😓 really irritated by this person lately. claiming credit for finding things I sent to them. shooting down my ideas and then saying those ideas are so great when someone else suggests them. it's extremely frustrating

go.bsky.app/RiSJdQD work in progress but I made a starter pack with space/star themed vtubers. I'll add more people as I find/remember them (I know I follow more than who I've added)

anime con cruise sounds like such an unserious thing. I guess I kinda needed that question to pull me out of the snowball of small mildly bad things that were piling up and making me spiral

I don't want to have to exist today 😭 (mildly negative thing happened and I don't want to deal with it)

tellonym.me/seiriosrevem... Started using tellonym more. pretty sure most of these are bots tho but anyone's free to ask me things if they want to

🫠 why do I always attract the weirdos who beef over nothing. been soloing a game that is aggressively "don't solo this" because I'm waiting for friends to join me. Mention friends aren't coming and I might finally ask for help from strangers and this guy comes in hella offended about that

is the "designed with gamers/activists in mind" meme a shitpost or are people being serious about wanting every video game character to be weirdly sexualized? (i really cannot tell if people are serious or joking here pls help)

if I had money I think I'd commission some cool art of seirios to put a vinyl sticker on my laptop

🥲 I fell asleep for like 4 hours and can't stream now cuz a different friend promised to come hang out soon (arriving within the next ~30 minutes supposedly) cuz the first one couldn't come

😭💙 I love it sooo much! (This is actually the vtuber I posted that sketch of a few days ago. I was too anxious to tag them 😞)

throne.com/seiriosrevem... has little confetti animation for my birthday. probably won't actually get anything off my wishlist but if anyone's amused by confetti animations, it might show for others too

with it hitting midnight in my time zone it's officially my birthday. and also "international moment of frustration scream" day. some holidays are goofy.

everyone keeps saying the belly is a trap so don't pet the cat no matter how tempting. but (and I put a stopwatch on my phone for this) I was just able to go a solid 5 minutes of belly rubbing without any claws. she actually laid there with her belly up looking so dejected when I stopped

wonder how long before my email gets flooded with companies trying to get me to spend money on them. I think throne is the first so far (though theirs was thinking I would convince followers to spend money)

the one person who was gonna come hang out with me for my birthday had stuff come up and I thought i was handling it well but nope. I'm crying already about being alone tomorrow

I have a dilemma. I have a really cool signature I could use for my art. the problem is it's my real name not my vtuber name. Do I link my real name to my vtuber? 😩 I don't think I'm gonna be able to figure out how to turn an S into a star the way I did with the first letter of my real name

three different streams I go to try to watch today have a strobing effect on their starting soon page. I do not understand the appeal. It might be fueled by my photosensitivity but like for those who don't get sick from it, why is flashy so appealing???

anyone who plays Genshin willing to join my web event team? hoyo.link/8NJvYlbe4?m_...

accidentally saved it as transparent 💀 I'll probably never finish this but those hands actually look pretty good

can anyone help me with an alt text? it's too complicated for sleepy me to figure out how to describe it well and I might overcomplicate the description 🥲

🫠 this lady at work is extrovert to such an extreme that she believes introverts shouldn't exist at all. like she genuinely believes anyone who doesn't socialize 18 hours a day is a horrible person. I hate it here, I want a nap in a quiet dark corner

🥺👉👈 would anyone like to help me build a cooler claim in bitcraft? can't really decorate when solo cuz building takes SO LONG and so many resources. this game really is designed to be played with lots of people working together

I have better art than what I've posted here but like it was over 50 hours of work and isn't finished and the majority of that work on it isn't able to be time-lapsed because I did it on an old phone. I'm scared if i share (it if I ever finish) that people will think I stole it.

this certainly drew me out of my "barely paying attention to the show" daze

too dead to stream because kitchen reno took all day yesterday AND all day today plus an ER trip and 3 separate hardware store runs. really upset it cuz I keep wanting to stream again and every time I think I'm ready life says no 😭

channeling the tiger from kpop demon hunters energy as best as she can

😭 my cat was sitting outside the shower screaming like she was being murdered and I'm like whats wrong. there was a freaking spider and I am terrified of spiders. aren't cats supposed to hunt bugs 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 whys mine as scared of them as I am

gonna try to stream on sunday if I'm not absolutely dead from ripping my countertops out tomorrow. no idea what game I'll do yet

Jumpscared by my post getting sorta popular. probably the most notifications I've seen in one day since i started this account

I highly recommend lingonaut.app if anyone is looking for a similar gamified language app that doesn't do AI. it's still in super early beta stages. they're looking for language course creators and app devs. and patreon support for development.

my pre-order finally arrived 😭 💙 she's gonna sit on top of my fridge

another doodle. I refuse to draw facial features today 💀 they're revealing a new model soon so idk why I decided to draw this one now

doodling at work because I'm bored

man this makes me wanna add a little bow with a star on i to my hat 🥺 also look at those poofy sleeves aaahhh

😭 What the heck is an oshi mark? there's a bunch of posts with people talking about emojis and calling them oshi marks but I don't actually understand what its supposed to be. I barely understand "oshi = vtuber I like". online terms are confusing

EVERYONE STOP EVERYTHING Mychal the Librarian is hosting the Reading Rainbow revival!!! reactormag.com/reading-rain...

damn. there goes my dms here. wtf does blocking dms because I'm not verified as an adult even do when you can't send images on dms here anyways?

bringing this back because of my family. might expand it to more media than just games eventually because I am extremely hurt that they won't even bother to *try* to find something else to fixate on.

finally chewed my mother out for continuing to buy shitty licensed wizard merch despite KNOWING the owner is a transphobe. let's see how long before i lose my only support system because I offended her 😓

ko-fi.com/seirios/goal... the broken countertop I mentioned way back.. that's getting removed next weekend. I managed to secure the compostable utencils from my wishlist but if anyone can help towards microwavable food costs, I'd appreciate the help.

I hate that the sentiment online is that if you have no friends then it's definitely your fault and you deserve it. I already struggle with feeling worthless on my own and don't need some stranger telling me I really am worthless because I'm alone

driving on the highway and a bird shits on my window so naturally I spray the windows to clean them. Guy who's tailgating me thinks this is retaliation for tailgating, gets in front of me, slams on breaks, sprays his own windshield, speeds off. meanwhile I'm like damn didn't get all the bird shit

the "aw darn I wasn't raptured" jokes today have been great but my favorite so far is "chocolate milk is worth skipping the rapture for" 😂

Misinterprets someone's "I wannna see x in more art styles" request and spends two hours (poorly) drawing the wrong character. oops (they probably would have not liked it anyways if I did the right character)

😭 bruh I cannot be having an allergic reaction to silicone please be something else (I hate that it took me so long to notice that the skin is literally blistering now)

😭💙 it's finally raining! if I wasn't already feeling sick I'd be outside in the rain right now

throne.com/seiriosrevem... I'm getting my countertops and a cabinet replaced because one cracked and collapsed due to a mold issue. I'll be without a sink to wash dishes for well over a month. I would prefer to get the more eco friendly disposable utensils if anyone can help

jumpscared by another vtuber mentioning an event that's exclusive to the city I live in 💀 I keep forgetting I now live in a city that hosts multiple "people travel from other countries to see this" events

my cat seeing I'm stressed: I FIX 🥺 *starts aggressively licking my knee*

decided to clean my room a little today to avoid having to clean the kitchen 💀