I'm so exhausted and I don't have the drive to carry any of my passions anymore I fucking hate my partners, I hate my friends, I hate my job, I hate my family, I hate everyone and I'm actively trying to find a way to manually restart and find a new life that feels actually enjoyable for me

12 words that will fill you with instant regret

this is so awesome

merry Christmas and happy shutting the fuck up about your issues because nobody likes resolving anything

ITS BURNS SO MUCH #shtwt #slitsky #selfharm #shsky

listening to a conspiracy theorists rambling is the fucking hotest thing ever, don't tell me otherwise (I'm actively learning and bonding and wanna be even closer to said theorists)

Update on the star might cut it a second time tomorrow #shtwt #slitsky #sh #shsky

nsfw . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . I need someone to sexually talk down to me and love bomb me when I'm so close to cumming to their voice you don't understand

ohh to be lovebombed rn

i need to cut deeper

. ֺ ָ ֙⋆ #sub #subtwt #subsky #bloody #obslove #obslovetwt #obslovesky ˖ ࣪⛤ ꜝꜞ

pls love me pls love me pls love me pls love me pls love me pls love me pls love me pls love me pls love me pls love me pls love me pls love me pls love me pls love me pls love me pls love me pls love me pls love me pls love me pls love me pls love me pls love me pls love me pls love me #obslovesky

need to delete and remake a new bsky account bc god I realized getting back on that other acc is gonna fucking get me into MORE HARASSMENT

hi I'm sorry I abandoned y'all, here's some cuts from a few weeks ago [ #slitsky #shsky #shbsky #🫓 ]

god there's nothing interesting on bluesky anymore

someone should convince me to kill myself by overdose

> yumeshipper > dni proship / profic selfship / yumeship wouldn't have existed w/o proship, so make that make sense gang

when you can't vent in hxs dms so you vent in hxs strawpage

i had a sess w one of my friends and lowk it made me so happy and cozy, prolly will do it again [ #slitsky #sh #shsky #shbsky #shtwt #shedtwt #shedsky #🫓 ]

cw // suicide talk + cops . . . . . . . . "normalize calling the cops on someone actively killing their selves" you know that will cause more harm than good, right? not everyone can be saved, and some don't even want to be saved. you're not a hero when you do it either.

#slitsky #sh #shsky #shbsky #shtwt #shedtwt #shedsky #🫓

Not many cuts tonight but got a few deeper than usual so I’m happy :3 #sh #shsky #slitsky #shedsky #shbunny

i'm so late, happy no kings day, everyone please be safe

alright, psychoamo satanism is up www.tumblr.com/quadgod/7861...

It’s ICE and the cops, you dipshits

had my first "as an SA victim" note on my strawpage, immediately blocked bc i had a bad feeling it's ab some anti para or anti proship bs

got really angry with myself today [ #slitsky #slittwt #shtwt #shbsky #shsky #shedbsky #shedsky #shedtwt #🫓 ]

please stand and salute the flag 🫡

wow i am fucking disoriented today what the fuck

i got rlly jumpscared when i saw like 19 notifs

i fucking hate nazis

before and after my sess it stung whilst I was cleaning them up [ #slitsky #shsky #shbsky #shtwt #shedsky #shedtwt #🫓 ]

i'm just so fucking bored rn

ok ig ivycomb's new song included stupendium, the same guy who did the tf2 song that is RESURFACING RN

i'm fucking BOREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDddd

istg it's fp's WHOLE ASS DEAL and shit but i like don't fucking care i feel i feel like my autism just cannot grasp the fact that music lore exists, but the ONLY MUSIC LORE I FUCKING LIKE IS EPIC: THE MUSICAL

do i ???? care about Ivycomb's fucking lore ???? or do i just not like music lore shit

great now hx just won't fucking play the game bc i wanted hxm to actually make progress in the game, instead, hx intentionally tried triggering a mild migraine (repeatedly tried flashing off and on x ray mode in this fucking tele where you can look inside certain objects to figure out a puzzle) -

i am in midst dissociation rn

I WANT HXM TO PLAY THE FUKING GAME BUT HX'S SOOOOOO FUCKING BSUY DOING OTHER SHITTTTTTTTTTTTTTT

i'm about to lose my shit