yall i saw myself in a video and i thought i looked so big in it. i was not in a very flattering outfit and i knew that going in, but still. also i need layers put in my hair because it has no movement it is limp and dead

cover charge to get in here was nonperishable food donations. he bought the drink

during one of the matches last night one of the wrestlers rushed to the ring from the locker room and bumped into me and knocked my beer out of my hand and i just picked it up off the ground and kept drinking it

and just today's best shots

recent shots i liked

my meds might run out in the meantime. idk what i will do, probably call and ask her to prescribe a bridge script if she can. if not I might have to go back home for a week or so where i have more of a support system and where the hospital i know isnt toxic is in case i need an inpatient vacation

coffee late today too. i need to charge my phone. im lounging around today. i feel good. i keep forgetting to get my anxiety meds from the pharmacy, but i feel better without them. i also missed my last psychiatry appointment and i didnt even realize it. i had to make a new one.

not getting started on dinner until 9:30 i am a failure

i dont actually like cocaine. its like 5 minutes of the exact feeling of bipolar hypomania i was gunna have anyway if i waited a few weeks followed by being angry and itchy and uncomfortable for like 2 hours

when i was off my bipolar meds in 2017 i parked my car in the parking lot of my towns masonic temple and did cocaine off my friends iphone and did a bunch of donuts and then peeled out of there at like 1pm on a tuesday

yesterday

trial run of the no social media for a week starts now. please mail any contact you must have with me to P.O. box 555 5th avenue, New York, New York. I will be back Tuesday

got home from the noon church service, ran one errand, came home and helped my boyfriend navigate an autism melt down (he took a bunch of edibles and laid down for a nap) and then i took a nap from 530 to 830, and had meatballs and milk for dinner

shots from today

been wearing just liner on my bottom waterline, mascara just on my top lashes, and a blended out matte lip. in brown and berry

gaaaaahhhhsh i wish i had the ingredients to make sloppy joes... eat sloppy joes while i watch joe wrestle. one of my favorite foods as a kid

money is on joe tonight for the mystery match on smack down

i am thinking on my life and i am getting sad and feeling real pain that i cant think my way out of

i had a good meal with someone i love yesterday and then i got to come back to a quiet home

got on wide legged sweat pants rn and im feeling so good

everybody on this app drop a selfie!!! right now!!!!

i love watching wrestling with my boyfriend

rose peony-lavender funfacts: 🌹 28 she/her, afab, nb 🌹 youngest, family mascot/scapegoat 🌹 lazy artist 🌹 Adultswim superfan 🌹 reluctant stoner 🌹 1 street cat who chose me 🌹 lets player apologist 🌹 former sex worker turned christian 🌹 adhd girl 🌹 blm/acab 🌹 lost aesthetic blogger #promosky

one day i will remember i do not need to live like a whore anymore. i can just go home

using a gif or video, share your mood for the weekend 🩷

feel i am repressing my mania rn a little

this app feels unfamiliar at times and i usually just close it lately

the thing is i was posting my face and a widdle teeny tinsy bit of my body and i was getting many creepy messages floods of 100+ message requests, and creepy comments, and i suspect i have a stalker? so maybe its for the best

i got banned off of reddit again so i cant constantly co-dependently text random strangers who cant function without someone to talk to as well and i think its gunna make me more productive

i gotta start posting here more. im always so afraid to be weird and sad on here

happy halloween!

cheese pull versus face card

i went to burger king and they said they were all out of burgers

todays photo dump

im always so afraid to walk into shops but this was a really great experience

if you see that, play guitar 🎸

i took a hit of some grass and blew the smoke out my nose and i think it singed my nose hairs off.

i have received an 1,000 years blood curse recently and idk how to feel about it /:

they charged me 8 freaking dollars for this shot of jameson during happy hour, thats murder, convict them

Share a series you love from the twenty tens. 📺 Wilfred. This show changed my life and i have placed many of my childhood anxieties within it and if i ever watch it again it will trigger a chain reaction of associations and memory links that cause me to unrepress eighth grade

good morning bsky, im hungover

i want 20,000 scrambled eggs

i dont wanna wash off tonight make up look

very fun show!

my funniest bit is being a natural red head who dyes her hair blonde and bullying other redheads (sarcastically) like "shut up, ya fucking ginger!"

last night/this morning

Name a 90's sitcom you love not a big fan of sitcoms or 90s tv, so if you know this deep cut, i love you

my best friend is pregnant so i have to get pregnant to match (shes in a ldr and has a hysterical pregnancy scare after every time her bf visits so shes probs not actually pregnant)