Hope not to sleep through the new year this time

happy new year!! I drank some shitty alcohol but other than that I'm hopeful about the next year

Hope not to sleep through the new year this time

I think a lot about how good things don't last and it stops me from trying so many new things I've noticed. It's also an issue very much when talking to friends, why bother talking and opening up and stuff when they're probably gonna leave me soon enough hm It all just kinda sucks really

I'm catching up with doctor who after years lately and getting irrationally annoyed at some choices they've made, particularly twice upon a time and timeless child hm But the Tennant specials were mostly really good at least

Forgot I drank an energy drink a while ago so instead of sleeping I’m thinking about foreskin It‘s so good…..

Fucking up my brush settings right before sleep

doodle

I don't want to live in a world where everything I see is heavily ai generated but it does feel inevitable with how things are going hm Makes me sad Maybe I am in the wrong, maybe everyone should just accept it and spend their whole day talking with an llm, but idk it all just doesn't feel right

He completely forgot he's at work and they've been going at it for a while!! He's probably getting fired They didn't even notice the devious little imp right next to them hmm Whatever, it's absolutely worth it

It'd be fun to do raffles sometime and get my sona to fuck whoever would be interested, but I don't like how people seem to have an alarm for the word raffle and just follow for the chance at free art hm Would be nice if I could limit it to people that supported me for a while haha 😩

Forgot I drank an energy drink a while ago so instead of sleeping I’m thinking about foreskin It‘s so good…..

Fucking up my brush settings right before sleep

doodle

Bothers me a little how much they compress images and scale them down here, maybe it'd be good to have some sort of gallery account for when I manage to make smth worth remembering once every few months hm

Shit sucks, everything feels hopeless, I feel defeated Everything seems to be getting worse and worse and I'm supposed to do this for like 50 more years? I don't think I can do it, I don't know if I want to There are periods where I can ignore it and be calm for a bit but they've been getting rare

He completely forgot he's at work and they've been going at it for a while!! He's probably getting fired They didn't even notice the devious little imp right next to them hmm Whatever, it's absolutely worth it

Playing it the way all great games were meant to be experienced. The uhhh... Wii U Gamepad of course Who needs a steam deck

I think I'm at the "life isn't worth it" point again but it might just be late night thoughts hm

Feeling dead, I don’t want to leave bed tomorrow

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Ooooh it's here!! Check it out when you get a chance!! Arty is a great guy and an incredible artist, I'm sure it'll be very much worth your time haha And after you're done with the free demo you can impatiently wait for the full release!! Incredible deal I'd say

doodle before sleep

I think it's faulty, fun!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ooooh it's here!! Check it out when you get a chance!! Arty is a great guy and an incredible artist, I'm sure it'll be very much worth your time haha And after you're done with the free demo you can impatiently wait for the full release!! Incredible deal I'd say

got my tablet few days early it's bigger than I expected and I forgot standard tablets don't have touchscreens Gonna take me five years to get used to it

doodle before sleep

Doodle before sleep hope I can figure out someday how to color faster hmm

tired

Doodle before sleep hope I can figure out someday how to color faster hmm

tired

I get more and more art stuff what will I do with it all when it's time to give up hm

weird little freak What’s he thinking about

Ah well I bought a display drawing tablet for my pc Bad timing I won't get it for a few days mm Hope I don't regret it, hope I'll get some use out of it haha Still worried I'm not good enough to warrant this but will see hm

weird little freak What’s he thinking about

Takes time getting used to it

Takes time getting used to it

dressed like an animal crossing villager why are almost all of them half naked

Doodle

dressed like an animal crossing villager why are almost all of them half naked

My work is so unserious, I feel like an annoying unsupervised child with a box of crayons sometimes Unable to change or improve from that point At least it's fun, I'm having fun doing this I think

Doodle

ONLY ONE WEEK LEFT BTW 🎉

Hmm is there any risk in buying a second hand drawing tablet.. I want something larger to work on but I can't justify spending too much for this I think Would have more to choose from then at least mmm

clip studio artificial limits suck and I'm not used to the tools and I might suck anyway but i tried animation doodling again hope gifs work here haha

feeling more anxious creature today

Didnt have much time/energy/focus today Have a cute Detective fox guy I did in 20m

clip studio artificial limits suck and I'm not used to the tools and I might suck anyway but i tried animation doodling again hope gifs work here haha

feeling more anxious creature today

haha my head hurts from overthinking can everything stop for like half a year or a decade maybe