between you and i, i still fall apart at the thought of your voice.

love over will.

I pray you are smart enough to keep quiet.

a deep breath will only last so long.

💜

got to reconnect with Someone i very much like. good day. :)

bleed until your spirit breaks.

:(

:)

hello friends

i love you.

the stars will hear my scream.

i don't post here much lately but know i am still (unfortunately) kicking. it is everyone else's problem.

maybe there's heaven in those wires

xoxo

pain is good!

civil until the dinner knife is in my gut.

give me attention i want attention >:T

i seek to awaken an inner, mischevious evil in you :]

i wish i could rip out my feelings of shame and talk to beings sometimes. i'd like to trust others to not see me as weird or a pest. i dont want to feel bad.

new profile picture, new me !

hm. i wish i was consistently affectionate instead of occasionally severely clingy and distant the other times. i worry it makes others dislike me. i wonder if that's true or not.

i talk a lot of confusing things on here but i don't think i'm mean at all. if i had the chance to, i'd probably just be princess bubblegum c:

i hold some of you very close to me, but i'll never tell which :)

instability makes it all the more fun :]

honestly, i thought this vessel would give up by now. i'm impressed!

age of stars and age of frenzied flame are the best endings by the way :]

may we have the future the gods will not allow us.

<3

GOT CLOSE THROUGH TRIAL AND ERROR. BUT NOW MY BLOOD IS SOAKED THROUGH THE GAUZE.

i love you :)

BURNT ARE THE ONLY BRIDGES I TRUST.

i will break bread with my blood. if i must. if i must.

i rummage through my pockets, and find there is nothing else to offer but myself.

if i must.

replaying elden ring so i can see my favourite character ever again c:

in lieu of fingers, i have various sharp utensils. i like to use them to poke people when they're mildly annoying. nothing more. i get stage fright if i hurt too much.

i serve to fill a special sense of curiosity and wonder.

it's MY pity party, thank you very much.

Jupiter - PJ10-33 - From Kevin M. Gill (kevinmgill.bsky.social) - https://flic.kr/p/2j2rds3

i do not know who i am.

tears tonight. dozens and dozens and dozens of masks. one misread situation away from needing to put them all back on. one by one by one. the thick cords of my words choke me, and when i open my mouth, nothing comes out the same as envisioned. i will drown in my own vomit. as i should.

Won't you please spare the indignity?

i'll figure out a way for us to get out of here. i promise.

my heart hurts.

I beg of you, from a throat raw of curses. By your almighty grace, Intercede for me. Console me with blood.

everything will begin, and end, with me.

: )

i will not make it quick. that would spoil the fun. half of the enjoyment is the effort it takes. you will come to appreciate it too, with time :]

my room is like iosefka's clinic if you think about it