okay she's kinda fun 👉👈 tyranny do u wanna hang out sometime #CriticalRole #CriticalRoleFanart #CR4

campaign 4 time lets gooooo im so excited

2025 has been great if you ignore all the horrors ive been through 👍 luckily im only letting myself think about all the fun things ive done and not, ykno, the horrors

bed day as i recover 🙏 feeling SO tired but hopefully this will pass soon (common side effect) and i'll be bouncing full of energy!! if yesterday was anything to go by im very excited to feel like a dog who just got told he was going to the park

my art-funds-turned-emergency-funds pot is,,,, low so im hoping after a day or so of rest i can get back to drawing i need to sort out shipping to the us and also maybe push my c0mms more

home 👍 had an iron transfusion today and have another in two weeks time also got told im vitamin d deficient which can also explain why im so tired all the time i do feel like i have some energy bc i was gonna nap but my body is in Go Mode so im hoping ill sleep well tonight

cannot tell if the transfusion helped because im up super early to travel BACK to the hospital for more tests 😭 im already running out of blood test spaces i cant do anymore i want to sleeeeeep im cooooold

after like 7 hours in the hospital i am home. had a blood transfusion. had a very lovely nurse too. gotta go back tomorrow for further tests but my GOD am i tired

had a call with my ibd nurse abt my low iron levels. she said iron infusions are likely to not help and said i should to go a&e to have more tests and most likely a blood transfusion 🙃🙃🙃🙃

ruetash wip...... making out post gala....

im not a big cooker but i am DETERMINED to nail this tuna pasta recipe ive found and alternated to fit my tastes i need something fun to cook by myself and THIS WILL BE IT

i should wait until the mighty nein show is out but ohhhhhh the urge to cosplay astrid for mcm is so strong... in case its raining and i dont wanna do jester

con was great today except 70% of the stalls were just selling funko pops there were like 3 artists there that did fanmerch but i already bought from them last year & there wasnt anything new i liked 😭😭 whyyyyy do we need so many funko stalls no one asks for that

caleb cosplay is basically done 👍🫡 debuting him at my local con tomorrow which i am excited about (and also sooo nervous)

my ibd nurses saying we aim to get back to you within 48 hours despite me calling them on TUESDAY okay whatever i guess i will just die from lack of iron 🤷‍♀️ giving them until tuesday next week (a whole week since calling them!!!) before calling them AGAIN to try and organise iron infusions

birthday was fun :D did some sewing. watched some critrole. thought about gortash for some reason. officially 26 now :3

finished a redraw of a piece i did back in 2021 of my best boy, alemar <3 #DnD #DnDOC

i gotta share my art here more but also ive not been drawing /too/ much lately too busy con crunching & watching critrole

carrion art <3 my sweet baby whos done nothing wrong at all!

cunty book holster (caleb is so slowly coming together)

read 1 fanfic and i can hear gortash pacing in my mind... hello? sir? what do you want??

its my birthday :D

crafting a book holster for my caleb cosplay today and wooooooo it looks so cooooool!!!

called my ibd nurses to discuss my results for my iron levels to see if im able to get waiting for iron infusions only for them to message me about my b12 and folate levels instead 😭😭😭 not what i asked!!!!!

having the post friend-hangout sadness rn :( miss my friends

saw hadestown today and cried 👍

saw lord huron last night and i think it was the best night ever sung so loudly ive partly lost my voice but it was soooo worth it

lost my headphone adapter. tesco sell usb-c headphones! yippee! headphones dont work with my phone for some reason

i love playing dnd with my friends <3<3<3<3<3

first dnd game back in a while with this campaign and somehow saskia has ended up with a naga

still thinking about how i made a comment in my dnd game about wizards "always blaming the weave when their spells go wrong" and for a moment i was possessed by the spirit of my other character, saskia - known wizard hater

finished a redraw of a piece i did back in 2021 of my best boy, alemar <3 #DnD #DnDOC

phew. mcm cosplans are safe. i dont own any fabric that matches any of the campaign 4 character art doesnt mean im not thinking abt it...

unfortunately i enjoy drawing saskia's side profile and will keep doing it (mainly a study so i can work out what her little gem in the base of her neck looks like) (its to track her and also maybe kill her if she tries to break away from the volstrucker lifestyle)

also started a new dnd game today!!!!! carrion my sweet wet cat of a girl has no clue whats going on ever and i love her

im freeeeee!!! (finished my zine piece)

im so tired!!! wahhhh!!!

saskia :3 dont worry abt what spell shes going to cast.

found my denim jacket. however i fucked up the lettering im painting on it and its noticable that ive tried to cover it up 😭 its fine i can repurpose the jacket for smth else at a later date but it does mean i gotta get another jacket for my plans. charity shop gods be in my favour pls

cursing my past self for putting my black denim jacket somewhere i cant remember because i neeeed to dig that out and make myself a custom world ender jacket for the lord huron concert i have a feeling its in a vacuum sealed bag that im gonna have to search through 😭

bed day as i recover from bad stomach night yippee 😔👎 the grind never stops 😔😔 im so sad and tired 😔😔

not a good night 👎

rue doodle <3 roodle <3 for her birthday

i looooove rue and miss her so much<3 my sweet princess... my little baby... my terrible child...

she is 2 years old today (aka i made her 2 years ago)

saskias magic begin different depending if shes casting a sorcerer spell vs a paladin spell is so special to me her sorcerery being a product of her youth, full of bright colours and whimsy and joy vs her paladin oath being controlled, regulated, ordered

nature is healing (im writing again)

still thinking abt this jester and caleb interaction and then them going shopping after and jester buying caleb his paper and ink and then theres just this look of yearning on calebs face at jester ohhhhh im sick about them. sick!!!

life is about making ur dnd characters house on the sims