I should draw him bit more fat I think but I'm not good at depicting weight and volume and stuff mmm... another thing to work on

morning doodle i think i’m getting lazier

I should be in bed jerking off right now like nature intended, instead I have to suffer around people I don't like ahh

morning doodle i think i’m getting lazier

doodle

doodle

his ears are always so big it seems like it should bother me more

his ears are always so big it seems like it should bother me more

kinda why do i bother mood again mmm

kinda why do i bother mood again mmm

ooh I'm dead, I forgot how to art again And I didn't even know that much haha

Not a very productive saturday

Not a very productive saturday

I really like how Siren did faces in the cutscenes Thinking about gaming, I miss all the creative choices made in the 6th/7th gen of consoles to work around hardware limitations No point in doing anything like that today, when you can just do almost photo realistic stuff in real time "for cheap"

ah i'm not feeling well today might disappear for a sec again, not like it matters but yknow sorry for being unreachable Goodnight for now!!

Morning wood Might need some help with it

Morning wood Might need some help with it

Fat idiot You should suck his dick tbh morning doodle

Fat idiot You should suck his dick tbh morning doodle

dillo hole doodle before sleep

dillo hole doodle before sleep

oooh I’m not ready for today

tired

morning doodle It’s so fucking hot in my room again Winter can’t come soon enough

morning doodle It’s so fucking hot in my room again Winter can’t come soon enough

doodle

This must be how aliens greet each other traditionally With @artythefrog.bsky.social

Lately I feel very limited by my abilities I've been doing fine other than that I guess but the frustration I get from not being able to execute an idea while trying hard just ruins my day hhh

doodle

I always imagined his blue shell was not natural and not permanent Not sure what I’d compare it to but either way he will never be seen like this by anyone Feels too exposed

I always imagined his blue shell was not natural and not permanent Not sure what I’d compare it to but either way he will never be seen like this by anyone Feels too exposed

This must be how aliens greet each other traditionally With @artythefrog.bsky.social

I should get better at drawing feet or paws And legs overall tbh They don't look good at all for how much I spend time on that struggling haha And some artists draw it so well ooh I'm jealous

oooh I’m not feeling good about my body lately Makes me hide from people more

oooh I’m not feeling good about my body lately Makes me hide from people more

I wanna self indulge sometimes I want to try drawing some kinks but it's all embarrassing What if I am into that, what will people think oooh... Will I be seen as some freak undeserving of respect What will I think of myself... It's all kinda irrational but I'm scared of knowing more about myself 😩

oooh they should let me be a silly little animal in a forest for a week, that would fix me I think Instead I have to deal with other people and self hate and so much anxiety and it's just not fair 😔🙏

Big cities are awful tbh, it's nice to walk to a store whenever I want I guess but ooh I hate all the cars and the noise and the light pollution at night Miss living in the middle of nowhere kinda, I could sleep a lot better

Oughhh I am incapable of trusting the process. When the first three lines aren't perfect like I imagine already I feel like dying Think it's been worse lately. If only I had any idea what I want to accomplish!! Haha

No art this week, probably next one too I don't think I can force anything out right now haha Sorry!!

I need a relationship status bar over everyones head like they have in the sims or smth I can't tell if someone likes me and I can consider us friends or if they're secretly plotting my murder actually Even when told directly haha

Is my sona even recognizable as an armadillo... Ooh I made the design so long ago when my skills were even worse, I worry I didn't do a good job stylizing it But I'm too attached to his ugly face to change anything honsetly mmm...

Nice to see blender coming to ipad finally "Soon" Maybe it'll get me to try and model my sona again mmm... I just hope it'll be a fully featured version Wouldn't even think about working with it if they disable third party addons or smth

Maybe I post my random thoughts too much lately mmm... Sorry My brain is a mess of barely coherent thinking when I don't focus on art or anything haha Would be better perhaps to keep most of it to myself instead

waiting

animals are so cool tbh I wanna pet them all But the world is cruel and I can't... so I'm just gonna admire them from a distance whenever possible

oooh I don't know how poeple have the time to do so much with their life It feels like when I'm done with the bare minimum to survive the day is already over Maybe it's the lack of any self discipline mmm

Wondering if we will get gay marriage here within my lifetime Or even the civil union shit hmmm Not like I'm in danger of anyone actually wanting to be with me but yknow it'd be nice someday to know there is an option It's not looking too good right now haha

Yeah!! long dick long dick long dick

waiting