aaand the dream job didn’t work out. kind of devastated rn 💔

lol you guys. my current employer suddenly wants me to stay. Idek anymore. 😂😂😂

job interview on monday was alright. doing a trial day next monday. but the interview today? if that one doesn’t work out? I might actually have a breakdown. that would be the dream. 🙏🏻

aaand I have another interview next Tuesday 🥹

just got an invite to a job interview. pls cross your fingers next monday 🤞🏻

y’all I managed to apply to 3! jobs today 🥺 I’ve been putting it off for weeeeeks. fingers crossed I get at least one invite to an interview 🤞🏻

20€ down the drain. absolutely devastated 😭

@theseclouds.bsky.social wünsch dir nachträglich noch alles gute zum geburtstag 🙈 hoffe du hattest nen schönen tag 🎂🎈🎁

funniest thing on the train this morning? couple gets on, sits behind me. train starts moving. “did you remember to turn off the stove” I very nearly suffocated trying not to laugh.

the people have spoken. I am currently on a crowded train listening to ember&ice 😂

“Verizon Presents: Look Behind You. A Film by Nia DaCosta. New fear unlocked. Literally.” via Connor’s Instagram

still not feeling 100% but back to work tomorrow. I have exactly 3 days to finish work that’s been accumulating for almost 2 weeks. this is gonna be fun. and then I have a week off. and I’m seriously wondering how that’s gonna go…

I am very very tempted to get the vinyl. please someone stop me. (I don’t even own a fucking record player)

lol. bye.

officially on sick leave until Tuesday 🤧 I can see a HR rewatch in my immediate future. or possibly more than one 🙈

that.. escalated quickly. I think I have a problem… 🙈

@momentaufnahmen.eurosky.social so als tipp, wenn du nen tk maxx bei dir in der nähe hast. die haben zumindest hier in HH grad unmengen an skin1004 und diversen andren korean skincare produkten.

worked a 10.5 hour shift yesterday while being sick af. & then was so exhausted that I forgot to set my alarm for today and overslept. fun.

my to-do list for this weekend is so fucking long. and so far I’ve done absolutely nothing at alllll. 😭

please. I’m begging. I NEED this. (I’d be 100% okay with more ember & ice as well. just saying.. 🤭

it’s close to midnight and I just realized I forgot to put on new bedsheets. again. yes. this has happened multiple times. I never learn 😭

can I finally convince my brain to sit the fuck down and apply to a couple of jobs today? stay tuned…

it is entirely possible that I just ordered a binder. I have absolutely no idea what the fuck I’m even doing. but. yeahhh 😭

cool cool cool totally fine here.

guess who applied to jobs, did laundry, cleaned the bathroom and cooked dinner today? NOT ME. that’s for sure.. 🤦🏻‍♀️😭

the screaming. us in the group chat tbh.

Audience POV of the show via nbcsnl

I have been influenced 😂 absolutely no clue about skincare and hoping at least 1 or 2 work for me. my skin is an asshole. so we’ll see.. 🙃

slowly going insane at work. goddd. lab is closing in about 2 weeks and most of my co-workers + the lab equipment already transferred to the new location. there’s barely anything left to do. it’s so boringgg.

I love himmm. (and I should probably listen to the new mumford & sons album before saturday. I’m just very obsessed with the HR soundtrack atm and can’t bring myself to listen to anything else. my spotify wrapped is gonna be fucked this year.. 🙈)

I haven’t watched SNL in YEARS, but I’m so excited for this, it’s unreal 🤭

succesfully made a friend watch heated rivalry 🤭 only the first two episodes so far, but she likes it 🎉

GOOD LORD I think I just died. bye.

good lord. I am obsessed…

Idk if I should laugh or cry rn 😂😭😂😭 it looks so bad. someone send help.

100% regretting not chopping off all my hair b/c wow. I hate it. and now it’s too fucking short for a ponytail/bun😭😂

currently at the hairdresser’s. was on the fence on going super short again & 100% chickened out last minute 😭 why do I always overthink these things?

I’ve slept for 9 hours. still tired af but I guess that’s at least better than the 4-6 hours I’ve gotten the past 2-3 weeks?

have been sitting here in my PJs since I got home from work at 3. meaning to go to bed and fucking sleep. preferably for at least 12 hours straight. it is now 8pm and guess who still isn't in bed and fucking sleeping. 😭

sooo. am I actually going to quit my job today? I’m still undecided. am I insane for wanting to do this before I have something new lined up? probably…

did I change my profile pic and bio on several socials today? yes. will I be 100% confused when I post and comment for the foreseeable future? also yes.

procrastinating all day instead of updating my CV and actually applying for jobs? ✅