watercolors and colored pencils feel like the most comforting materials to work with… they really seem made for each other

if i start feeling overwhelmed and lose ideas for illustrations, i just retreat into drawing in my sketchbook… i used to think keeping a sketchbook was a pointless waste of time but now it feels like the only thing that truly saves me

i can’t stop this… i want a little keychain on every bag in the house...

i can never quite understand people who simply copy others… and this goes far beyond drawing if there’s something i truly want, i want it to feel personally mine i’m happy to share the process or the technique but not the final form itself... maybe that’s a kind of possessiveness? 🤔

...it’s snowing outside… i’m feeling quite upset 😞

最近なにも描いてないヤ

久々に描くなど

lately i’ve been finishing up my school assignments and got sick… so now i feel like doing anything except drawing… for the first time in a while, i’ve just calmly read some books and watched the cartoons i’d been putting off

エイプリルフールカレンダー

i’ve been wanting to make 20 small clay keychains shaped like Sukuna’s fingers… and then leave them in different places or give them to different people... i’m not really sure why, but it’s a thought that keeps coming back to me...

i really hope i’ll be able to use my social media again tomorrow…

i really want some homemade food and desserts, to go back home and walk around my hometown... but everything around me keeps stopping me from enjoying this spring…

sometimes i just really hate my university…

dark lords… like strawberries?

for me, V smells like cream, sea stones, metal, and incense… i don’t know how, but i’m sure that’s what his scent is like… i want to believe it...

i really don’t like conflicts, and when i get pulled into them… it’s hard for me 😔 i simply want to focus on creating and sharing what i make with people who genuinely enjoy it... i’d really appreciate it if i could just be left out of it

sometimes I feel like soon i’ll have to send my illustrations just by thinking about them… or maybe with the help of spirits... 😞

sometimes i forget how nice it is to draw simple things with colored pencils and paints really relaxing...

little keychain family 🐅

snake scales...

мне нравится сейчас чаще делать новые вещи, выходить на прогулки и в музеи... это действительно хоть немного, но помогает

everything that’s happening right now is fueling my anxiety… i honestly don’t understand how some people manage to cope with everything going on on such a global scale

i made a little keychain!

i’ve finally made it to the new season… it’s still interesting to watch the episodes even after reading the manga

T !

there’s a big difference between a perfect Tom and a perfectly imperfect one, and i’ll always choose the latter… and if there’s a chance to ruin that perfect face, it should be taken to infinity

i’m dead tired… just gotta get through work tomorrow and then I can finally rest...

Tom is still very unexplored and his image is easier to adapt (it’s simpler to guide him onto a path of redemption)... but i enjoy V more some people prefer good and perfect boys… but i’d rather watch that frail old snake remain incapable of changing, repeating the same mistakes over and over again

on the one hand... i've started drawing much more often than i used to... but on the other hand... it still doesn't feel like enough... maybe sometimes i need to draw for other fandoms too just for a bit of variety...

it was just a heart attack

日記(?)

ホラー

i’d honestly prefer to spend all my time sleeping, watching anime/cartoons, and cooking... but studying and work only make my anxiety worse

i think Tom / Voldemort is very talkative… he doesn’t seem like someone who stays quiet and calm...

просто не переношу февраль… этот месяц каждый год делает мою жизнь невыносимой...

i’ve played around with the shades and can’t quite decide… #tomarry

2月のテーマ思いつかないのでにゃんこにしました

lately i’ve been really wanting to draw a new avatar and some stuff for my socials, but every time i just end up thinking i’m kind of terrible at it…

すぐに影響されてしまう

誰得絵

🥀⛓️🪽 #снр

study...

there are moments when i feel quite confident in myself… and then not long after that feeling seems to fade maybe it’s just a bit of a winter slowdown but for the past week… i’ve mostly been sleeping

would it be okay if i sometimes wrote my thoughts here? to be honest... i last kept a blog about five years ago

🐍⚡ #tomarry

🐍⚡ #tomarry

🐍⚡ #tomarry

🐍⚡ #tomarry