flirting, teasing and toeing the line with someone for years is so hot and fun actually lmao all this tension got me kindaaaa 🥵🥴

Restlessly awake at midnight thinking up new ocs because that’s all I can do to quiet The Voices I want a proper main vampire oc that I can thirst over and draw hyperfixatedly and write little stories about

Hate living in this brain. Tired of wanting to destroy myself every second of every day. I’m exhausted. every tiny task and function I have to do seems monstrous and futile. I’ll never do enough, I’ll never be enough. What’s the point. Wish I could disappear and have everyone forget about me.

Once again thinking about a tongue piercing and snakebites…

Waking up with a revitalised urge to do yoga and workout but I can’t bc it’s shark week makes me insane Why can’t I have this feeling when I’m actually able to do it guhhhhh

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having a really wretched depression day, exhausted, borderline nonverbal, disassociating really hard and suffering horrid period cramps + trying to play DnD with a group of people is really difficult and i don't recommend it

severely depressed and barely functioning mentally but still cute so we stay winning ✨

I hate when it’s storming really hard and I have to be alone in my bed. Desperately need to cuddle…

why did no one tell me i'm a character in gundam

Uh oh I think I’ve reached the age where I can no longer get away with sleeping on 2 old hand-me-down mattresses stacked on the floor without a bedframe I’ve lived this way my whole life but I’ve been waking up with the most excruciating back pain recently… I’m only 28 help 😭

Uh oh the stress and depression induced insomnia monster is rearing its head again And it’s not even a sexy monster, this guys just sucks : (

drunk rn... want kiss...

omg i took the love language quiz thats going around bc i was curious and,,, yeah this is right on the money certified lovergirl that needs to be reassured that u actually like her and desire her and want to spend time with her constantly or she explodes LMAO

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My phone alarm hasn’t been working properly so I bought a cheap standalone alarm clock Didn’t realise it was also a radio… turned it on and this was playing? At nearly 1am?? the vibes are peak… I feel like I’m playing a speedrunning game… 💕😩

meow :3