My friend found an old picture of me with Lucy, 2018. This is from when I weighed 200lbs and thought I was disgustingly fat- I was raised by an “almond mom”, unfortunately had those self-hating fat phobic thoughts. I looked great. 🤦🏽‍♀️ I unlearned a lot but still have ways to go.

@everyfairydies.bsky.social happy new solar orbit!

I started a new book and in this one the boys kiss 🤭

I worked. I officed. I sent packages. I gymed. I ran an errand. I showered. Now I sits while food cooks. Finally. Home and weekend

I’M GOING HOME (Gym first then home)

That was over 3k articles summarized. Yes. This is what I do for a living. I love my job but I wanna go home now. I’m tired

🇨🇳 - 🇨🇦 tariffs: (my summary) Saskatchewan (Moe): our canola producers are relieved Manitoba (Kinew): we are happy but cautiously happy Nova Scotia (Houston): our lobster producers are relieved Quebec: …. (The news) … Ford is pissed 😳 Ontario (Ford): &$£><%*!?%^£ the 🤬 electric vehicles!!! 🤬

You know it’s -20 degrees Celsius when the sun ☀️ is super bright, not a cloud ☁️ in the sky, and the snow ❄️ crunches under your boot. 🥶

8/10 The devil went down to Georgia and trapped his brothers and the town. But beware the deals made to blind you from what’s really going on

“Let me ask you one question Is your money that good? Will it buy you forgiveness Do you think that it could? I think you will find When your death takes its toll All the money you made Will never buy back your soul” - Bob Dylan, Masters of War

Snow keeps coming and coming. Glad I work from home today

Next Tuesday I’m gonna find out if I still have a job. If I don’t I’ll be competing with 20,000 other ex-gov workers for jobs. And our unemployment rate in Canada is very high due to people being laid off to be replaced by AI. I’m tired

Manifesting this for us in 2026 🔥🔥 #workmeme #illustration #comic

“Before and After” I’m a shitty cartoonist but I had this idea in my head all day. Sometimes it’s easier to draw ✍️ even a bad drawing to show what worlds fail to describe. In this case the absence and silence left behind

Never had I thought growing up with stories about how my family hid Jews and snuck them out of Europe would ever be a knowledgeable skill to possess… and how to pass messages undetected. I’m… 😮‍💨

No new pictures, where are you mentally?

My sister a Michelle and I ordered and received a memorial stone (garden stone but shh 🤫) for my Lucy. We’re going to plant lavender all around it too (deer don’t eat lavender- yes deer eating gardens is an issue lol)

Read the last 256 pages of book 3 today… what an absolute masterpiece this was

I miss her

I found a whisker 🥰

My mom had ordered this mug for me before Christmas. It only arrived today. Such a short time and now this mug is a mometo mori (Mamou was Lucy’s nickname. Derived from “Mon amour”)

Glen Le Lievre: Inuit insult.

Woke up at 3 am unable to fall back asleep. So quiet breakfast today

GM

I’m stuck between being happy alone and then wanting a romantic relationship. Both have pros and cons. But also, last time a guy asked me out I was 24… lol I’m about to be 40 🤭

1984, George Orwell

Speaking of Redbad, can we have an honourable mention of Gijs Naber? 🙌

I watched the Dutch film “Redbad” last night and it was so nice to see women with human faces and not plastic-frozen-expressionless faces (and men). Their foreheads and eyebrows moved and they had wrinkles etc. It was magnificent. I missed real faces in film 🎥 🎬

When the Mouse Finally SNAPS! 🔥🤣 #dnd #ttrpg #dnd5e

I’m so happy to be single. The shit I heard from my friends today: ones bf just up & quit his job without warning, the other’s girlfriend spent the last of their savings on makeup, and two others have one spouse wanting kids and trying to force it on them. I’d rather be alone than in bad company

Breakfast of French champions? Yes that’s brie and saltine crackers for breakfast. I’m exhausted and I don’t give a shit lmao

Morning all. It’s been …7 days. Yup. 2026 has been 7 days

My sister wins the reading a horror novel mood-setting

That man’s bravery was astronomical

There’s so much Miller on the timeline, cleansing with Dolly Parton and a cat ✨

What a fucking shit show. It’s been 5 DAYS. Bloody hell all mighty

My top favourite reads for 2025. So many good books wish I could talk about all of them but I read 43 of them… would take forever. So here is my top 5 😊 I highly recommend them all

Going into 2026 like

My 2025 resolution/challenge was to read 12 books 📚 These are the books I read:

This whole album is just so soothing. I adore it

Happy belated New Year to everyone. May this newest trip around the sun be kinder to us all

I’m better-ish today. The grief comes in waves and working from home I welcome the distraction right now. I write most my poetry when I’m sad, it’s my way of coping and I wrote this one. As grim as it is, don’t worry friends, I’m going to be okay

Monday was our last day Tuesday was goodbye Wednesday we had to bundle her & wrap her to preserve her, just my sister and I Today we emptied her stuff from the apartment and my sister took my bundle back to her place. My bundle will wait for summer for burial Now I can sit in my empty home and cry

All I see is an innocent hero. Godspeed Mister Cummings

First photo. Last photo. 14 years

Today my Lucy has passed at home. The vet was surprised how peacefully it went. It was really her time to go. I’ll miss her forever