I am way too tired to upload anything thats tomorrow me’s to do zzzzz

Im gonna upload my trip’s pics here dont mind me. Discord file size limit sucks ass and I wanna show my friends the sickass sea creatures Ive found

Need more free time and will so i can be self sufficient in whatever fandom im in shejdjs i dont want to be crippled by my fandom’s few artists deleting their things AUAUAUGGGHHHH

Got bruises on my knees for sitting under the waterfalls for too long this is so lame

A bunch of people started following me here did something happen on twitter lol

I forgot to greet here but MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYWAAAAN 🥰

Doing solo promotions again ahwudjkwd

it's a low tide and I want to walk all the way to the edge near the breakwater but it's hot af... i wish the tide would get lower in the afternoon instead

9S,Yujin, and I are going to the province

after sleeping so much in my mom's house, I feel like my creative juices got recharged too lol might turn this into a painting. i love kim iwol :')

我真的恼恨我的老板啊哈哈。。。我真的破防了🙃

Heard a first yesterday: someone getting concerned that I mightve lost too much weight and if Im still eating enough

I'll post my twt works here soon... I've just been too busy trying to survive sdfjksh I resigned from my job!! I'm rendering my final weeks. I was constantly working 10-12 hours shifts my health couldn't keep up hahaha

someone requested this to be posted here too and i completely forgot about it my bad sdkfhsj I LOVE HJYJ-STW!!! #msch #내가키운S급들 #내스급

update: i got my mom's spare phone and my documents notarized 💪 this weekend I should be able to get my number back

I've been too insanely busy dealing with one misfortune after the other newest one: My CSP can't save anything and keeps crashing

Immortalizing this AKSJDHA S-CLASS NOVEL ARTIST LIKED MY STUFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

someone got shot right in front of me + i dropped my phone while running away and now it's stolen, and now i cant sleep bc the incident is burned in my head + im stressed abt all the things i cant access like my banks + the requirements i need to do to get my number back and block my stolen phone

i didn't think i could feel so homesick for a workplace... the guy left but I'm still crying about it </3 im so sorry, there's just something broken about me that makes it difficult to bounce back from stuff like this. I wish I could not feel so strongly about it anymore...

I feel like I got too used to working really well with people bc of the years of relationship I've built with them. Now that I'm working with people who are indifferent, feel no affection for me, or just don't know me... it's a little sad ahejdnsn

I have fragile self esteem and confidence about a lot of things except my politness. That's BAKED in me. You literally can't tell me im being too high and mighty im submissive af i had to unlearn being a doormat for years

i ended up documenting my work misery here so far, that's sad KSJDHAJ Im determined to draw today so I've been drawing these three through tears LMAO we never stop brainrotting actually

feeling very "im too weak to survive in this world" right now. like people are looking at me and going "cringe" or "skill issue" because I can't get over someone saying a couple of mean things to me. I can't regulate my emotions and I keep crying on and off over and over again

i think bc of whats been happening in my job, my emotions are all wack and all over the place. like right now I have this urge to cry even though nothing is really happening. I'm embarrassed that I've cried in front of two coworkers now bc I can't control myself.

I feel like crying so bad but im in the middle of hosting a session. I barely understand whats going on. I hope when i talk my voice wont wobble when i have to close it. Im having such a bad time at work it's insane

This job makes me feel so stupid and weak. Like the things i thought were fine arent... and the things i know are wrong are practiced here. Ive cried so much this week and it's only my second week here.

Im a little scared because the guy is genuinely picking a fight now and idk what to do. Theyre so aggressive 🥹 how can people work in these conditions 😭

im so worked up right now. i saw a message and then got worked up. but i did breathing exercises and i feel more or less normal LOL time for me to go back to drawing for fun!

A girl....can be a shota....guh(falls to my knees

i looked at myself in the mirror and yeesh... my eyes are dark and swollen asdkjhfjasd

silly thought: It's good that i'm experiencing overtime and insane hours bc then when I get my fixed 8 hour schedule, it will feel good. This is character building for me bc I've been too unemployed this year lol

I can do this!!! I can survive work!!! I'm going to have a few hours of fun!!! and I'm gonna go out to eat something!!!

i finished my shift... i can.. relax now... tomorrow my shift starts at 2pm so i have the chunk of the day to relax for a bit...

I really want this job to work out... it's probably why im so upset too... working with students and coaching their art looks so fun, and recently ive started critiquing students' works which I enjoy. I like sitting in the manga mentoring sessions because i end up learning something

I dont know why im sobbing about it this hard. I dont like how i was cornered and I did something regrettable. I dont like how my earnest attempt in sharing about myself was trampled on. I feel like there's no one I can go to thats reliable.

Man i just finished work and i cant stop crying again. I wanna talk to my friends to tell them what happened to feel better but i have to wake up again and clock in at 7am. I feel so uncared for in this job it's insane

I cried bc of work lol im not ok but im trying to be

Suddenly remembering i used to think I had a sweet tooth but it was rly just me liking the taste of cream. Yknow. The thing thats just barely sweet.

ordered a level 10 spicy cocoichi curry and I feel invigorated

My head hurt and i was spacing out too much that I didnt work effectively today 😞 now i have piled up stuff...

As if my sched cant get any crazier, it does. Yesterday i clocked out at 11pm and then they changed my sched to 7am to 4pm today... aauughgh another 9 hr shift... i work, sleep, and work again

How to tell my workplace i'll be running a little late bc im shitting my brains out

I realized it's probably bc i ate smthin carb heavy and did not drink my diabetes meds bc im out of it. Luckily another branch has it i'll drink as soon as i can... idk if i can get rid of the sleepiness tho aaughh

My diabetes meds out of stock in my usual pharmacy and my shift starts in less than 2 hours NOOOOOOO

kim iwol is me

I feel like this is my third time typing down a whole ass thread about Yukimasa and then i ended up deleting and not posting bc i end up being "wtf am i saying" skdfhjjs

i was gonna yap about how I relate to Yukimasa but I couldn't articulate myself in a way that would make me not look insane AKSDHASJ one day...

this is just me being weird and there's no one out there that's making me feel this way but i sometimes feel too self-conscious about being aro-ace and then participating in liking ships hahaha

drew for fun today ^^ for some reason kim iwol's hair is not that easy to draw?? idk sdkfjhs