oh I forgot to say I posted chapter three of dust bowl... you guys wanna check it out SOOOOO bad 👁️👁️

on the crack fic grind. which brings me to. size diff sangi... temporal rift... twink debut san x current buff mingi... guys. guys?

new yungi crack fic for the enjoyers of silly magic au's! cw: explicit sexual content crack treated seriously idiots in love yungi typical yearning archiveofourown.org/works/72189551

nobody does pathetic yearning quite like yungi

spent three hours crying my eyes out last night guys

new yungi crack fic for the enjoyers of silly magic au's! cw: explicit sexual content crack treated seriously idiots in love yungi typical yearning archiveofourown.org/works/72189551

posted another chapter of dust bowl so that when i post this crack fic everyone is extra prepared for the whimsy

should be writing serious serious, but instead writing silly silly.

walk with me guys... walk with me

I failed. I'm writing this.

me desperately trying not to get sucked into writing this:

something something crack magic au where mingi gets cursed to be unable to orgasm unless it's with his true love and he's convinced he's completely fucked because who the hell is his true love (spoiler it's yunho. it's always yunho)

the tiniest of wip wednesday's for the sake of no spoilers 🤓

it's a dust bowl, doll - chapter one please read tags before diving in. this fic tackles some dark themes so please take care. yungi / chaptered fic / omegaverse archiveofourown.org/works/720802...

imagine if i just dropped a chapter with no warning wouldn't that be so fun

i love making my silly little moodboards and my silly little playlists!!!! i love taking this shit deadly seriously !!! open.spotify.com/playlist/7u1...

unfortunately for everyone I am back in my magnus archive era and thinking about archivist yunho and him going a bit nuts. thinking about mingi as an avatar of the lonely. thinking about yunho pulling him out of it.

rivals who hate fuck sloppy style in the back of mingi's car after yunho's gigs to get rid of the "adrenaline" and definitely don't actually like each other at all (min follows him to each show and yunho always looks for his face in the crowd)

i think about that "sometimes you gotta be mentally ill to get mentally well" post all the time because fuck yeah, if imagining that song mingi would be proud of me for getting out of bed gets me up, then so be it

stolen from my beautiful oomfies! :D

you know what. whatever. im literally so unaffected and cool

fun fact: i learned about jackson wang through fanfiction looooong before i knew anything about kpop. anyway, have a random snippet from my current wip.

thinking hard about minjoong right now. specifically thinking about tattoo artist hongjoong and barista mingi who's only just started working there and keeps fucking up hj orders and mingi is just 🥺 im sorry sir and hongjoong is like oh. fuck he's so cute. oh no.

honestly considering I work in canine behaviour and have worked in rescues before I truly don't know why I haven't written a hybrid fic before I have all the knowledge already stored in my brain

puppy boy yunho with his super waggy tail that gives away his HUGE crush on shelter worker mingi and follows him around like a lost pup and mingi is equally as besotted

let's be so honest. do y'all care about logistical accuracy in a fic. will it take u out if a song from 1993 plays when it's set in 1992. for example.

sometimes I think of abstract metaphors but don't have the words to explain them because they basically write themselves . like when me and my mother went to pick wild garlic at the cemetery and i told her for the first time about what my brother had done to me and we cried surrounded by dead bodies

obsessively reading and rereading this guy this week archiveofourown.org/works/67811206

he's so fucking endearing and cute and i would like to squeeze him until he pops

rich pretty boy yunho going to one of song mingi's infamous house parties and realising quickly that he's out of his depth when the host himself takes interest in him ... says he would remember a face like that ...

i h8 him

i will swallow him whole get out of my way

also can we circle back to size difference sangi actually. wanna write a crack fic so bad somebody stop me [rattling the bars of my cage]

ai can never replicate the true passion of a twenty something year old with a shitty job with ample time to day dream about their two little kpop men kissing sloppy style

love going back to read my ideas because i really do just be saying anything

i think about them making out sloppy style daily

just making sure u know im a freak and a pervert

i remember reading an omegaverse fic that was based on the mating habits of a specific bird and yunho got pushed into a flash heat bc of mingi and it literally changed my brain chemistry but i can't find it in my bookmarks bc i have no organisation to them and now im sad

im just so tired of constantly defending myself against things i didn't even do man. like what did i do to get a hate train for real

so I've basically just accidentally been thinking super in depth about polyteez and how like. yeah okay so mingi and yunho are traumatised but like. so is hongjoong. so is woo and san. the only ones who had regular situations occuring were yeosang and jongho and they were like... fine at best like

how to get over crippling shyness asking for a friend definitely not me totally a friend who needs advice

sometimes when im having a brain wobble I go to my little folder of lovely ao3 comments that made me smile and read them back and think. im v lucky.

wip wednesday for all who celebrate

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ (not that) innocent — ys/wy — explicit | 2k — woosang roleplay like yeosang has never been with a boy before. 🔗: archiveofourown.org/works/71631591

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NEW FIC: deep conversation, a last minute invitation 🐶🐥 🍼 archiveofourown.org/works/67811206

thinking about minjoong again [sighs dreamily]

[rubbing hands together deviously]

no one speaks about that weird bit between starting to try and still learning how when you want so badly to do the right thing but it's so unfamiliar and still so new that it feels uncomfortable and hard and painful but you do it anyway even though you don't do it very well yet

something about the changing of the seasons and the idea that things can be different and you can break your own cycle. something about the appearance of the big spindly spiders who are so skittish but seek the warmth even if it's terrifying. something about things that are good for you being scary