Can't even go to a 90th birthday party without fandom following me 🤣

Really need someone to come stroke my hair and read fluffy fics to me. Is that too much to ask?

The fic I'm probably the proudest of is actually probably the one with the biggest hit to kudos ratio but it's fine because I know it caters to very specific tastes and that ratio tells me that those who did read it and enjoy it have most likely been rereading it too

Genuinely about to cry because I just saw a trailer for the new Lord of the Flies series on BBC and the first comment was "is this inspired by Yellowjackets".

I don't think anything will ever display the range of my taste in movies better than my current top 4 and last 4 watched

NO. NO. NO. NO. NO. NO.

Fic update: COMPLETED FIC I'm Terrified I May Never Have Met Me Rating: M Chapters: 3/3 Word count: 67,829 🔗: archiveofourown.org/works/596052...

My health is causing so many issues atm but one of the worst (joking but also deadly serious) is removing the energy to interact with all the cool gay fandom people in my phone. I miss participating, I miss being able to write every free hour of the day. But I'm still lurking, I see you, I love you

my only notes to people under 30: your 30s aren't for ditching fandom, they're for re-evaluating all the "cringe" stuff you liked as a teenager through the lens of someone who can appreciate it fully, going, "that owned, actually," and becoming even more unhinged about it. please look forward to it.

I only use letterboxd to log films I've watched for the first time because if I logged every film I watch people would know how much of a social life I absolutely do not have 🤣

Why is it not socially acceptable to nap at work? I need sleep and I'm not even half way through my shift

Please keep your fingers crossed for me getting a lottery win tonight because my car repair bill is seriously eye watering. Both because it's painful and because it's stressing me out to the point of wanting to just cry about it

Torn between "my GP told me to go to A&E if it gets worse, and it is definitely worse" and "if I go I'll probably just have to wait for 9 hours to be told there's nothing they can do but refer me for an MRI, which I've already been referred for, and it won't make the 5 month wait any shorter"

I really want to grab everyone that complains about disability benefits or disabled people experiencing any comfort and joy, and tell them they could offer me all the money in the world for being disabled and I would still rather feel like I have some semblance of control over my own body but still

What a wild thing to say. Those still on twt, please ask yourselves why. No amount of engagement is worth this to my mind, especially when half of that will be bots anyway. It’s gone from shit to deplorable in a very short space of time - do yourselves a kindness and leave.

Me never for a second thinking "maybe it's Buck's house". I am so stupid and sleep deprived 🤣🤣

I've had 3 hours of sleep across three days proceeded by a 3 week period of sleeping 3-4 hours every other day, and I think I'm finally cracking. I just jerked forward to catch something that felt like it was falling off my lap...there was nothing on my lap on the first place. You suck insomnia

I haven't been this excited for episode coda fics in a WHILE

Totally forgot I made a bingo card for 9b until I saw this because I did it back when 9a finished. I'm so glad I worded that top one the way I did and yeah I am totally counting that look.

Why is this the best thing ever 🤣🤣🤣 this show is ridiculous. I love it so much

I see the Duffer Brothers took the "It Happened Off-Screen" course at the Tim Minear school of writing

The people who believe in comformity gate must be either children or they're still waiting for that secret final episode of Sherlock to drop, surely? Like how many times can shows disappoint fans with final seasons before people understand that the final seasons are usually the worst ones?

I can't actually believe it's over. I'm so emotional

ANOTHER THING I CALLED IN MY FIC. CALL ME THE PROPHET FOR I SEE THE FUTURE. FUCK YES JOYCE

Cons of insomnia: no sleep, tired, fatigue and brain fog made even worse Pros of insomnia: more time for Heated Rivalry rewatches

And another not updated for 6 months... One Foot In Your Bedroom, One Foot Out The Door (but this time it's a steddie fic) Rating: E Chapter: 8/? Word Count: 144,062 archiveofourown.org/works/531287...

Update to a fic I've not updated in over a year...woops I'm Terrified I Might Never Have Met Me Rating: M Chapter: 2/3 Word Count: 48.059 archiveofourown.org/works/596052...

It might be nice if — so much to ask, I know, but still — just this once, I COULD CATCH A FUCKING BREAK

It is insane how much one day of the year can take out of you. My Christmas was more chill and quiet than it has ever been but I'm also sicker than I've ever been and it feels like this one day is going to take months to recover from. But if I say this I'll get told I'm ruining it for everybody else

Favourite thing of st5 so far, confirmation that Scott Clark gets it. That man be fucking and I love that both for and about him

Took 2 naps today and I am still struggling to stay awake. Hope all my other chronically ill friends are managing to take care and have some fun today

Merry Christmas to those who celebrate. And a happy Cottage Day to one and all.

Seriously, did I die? I think maybe I did. Because this episode of television was so unreal, so perfect, there's no way it's real life, right? Right?

Genuinely! I have discovered the joy of rereading my own fics this year, especially the ones I wrote because I couldn't find what I wanted to read, but dear god the typos make me want to take everything off ao3 and start again

People are going to have to forgive my terrible typos in recent and upcoming posts, unfortunately my brain is fucked right now, and between the fatigue, the tremors and the general struggle to think, I have apparently lost the ability to type words (Of course I managed to write this with 0 mistakes)

Mentally preparing myself for this nect episode of Heated Rivalry because there are so many parts that are going to kill me off. I am going to go from squealing and kicking my feet to bawling I just know it (Spoilers in the next post for those that haven't read the book)

AAAAAARRRRGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH (This is about Heated Rivalry if you couldn't tell)

If I had the money I would start a production company dedicated to adapting queer books into movies because there are so many I wish I could watch a movie of but I love then so much I fear somebody else would do it wrong

This is a WILD heart rate range 🤣🤣 and no, I was not in the gym, I can't even walk without looking like a newborn deer on ice right now. That's just me being allergic to gravity apparently

This is everything I'm looking for everytime I'm searching for fics actually

Lotr marathon continues after a a break to spend time with the kiddo, and now with sleepy puppins cuddles

Foot drop is so fucking weird. Nothing suddenly happened to cause it but I now just...can't move my foot and it's the strangest sensation because it feels like I SHOULD be able to but no matter how much effort I put in, the best I get is the tiniest twitch

It's a LOTR marathon kind of a Sunday. Need to get out of this place and straight to Middle Earth please.

All these people who think disability benefits mean a life of luxury. You can have my benefits if you want, but you have to take the disabilities that come along with it. Because I think some people forget that's the trade off. Oh and let's not forget the huge side of guilt that comes free.

You know, detangling Christmas lights that only seem to get more knotted the more you try to straight them, I think I understand — at least a little — what Sisyphus felt like with that rock.

There is something really depressing about decorating the Christmas tree becoming a chore that hurts and me feel like I'm going to pass out that I have to struggle through even when taking breaks, instead of the joy filled activity it used to be.

Off to a poor start: Couldn't find my TV remote, then found it but lost my phone and vape in the search. But not to fear, I now have them all, and snacks, so it's time for Stranger Things. Reaction thread below ⬇️ 🚨 WARNING: THERE BE SPOILERS HERE 🚨 #strangerthings5vol1 #strangerthings5spoilers

Will I ever be capable of watching a piece of media and not immediately creating an AU for my ships? Latest movie/show inspired AUs include: - an Independence Day inspired buddie AU - a Miss Congeniality inspired Sterek AU, and -a Mignon inspired Jayvik AU. And that's just the new ones 🤣

The final chapter is here!!! Rewrite My Ending, Rewire My Heart Rating: E Chapter: 6/6 Word count: 63,259 archiveofourown.org/works/644825...