hey so ive been feeling itd be a lot easier to unmask / be myself on an account solely for me so thats what ive done. people might not gaf but its very hard to be myself after like.. everyone mutualed cato and not me so ill try being on @crownd.bsky.social and expect it to be different

i would be more active but every day is a new challenge rn to be real

commissions open until i get a job 15-40 USD depends on what you want pay me on either of these thangs: artistree.io/calalidocious ko-fi.com/cal_alidocious

im a little more insane earlier in the day than i usually would be but its alright it means the progress is accelerating

on the day of my 11am class, i wake up 2 hours before the time i planned to (at 5am)

living in england chill until you forget to turn the socket on

so, recently i was told that my rent is effectively going up a lot to pay off a debt i had since i first came to the homeless shelter because they weren't calculating it right. rn i can barely afford anything and this will make it so much harder. i appreciate everything ♡ ⊹ ko-fi.com/lycorisanguine

today was so exhausting. we had a 4 hour class, some brain stuff going on, and met potential friends. but now we have two days off (yay!) so ill make sure we rest up

me : i will be unapproachable and unlikable as possible after like 30 mins around people : i love to socialize and have fun.

guess who made 2.5 potential friends

i am being unapproachable at the function (class)

NO class today. i dont want to go

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i know i just came back from inactivity but i may be less active when it comes to posting on my own for a while. really not doing so hot

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my brain feelsliek soup

i would like to get into the silent hill franchise but tank controls are so insane for me

sorry if im like fucked up for an indefinite period of time. for my typology mutuals im entj fi gripping so you get it

thinking of what to do today (probably more persona 5)

(crawling on the floor) trying to be an interactive mutual in my suffering

yeah okay poomang.com/en/t/pointof...

anyway good morning im feeling so out of it from whatever sickness there is in my head but my boyfriend got me out of bed since he wanted to sleep in it (long story)

my mutuals feed is broken bruh

why cant i see the tl

hey fellow brits here’s an uh very popular petition against the digital ID card bullshit no way in hell I want the online safety act bullshit government to be able to tie together online and offline identities so easily petition.parliament.uk/petitions/73...

mental health is not well activity plummetting

actually so drained and exhausted hence why i havent posted anything. im dealing with a lot of shit mentally right now

i looked in the mirror and got scared of the pretentiousness radiating from my audacity to wear a blazer off shoulder but like you have to own it okay

what do i wear

according to 16p i am an intj because i am 1% more introverted than extroverted (not true)

did windows change their emojis to all look like weird and pinkish???

im glad like half of my tl is actually awake when i am now instead of the Dead hours

the uni struggle meals are starting (i woke up at 7:30am after staying up til 12 i am not making shit)

removed the bookmarking feeds from my pinned and now my tl looks so bald

the evil and murderous horse

may go out with someone today and i should but good lord am i so exhausted

technically i should make a systemwide info site or whatever (strawpage/carrd/rentry) but i just dont know if im feeling like that

maltesers are good and all but i need the second flap inside the package to DIE

my internet is so shit today

body woke me up way before i actually felt energized to do anything

just said goodbye to my dad for a while feelings happening

id post something more light and entertaining but im feeling pretty out of it todays my dads last day in the uk since hes been here to help us settle in so theres a lot going on internally

fucked up i was super homesick yesterday then the whole you know american thing happens like okay 💔

why did i wake up at this god awful hour

i had to update my ios now everything is insanely sleek i cant tell if i like it or not

restarting the spamliking small

why in the world do you need a uk phone number to get a bank account and a uk bank account to get a phone number like theres ways around it but like the lloyds app didnt work until i got a new sim

accidentally used 'we' in front of new potential friend instead of 'i' 👎👎👎👎

tiniest "spamlike" session now i sleep