Can we hit our goal of $666? - Currently at $521.62. - For suicide prevention. - Every dollar helps. - View my vulnerable arts.

TWO DAYS LEFT OF FUNDRAISER! On page 151 of 160 in my art journal. LAST CHANCE to get a copy of my book. $1+ for digital, $40+ for physical. Some teasers: lots of toilets, crucifixes, friendship, deep dark thoughts, hopeful thoughts, jokes, pee and some graves. PROCEED tilt.fyi/u0j0Yts9jr

can’t freaking wait for getting the hair laser zapped off my face part two tomorrow omg

I just want to be a good influence, not an influencer. I also want to be a bad influence.

I can’t get over how good Deltarune is… I’m not kidding when I say it’s all about the POWER OF FRIENDSHIP and I’ve never seen a game or media set such a great example of how friendship is supposed to function, in a meaningful way. I keep crying.

Any rich friends on here who wants to become a patron of my arts? I have so so many feelings and so many scribbles and masterpieces and thoughts and angers and silly and can fill 160 page art journals in one months you don’t even need to see it just trusts me but I want you to and love you bye.

Kiss the My Ass

what i learned this month is… i freaking love drawing??? haven’t touched drawing in like a decade or more; not seriously at least. here’s one from road trip last week of me dry shaving a spot on my kneecap that i missed earlier that morning.

VACATION SOON ROOROOROO

DELTARUNE HAS ME SCREAMING. please come watch chapter 3 with me tonight omg twitch.tv/docbrennan this chapter is OVERSTIMULATION HEAVEN ifreaking love it so much already.

I keep wanting to show you and talk about what's in my art journal but i'm trying so so hard to keep it unspoiled. Currently on page 49 of 160. If YOU want to SEE it when i'm done, DONATE to a great cause for suicide prevention tilt.fyi/u0j0Yts9jr 🫂 Any$ gets digital copy & $40 gets physical copy!

Hey uh I don’t talk about stats much - because I’m focused on personal growth, expressing myself and being true to who I am - but I would like to up my average viewers on twitch to 20/30ish by end of year, so any support is greatly appreciated!

I’m just…. not living in constant fear anymore.

FINISHED PRIORY HOLY CRAPpppppp! also picked up a new book today but i got caught in a torrential downpour so it’s… yeah i trashed it b4 even reading one word 🥺 it’ll still be readable tho hehe

AHHHHHHH! so excited. Today is my first official appointment for lasering the hair off my face!! The consult went really well last week. For best results, they said to grow it out a week or two before… so here I am being super duper brave!

Second fundraiser stream tonight!! playing DELTARUNE and fighting some twerp that smells like frozen chicken. twitch.tv/docbrennan

It's Suicide Prevention Month and I will be fundraising for To Write Love on Her Arms (@twloha.bsky.social) all month. I'm filling a 160 page handmade notebook with art, writing & anything... a way to be vulnerable and share. At the end, all donors will get a copy! Donate here: tilt.fyi/u0j0Yts9jr

off to the PAPER STORE then off to my first LASER HAIR DELETION appointment!!!

THE POWER OF MEAN GIRLS SHINES WITHIN YOU. can't wait to play more deltarune tonight!!! hehe

So… I mentioned learning bookbinding the other day…. here’s a practice book I made out of scrap papers!

just remembered i ate a whole pint of blueberries while sitting in a dark room under a tiny lamp reading about bookbinding at 2 am last night…. woke up today in a significantly better mood; who knew that was the cure!

okay goodnight

oh also! i made my first appointment for getting hair lasered the frick off of me, goodbye stinky dysphoria!

casually starting to learn bookbinding at 3 am.... actually i lied, i started learning at 2 am. WHY AM I LIKE THIS?! (don't answer that)

PHEW! Can't wait to play the DLC... quite the reveal at the end of Lies of P. www.youtube.com/playlist?lis... <<< here's the full playthrough for anyone who loves lying and/or the truth. Appreciate any/all love on my VOD channel.

Deltarune next!

I can’t believe Lies of P is over… and boy oh boy did it feel good to get the revenge I was seeking and that my suspicions were true, not paranoid… and the REVEAL teaser for the DLC at the end had my so intrigued!!! (NO SPOILERS lol)

i also defeated Father

i defeated God

YAAAAAAAAAAAAA

I’m gonna get so much done today.

Why does every game I play end up being about power hungry Men™️? and sometimes God™️? LMAO

PHEW! this scene gave me chills. more likely the final Lies of P stream tonight. i know i keep saying this lol twitch.tv/docbrennan

feeling a level of creativity burning in me that I felt back in 2012… which was off the charts. and i’m so relieved I got that feeling back after feeling like a shell for over a decade or more.

IT'S OVER!! i'm finishing Lies of P on stream tonight! well, maybe second to last night... depending on how much i get my butt kicked. but, i feel confident. anyways, let's see how much the lying puppet's nose grows. All previous streams are being uploaded here -> www.youtube.com/playlist?lis...

I HAVE SO MUCH ENERGY RAHHHHHHHHHHH

Hi most of us met in a variety of fashions… so am feeling a fresh lil intro may be in order! I’m brennan (they/them) trans nonbinary 7 months on HRT adhd autistic capricorn. I love and care myself for the first time ever. Very curious and creative and freethinking person human. continued below…

i have so much to say

hormones saved my life tbh

hormones changed my life

Quote from maunaaaio: You weren’t confused. You were convinced to doubt what you felt. I honor the voice within. I no longer betray myself to keep others comfortable. My truth is valid, Even if it makes others uncomfortable. I trust my knowing because it has always been there.

GOD DAMN am i sweating and out of breath after therapy today! LOL (great session)

who can i pay to go through my personal archive of 48,427 photos & videos to delete and/or file away those that retraumatize me?

i'm friggin legendary at spreadsheet formulas

i spent some (lots of) time and deleted a bunch of accounts last night… there were so many apps just rotting in my phone for years and years like a capitalism graveyard.

still getting used to the idea of giving a shit about myself ... ... loving myself for first time ever.

... and i barely scratched the surface.

3,166 word, strongly worded letter to my father for a therapy assignment done. TIME TO PLAY SOME LIES OF P ON STREAM SEE YOU SOON!

THIS IS MY CHURCH OUTFIT

i’ve had the zoomies ever since i woke up… YESTERDAY!