......or just an oc....still thinking....... its just a wild guy who travels around a lot

happy father's day esp to those who are the dad* that stepped up *dad as in any person who wants to call themself a dad

my computer setup is complete and we are so back in business hehe

holding my garlean theatre kid gal who only takes masculine roles (like rose of versailles) and is pissed her theatre program got cut..... the arts continuing and expressing dissent despite the oppressive eyes of authoritarian regimes is always incredible to me, and i wanna explore the theme...

emet knew mikh'ya would be hotter with white hair and that's why shadowbringers happened the way it did

so close....to having my setup again.......im gonna draw so much i swear..........

with shipping, i am just as noncommittal as my ocs and always down to have fun 🫡 i wanna play toys!! think and meme about new scenarios!! but just like not dedicated to One Specific Ship bc ooof ive been burned in that regard many times :') my ocs r my own and not meant to b restricted by anything

i open up blender to try upscaling mike's outfit. promptly relearns why i haven't yet. i then close blender.

thinking about mikh'ya wearing anything but his gold speedo is difficult, but i manage it sometimes