[wip] like a star that emerges from the dark🌟 (was testing just to see that's why it's so rough, but I think it's time hehe)

When I come back, I’ll make a proper debut. Aaaa

Asks for a recommendation thing in a public server > rando points out something but give no suggestions > like ok??? If you’re not gonna give a reply to what I asked for, why in the world respond 😭

Late night post of an old Blair I drew ❤️

I’m gonna crash out, every time I try to follow content creators (vtubers) on X on my alt, I get a swarm of random vtuber bots / fake accounts following me- LIKE NO!!!! STOPPP NO ONE SHOULD KNOWWWW (yet) Also I’m trying to purge my old alts on X slowly

I ended up having a new hyper fixation but I don’t have access to it until a week from now and I feel like I’m having withdrawal or something!! Like I need to rock back and forth or start pacing for 6 hours- LIKE !!! LET ME DRAW AND SHARE BUT I NEED TO WAIT!!!

(Yapping) knowing growth and finally a “brand” is crazy to think about because now it feels silly on how easy that was to just be “me” Also meds, my thyroids finally being regulated was like opening a third eye to everything lmao 😭

How it starts vs How it's going right now 😭😍 Ending up changing the back hair and added an extra fluffy side part to give a more full look!! YAAAAAAAAAA

The one time I'm up super early is the moment when Twitter breaks and I can't casually browse cute art AAA

IM GONNA PASS OUT!!!!!!!!!!!! MY VTUBER MODEL IS COMING OUT SO PRETTY!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAA - testing eye style rendering,, - fixed eye shape, testing shading,, - better cheek hearts,, - glosser lips (aggressively makes out with my own model),, - unfolded my side bangs

I was feeling self doubt the other day but talked to good friends and also my designer spoiled me with some art previews so now I’m motivated to finish my model faster 😭✨ LOOK HOW FAR SHES GOING!!!! I’m rendering the hair first??? idk why I like hair

In other news, my brain worms are wanting big booba, hot bikini type OCs because it’s near summer time ahahahaha

Forgot I had a Bluesky, but also venting!! It sucks to be a part of something and despite the efforts, it feels more like I’m a burden or a fly on a wall. It’s growing to the point where I think this is no longer my type of group to hangout with and I think that’s okay. I’m just gonna fade out.✨

Finished commission for @hoshikoyt.bsky.social ₍ᐢᐢ₎ ₊˚⊹♡ THANK YOU SO MUCH! #VGenComm #VGenOpen #emoteartist #emotecomm #emotecommission #bunnygirl #bunnygirlemotes

I messaged my designer expecting them to reply the next day or something but they responded instantly!! Was happy but felt shy haha 😭💕

Felt like my skin was too attached to my body so I took a morning shower to feel better 💕

I’ll clean this up later but I haven’t drawn in so long that’s not model related and just pure whimsical doodles while jamming to vocaloid songs- so ya hi slowly drawing again 10 min doodle

Super rough sketch new outfit draft!! I’ve been on my thyroid meds for a few weeks now so I’m drawing with a much clearer head than usual?? I cleaned up the hair and made the outfit because I keep thinking the other ones are too plain! Might stick to just one mole and keep the heart cheeks vuv

I wonder if others would be more interested in this if I made it into a model but at a low cost 🤔

Friendly reminder that I am part of the LGBTQ+ community. I will nuke you if you don’t respect that 😃

I haven’t been active here in awhile 😭 Just been trying catch up lately now that my health feels like it’s stable. Sure wish the random coughs would stay gone forever and not kick in when it’s random pollen season 😭

How do people not make every OC they own into a vtuber thing 😭

Oh baller, just in time for my future stuff 🥹

Twitter is down LMAO praying one day it explodes for real but also my bookmarks 🧍

Installing windows on an SSD for the first time… I’ve been using hard drives for so long that I’m literally not used to this speed of start up AHHH 😭✨

I ended up making another outfit for my vtuber to get me back in the mood of drawing and I like it a lot 😭 I’ll keep working on it tho, it’s super rough and I don’t wanna show it at this stage aaa

ooOoo pkmn za legends is uhhh hitting the good brain scratch of good character designs that I like,,,, I might,, I might draw fanart om- omg

I haven’t drawn in forever and I feel like I’m crashing out aaaa (I finally doodled, then I feel out of place so)

✨graphic design is my passion✨ I say, showing off the bare bones of a future vtuber logo for myself that has none of the decors

unapologetic OC lovers rise up….!!!! #OCsky

Feb.14 - I got chocolate covered strawberries + self care products as gifts~ 🤭

Hey it's the day I finally post this 💖 Check the full short animation here >> youtu.be/GKyI8yiMuNg [ #art #shortanimation #dislyte #dislytefanart ]

Little Arts and Qrafts piece for Q's birthday 💖💕 [ #art #dislyte #dislytefanart #dislyteq ]

blows bubbles

Waking up to find out RossDraws uses GenAI got me falling apart because apparently he’s been using them since 2022 and also defends AI + hardly pays his workers properly so now I’m just- Y’all gonna make me lose trust in others so fast UGH 😭

Car broke down, then fixed, got meds tho so at least the back pain is over!! like instantly!! UGH

I haven't had a certain type of med refilled due to new insurance and delays. It already caused serious body pains to flair up and I've been feeling it for almost a full week now. The refill finally got approved and I'll be picking them tomorrow, but GOSH I hate how my body is now??

Same person type going on haha Left side: without makeup Right Side: With makeup + wig + Fake boobs + The moles are penciled in/fake New Hoshiko feeling more me IRL vuv Also having bunny ears weirdly helps make me think how I’m going to part the hair LMAO

Does anyone know if kaltegliavt is okay?? I know it's not my business, but they've been MIA and their last message on this platform got me concerned...

*makes out with my own vtuber design* OC - VTuber - Hoshiko 2.0 WIP 🌸💫

Time for me going crazy/doing this pink concept journey aaaa This whole concept was being worked on since September 2nd 2024, there was a lot of directions (and still more) that I can go with but I'm getting there???

Yuck Elon, and Yuck Twitter Gold 🤮 It costs around 12K a year…. What a horrible waste of money, Instead of doing that, we are giving $1000 to a different charity each month this year. Starting with Doctors Without Borders!

keeping hoshiko to the aesthetic of stars is causing me some heavy identity disorders because I keep seeing other star themed creators and it’s freaking me out LOL like I know it’s not a unique but I do want to stick out Yet my solution is to go “pink” which is more not unique but feels more right?

*looks in the mirror* Do I.... suck ass at coloring??? I do not mind this coloring, but it reminds me of like VN game rendering 😭 might make it more painter ish if I hate it enough down the road

Love how my wall is mostly just free posters that I got from events and cons + fast food places (I have a dedicated vtuber poster wall next to me but I’ll do that when I clean up huhuhuhuhu)

happy lunar new year !! 🐍🎇 #viseocs

ugh. I’m feeling the “motion” but not the “emotion”??? I’m hyper aware that I feel sad or disappointed in myself for not making so much progress like others in a month span, but also I’m not actually SAD like I don’t FEEL it?? I’m just like *stares off into space* wow this sucks Kind of moment??

So food poisoning took me out but I’m here I swear 💀👋

Just a heads up that I might be silent for a few days at a time as I’m tackling for my passion but also trying my best to survive IRL. The world is being very tough now for a lot of people; if certain things happen I might disappear completely. I hope I do not, I will fight on.