I've been very sick, unable to get out of bed sick. So everything is on indefinite hiatus untill I get better. Could be a week could be a month idk. Im not dying probably lol but we'll see. 💜

Dear internet Today my usual flock of wild pigeons, all thirteen of them, turned into 31 pigeons who all came at me the moment I stepped outside. I see why my cats don't chase pigeons. Life is cool sometimes there is also a new bery ugly baby pigeon. Gonna name him George

Whats this about a rapture? And why is it conveniently synced to american time. Its already tomorrow in Australia, I suppose they have simply been forsaken. Oh well. Rip

Burger 🍔 #art

I haven't been dping the left hand pracrice lately cause I dont have time. A silly little scribble costs me up to an hour because of how slow I have to go. Maybe after EmOth is fully done and complete I'll have time

I love when random dudes show up in my replies and fail not only to read the room, but also my posts.

Why are there no video essays on classic literature. I went looking to find the conversation around Poe's "Masque of the Red Death" and its all just for helping kids with homework. Tried watching that but it was way too condescending (fair it wasn't meant for an adult)

On a happier note, I've been falling asleep to Vivaldi and Grieg on my earphones at top volume and I gotta say, sleep has been fantastic 🤌

Sad for the communities I found helpful. But I can't trust myself to not wander and also not engage so I have to fully get off it. I swear I wasn't always this reactionary, I don't know how I got here or how to undo this

Finally deleted reddit, I do my best these days to stay out of internet arguments but it feels like reddits whole purpose is that. After the 5th petty argument this month, I decided to delete my account and the app. If only I could get rid of youtube somehow

Saw someone on reddit ask how to deal with criticism of your work. Once I got a 2/3 star review on my game and found myself added to an "ok-ish" games collection. Right next to me was my absolute favourite game ever. [1]

Perhaps you prefer a taste of rhe mexican poppy. You'll have to get it yourself since we here at our fine establisment wont touch it for reasons of "ow, oh god, OH GOD OUCH WHY IS IT SO THORNY OW!" We appreciate your understanding

Perhaps a flower from the dodo tree imstead

May I interest you in a sip of mystery plant water mayhaps?

Did you know there are free audiobooks of all the classics on youtube? From Poe to Lovecraft to Wilde to Austin. Even shakespeares sonnets. I've been listening to the secret garden. It's more enjoyable to read poe specifically but if you want to multitask check it out

Cant have nice things in this house. Looked over and made direct eye contact with my cat right as she took a chomp out of my cactus. Now shes mad at me for taking it away 🙄

I am back from the outside because I keep forgetting I have a skin allergy to grass (not kidding) and I itch like crazy now. Still 9/10 will forget and touch grass again in the future

Can anyone who isn't tone deaf please tell me what I should even look for when attempting to avoid AI music? Like how do you tell?

If you're looking for an alternative, I highly recommend Peritune. The site's in Japanese but their work is solid and, as far as I know, free of GenAI. peritune.com

So I shared a post a while back about a site for royalty free music from MacLeod but I've just learned that Kevin MacLeod has been on the gen ai bandwagon. There is no ethical use of gen AI. Do not support this.

I'm taking a few days off to be outside. So if anyone needs me, dont lol

In 2025 talking about the environmental devastation we have caused is still controversial. It still goes ignored. I use a shitty paper straw and pay extra to avoid plastic containers while some asshole takes another private jet trip for funsies. There is no light at the end of this tunnel.

From @jungle_doctor on instagram who has asked for it to be shared. Please watch this. Its important. Fish are literally drowning while all the news is just about american politics. This is an ecological disaster and could be the begining of the end of marine life.

Commission (2024) #myrmidiacommission

I'm spoiling y'all today.

Itch is down again ;-;

Gemini ai from google falls apart and tries to die if you don't give it positive afformations which is even funnier when considering that google guy was like "best way to get AI to work is to threaten it." Don't use AI, not even to bully the bot, but watch this video, it's funny

Today's left hand practice was inspired by Rin who commented on my post on itch. This was their profile pic and it might be the best thing on the internet.

The worst thing about this left hand thing is that all the buttons are on the wrong side 😭 it slows me down a lot, how have left handed people been living all this time 🥺

Day 7 of left hand practice. Did I do it? Am I ambidextrous yet? Jokes aside, I'm recording all of these to compile into one big video once I hit day 50 or something

Heya, here is the itch post to give input on which game I should make next, I'll leave voting open for 1 month while I wrap up some Emoth stuff #gamedev #indiegame #conceptart #indiedev

The vibe boards I made for my next game. Each is a different game obvi, but look at them 🥺 its a hard choice so I'm letting people vote on it. Here is the blog post with descriptions on the games tied to each www.tumblr.com/carziecat-bl...

On one hand, there is the group of people who enjoy one thing and want more like it, so it's helpful, on the other hand I would feel like I was being disrespectful to the inspo if I used another game's title as a marketing strategy. If asked, share your inspo, but don't sell on that

if i was mayor id give tax cut to making videogame and drawing

The vibe boards I made for my next game. Each is a different game obvi, but look at them 🥺 its a hard choice so I'm letting people vote on it. Here is the blog post with descriptions on the games tied to each www.tumblr.com/carziecat-bl...

"No one deserves to die!", yells man who thinks children should starve to save him money on his taxes

Day 6 of practicing my left hand. I can add details now by zooming in. I wasn't doing that before because just making a sketch was taking up all my focus. Biggest obstacle is gonna be learning to steady my hand

I love pokemon, but I'm so sick of nintendo

Practicing my left hand day 5. I'm really proud of the hair. I wonder how many days this will take. Weirdly everything feels new, its like learning to draw again but I already know all the rules so its so much easier than it was the first time

This is the sort of thing I want more of. I am so tired of everything being sandwiched between brainrot memes and bright flashing colours like I'm a child in need of a rattle. This video is excellent, go watch it.

Where are all my purple lovers

Go OUTSIDE Daily, a magazine cover thing made just for fun. I tried to mimic risograph printing a little bit

This sounds wacky but it is backed up by science.

Without comment:

Charlie KIrk believed that empathy was a "new concept" that shouldn't exist, so anyone who expresses condolences for him is being VERY disrespectful to his beliefs right now. please keep him out of your thoughts as he begins his transition into worm food. thank you

Left hand day 4. Actually amazed by how quickly things are feeling better. It's not too uncomfortable to hold the pen anymore, actually it's sorta of fun, though my hand eye coordination is obviously still too off to draw hands 🤣

Day 3 of forcing my left hand to earn its keep. Weirdly I get cramps in my right hand while doing this cause my brain keeps redirecting to my right hand but it already feels a tiny bit better

do any of you have the forum option instead of comments on your game? Is that better for the bots?

Is there anyway to implement a banned word list or something on itch to at least filter out the porn bots, I have to delete 2-3 per game per day and it's incredibly tedious when you also go through reporting every one