It's been a few months since we opened our relationship and...it looks pretty much the same as when we weren't open. Aside from one make out session and a brief, fleeting handful of that hot buddy's insanely fat cock, not much has happened. I'm thinking we're not so much "open" as maybe "ajar."

yes I listened to a song made in the 21st century today. shhhhhh don't tell anyone www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fdcs...

It was the third of June, another sleepy, dusty Delta day..... www.youtube.com/watch?v=SmFx...

Loved this essay, esp. the being seen vs being judged part. I'm enjoying being SEEN these days. Was asked to model for a sketch class circa 2001ish - they wanted rounder, 'real' bodies - but didn't quite have the confidence I do now. Wish I had - what a glimpse of a moment in time that would be.

I think men are often taught very early to hide parts of themselves physically. Body hair, softness, aging, vulnerability… anything that doesn’t fit the “strong masculine ideal” quickly becomes something to conceal. Maybe real confidence starts when you stop hiding your humanity 🌿 #bodypositivity

Inspired by a chat with a stranger about his physical limitations, as well as my own minor ones. Tried something different with this one, wrote about something I've appreciated from afar but never done. Hope it's not too off the mark. www.gaydemon.com/stories/Happ...

if I was teaching Cocksucking 101, this clip would be on the syllabus. Paying attention to the head and the underside (often neglected!) And not using his hands much until the end. (and fuck, that's a fat cock)

I’ve hit that wall today. The one where I’ve gotta blast or else I won’t get a fucking thing done.

Why are you gay?

"take me away from these simple feelings" www.youtube.com/watch?v=DYOf...

Dang, that is one seriously skimpy swimsuit......

Before I could get my hands on pr0n mags/DVDs it was this and.... - that one pictorial in every issue of Hustler (all my str8 buddies or their dads had one) with a naked, hard guy - Rugby or Australian rules football on ESPN Int'l Male catalog was OK, maybe too many skinny twinks for my tastes.

So many amazing, hot sketches by this artist! 🔥

That feeling when I hit a goal in my workout/beefout regimen (and it kinda sorta makes me hard.) 💪

🔥

a) I remember this section of Playgirl. Always wondered if the dudes used their real names. b) It fascinates me how much content we have at our fingertips now - but back in the day you kinda had to know what random corner to check out for content like this....

Okay, have to listen to something other than BoC for a while or my mental motherboard might catch on fire. www.youtube.com/watch?v=cwI0...

Fell down a Boards of Canada rabbit hole. May not resurface for a few days, please send snacks. And nudes.

Cafe is all but empty today. The summer 🌵exodus must be in full swing.

Dear neighbor: you're tormenting me. You can't be that tall AND that handsome and hairy AND wear shorts with no underwear. It's just cruel. I'm only human. I can only resist so much.

This guy smashes a few dozen buttons on my motherboard....

Alternate reality Tummy Tuesday

Can't really participate in the "tell me a random fact about yourself that sounds fake but is 100% true" thing. Most replies are from someone's legit/main acct - the stuff that falls into that category for me is all hookups. Which I should write about. "I'm the most boring dude ever but..."

It's been a Homogenic kind o' day. youtu.be/loB0kmz_0MM

One of those days where the list of everyone who can just go fuck themselves is long. Very long. (No one here. Just a bad Tuesday masquerading as a Monday....)

"The sky is a cathedral // and I'm home" This whole 💿 captured the post-pandemic loneliness/starved for touch and contact vibe perfectly..... www.youtube.com/watch?v=pEK6...

From Apr. '24 on Patreon patreon.com/bruteandbrawn

Time honored tradition to sit outside, have a drink and get eaten alive by bugs….

#mcm #shirtandtie #nipples

This hot dad's dance moves are amazing - betting he's a blast in the sack. (With moves like that? Hell yeah) www.instagram.com/p/DX1ZoZcMCVe/

I've become the dude that buys vinyl titles I already have b/c the new versions are audiophile mixes.....*shakes head*

All of them at once? I mean, Ed O'Brien IS pretty hot.

somewhere a vital connection is made..... youtu.be/ilKcXIFi-Rc?...

Holy fuck! 💦

The ones I forgot from yesterday: Aimee Mann Hole (Courtney threw her panties at some dude a few rows in front of us) And some awful outdoor classic rock show where some cute "straight" guy in a leather jacket and his gf had a fight - after which he (a) kissed me and (b) asked me to jack him off.

Windows and doors open (even in this heat).....weekend's here now! youtu.be/SO5AvP9Ig8c?...

Hoping to catch up on writing over the long weekend....a few stories in the pipeline. 💦

Friday/long weekend vibes. youtu.be/HPJ8SLagt7I

The dream that woke me up this morning went from me on a bench in some quiet, pastoral park with birdsong... ....to 3 guys standing around said bench, taking turns bouncing their cocks on my face. (Even my subconscious is horny.)

Introduce yourself with 10 bands/musicians you’ve seen live: U2 (before they went up their own asses) Andrew Bird Magnetic Fields Matthew Sweet Alison Moyet (solo and Yazoo reunion) Ben Folds Five The Cardigans (hottest bass player ever) Blondie B-52's/Furs/Go-Go's (some mix of the 3 a few x's)

First the tattoo, now this....someone got carried away

Forgot how weird/fucked up the apps can be. Stuck my toe back in the water after our relationship opened up...and am running right back out. Way too much drama. Just want to kiss a hot dude now and then and, y'know, maybe blow some hot guy a few times a year. Can't be THAT complicated, can it?

Always great stories from this author!

Can't beat a little original recipe Pretenders. www.youtube.com/watch?v=-Kdt...

Every so often I remember there's an Insta account that does album covers in Legos and I fall down a rabbit hole checking them out. Really well done considering the limitations (can only show so much detail with a Lego).

My knees would yelp if I tried to get skates on these days.... www.youtube.com/watch?v=9S5l...

Waking up to a text of a buddy's big ropy cum splatter, with the note "next time this is going on YOUR belly." Fuck yeah, it is..... So yeah, great start to the day 😎 ☀️ 💦

could this be considered a valid fetish y/n um....asking for a friend (oh yeah.....reminded that one of my online screen names back in the day was "doughboy")

Still applicable.