I am a mess again but. its fine. its fine

every business in new york is dedicated to keeping the temperature at 78 degrees and while i admire the good samaritans there is no relief

one thing abt skinny culture that freaks me out like yeah i am #disordered but seeing people’s sternums is So scary to me. like i wanna lose a lot of weight but i don’t wanna get that thin

saw a twink w pants that said swag over the crotch #word

parked bad on my way into the city and feeling extremely normal about it (wanting to jump off a bridge)

lol i used to work with the person who ran the beat

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sorry its just one of those days where i remember how unfair everything is and sometimes its just too much to bear

i hate that my life is basically being my dad’s servant i want to die lol

i have to get bloodwork done sometime soon but got addicted to mini corndogs again and crying lmao

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there are actually quite a lot of people who don’t know how to use microsoft word. managing this yearly project has taught me this

the person behind me on the train touched my head??? this morning??? lord help me

it’s only tuesday i have 2 more days of work and i possibly have to work these next two fridays. hurts

I hate being a weeb and knowing shit like yeah i know x japan

i am so tired

i went into penn station instead of my usual grand central and apparently it was fire vs subway surfer pvp today so i would’ve been late either way lmfaooo

idk if they have a bluesky lol but @LIRR hi why is my train to grand central 11 minutes delayed/cancelled, why are you claiming “fire department activity” at brentwood when I’m here and there fucking isn’t lol

made low/no sugar bananabread and uh. It’s. but i want to reduce my sugar intake if only a little… ngl should have added lentils for fiber but i got food poisoning one time i did that and im still recovering 😔

i wish the job market was easier rn. why does it have to suck for everyone 😊🔫

some ppl will just never give u time of day and u have to learn to live with it. most people will be very unresponsive if u host an event and u have to learn to live with it :”)

you’re not gonna believe who didn’t check that the trains by his house aren’t running toward manhattan

planning my birthday is making me really really sad lol

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ive been having a really bad week full of inconveniences anyone want to shoot me point blank

i literally started crying yesterday bc of how exhausted i was and i STILL didnt get to sleep until 1:30AM :)

im probably gonna die early bc of how i sleep but whatever

i haven’t been able to sleep well for 2 days 🥰🔫

couldnt sleep last night bc i cried over how im almost 30 with a dead parent while everyone around me still has a mom but. ive met quite a lot of people in my predicament as well so while last night i felt really alone i am able to remember sometimes that i’m not

dude the head of my team is leaving and it’s. it’s

trying to find a venue for a party within a very cheap budget is so hard EVERYTHING IS A SCAM

i need to fix my sleep schedule to somehow becoming a morning person because morning is the coolest time of day. my house is a SWAMP at 10PM but i could finally go outside of my room at 6AM. the heatwave is so bad guys

my work friend who is snatched makes me like my body is so big lmao 🫠but i need. to get fit. im tired of feeling dysphoric 24/7

i think i didnt clean out my old work water bottle and there was mold in it, thankfully i didnt drink it but UGH

LOL AC BOT WORKING IN SUBWAY AGAIN DONEONES GONNA DIE GUYS

i hate the sun so much i need to go full grandma some day… get a rash guard and everything i already have the stupid uv hat

however my throat isnt doing well so if my heat sickness doesnt get better soon i have to go to the doctor

the drive to the station wasnt as bad as i thought itd be except i made a wrong right and ended up making a left turn i really didnt like but :))) whew :)) i even parked perfectly thank god

bruh i called and messaged verizon like 500 times and i have to call them again bc my tv still isnt back to the way it used to be. i have a 70 year old parent who bitches about everything and its just been days of this. fucking christ

i got these rly nice balloon pants from uniqlo that are super light weight omg thank god. needed this. i need like 5 more pairs i hate summer omg

who pulling up to new york to go to my bday party

i love really long hair but it is really quite a pain to manage… when my hair was like waist length it got caught in my friend’s car and i was like. yeah no. i have such thick hair so it gets so heavy

ive decided that im gonna do my every 3-5 years hair chop after my birthday bc my hair lowkey feels super damaged rip

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it’s gonna be a humid heat wave i actually might d*e why the fuck is it gonna be hotter here than in Manila come on man

its gonna be even harder to be a person now that i have to go 3 straight days as transition then 4 days a week for work and i wanna cry at my life but. its just how we all have to live huh

not doing anything at all today reminded me that im still really depressed but im trying not to completely be hard on myself bc im also a little sick. but. i could have done anything other than scroll and i didnt so maybe i deserve to be hard on myself lol

augh heat makes me not wanna do shit but i wasted my day off💔 back to fucking work tmrw ugh

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