well ig I'll just focus on writing for now,, no thought shall be allowed to be formed so I'll use all my brainrot juices for new fics

so my laptop finally gave its last :) no more xiv for me until i get a new pc ;;

i kinda forgot about the likability stories hh gonna do ragnar's next since i have her T version as healer for my pvp team

finally did hwarin's likability story and i now see where the fanarts of them in these outfits came from hh also harpe's little ponytail 🥺 i wish we got a better view of him in this outfit ;;

im still sad we never got ronan winter outfit, only crumbs from hwarin's outfit and the special wallpaper ;;

being able to finally wear the edenmorn bolero for my main jobs [rpr/drk] is enough to make me jump of joy

there's nothing like getting connection with the server was lost during san d'oria 🙃

finally,, I've collected them all

your gothic novel protagonist

what if i make them go out on a date

yune actually died, succumbing to his injuries from both the endsinger and zenos but, since he's part voidsent, after he died, his avatar shattered the seal in him, which broke free his voidsent self therefore he's no longer "human", but closer to a voidsent (not a full voidsent tho)

kagepro still one of my favorite music projects along with the seven deadly sins i was obsessed with outer science, especially soraru's cover ;;

tb to the 2010's when it was p common to find fanvids of ships w vocaloid songs 😔 i still have my playlist of akakuro fanvids hh

listening to kagerou days and like,, hrrnn paro 👀 it works both ways bc both would sacrifice for each other 😔💔

also new icon for the season

yippee !!

devotion and obsession are certainly the best words to describe hrrnn(T) 😩🔥

original T hrrnn are doomed by the narrative ronan wasting away from tyrfing, and harpe being swallowed by darkness my star-crossed lovers 🥲💔

i don't think the bermesiah war will happen in this tl, so at least for the world story, ronan and harpe's storylines came to a conclusion, so with harpe not dead, it gives them a chance to stay together and i think after everything w atos, they're more likely to confess

i forgive kog for the changes in w17 bc in og Tverse there's no way hrrnn would've have a happy ending ;; at least in w17 they got to stay together and resolve their issues in the T dialogs version i don't think they would even be together, or if they end up together it'll still be a bad ending ;;;

the inherent angst of harpe having to see the person he cares for the most, the person he loves, slowly destroy himself before his eyes while ronan wastes away from the use of tyrfing

ronanT is like if ronanSR didn't put up a front for others, and just lets the blame and guilt swallow him whole he becomes self-destructive bc he thinks that's the best way to atone for his sins he suffers from nightmares from his actions in the war

i still think about this,, it's been yrs but i still think about this ,, i know what u are

remebering that ronan has insomnia, so maybe in OG Tverse, where it's clearly worse for ronanT, what if he becomes able to sleep well only when harpe is with him what if after harpe finds him, ronan finds out he can actually sleep with harpe by his side

take me back to ronanT release day and let me experience most of my ronan angst hc becoming canon again 😔

Agony in the garden

lrp so regardless of the version harpe is eating ronan, i see *gets dragged*

CUTE Hrrn🤍💙🤍💙🦈🦭🦭🐧

a rare sight of Yune smiling,,

sometimes im sad we didnt get the Tverse from the voice lines, bc not only is hrrnn relationship more messy and feels more like a divorce, but also bc of the implication that poor lass ended up getting mixed up in their divorce drama after a misunderstanding lol

the way og harpeT would not let go of ronan, and the way og ronanT would just let him it'd be messy, with desperation and past regrets, but also obsession and devotion they would stay glued to each other for several seconds, even minutes

considering the monster train bit was about saving harpe and how desperate ronan was at the end of it, i do believe that if harpe wasn't hwarin's bodyguard, ronan would search for a way to bring harpe back, after all, he never really got over harpe's death

one of my favorite scenes from w17 is how ronanSR sees ronanT almost lose his harpe, but fortunately harpeT survives and can stay by his side, while ronanSR has to once again accept his harpe's death and that he can no longer be by his side ;;

in monster train, after they fail to save harpe's soul, ronan is straight up willing to stay there and die, it takes the rest of the grand chase to get him out ronanT would ignore the others and keep going, even if it kills him the only person who gets him to lose his reason, his composure, is harpe

rebalanced harpeT 🥲 pls that'd be so nice for my pvp team ;; tho i don't have much hopes for ronanS awakening ;;; but i believe in ley's prophet powers 🔥 /jk

harpe becoming more assertive towards ronan ,, that's so good bc not only would harpe want to make sure ronan doesn't leave him again, but ronan as well,, he doesn't wanna lose harpe so he accepts all of him, it's a comfort to him after all

oh wow

but,, but,, , what if harpe looking directly into ronan's eyes while kissing and nibling the scar on his ankle,, what if they're gazing into each other's eyes, ,, the obsession in them, intense and warm, but also oh so gentle wh a t thennnnn

killer whale for harpe is very fitting hhh but now i think i want plushies of them with the killer whale and seal outfits 🥺

i think i got a new idea for a short fic hh i need to put that image down

the image of harpe kissing the scar on ronan's ankle /^\ so intimate and also very insane,, the possessiveness and the comfort of having marked him,,

no because in the og Tverse voicelines they're def more toxic and it gets angstier, when ronan leaves harpe gets angry and threatens to chase after him 🫠

harpe hurting ronan on his ankle really speaks about how he wanted ronan to stay, he didn't want him to be able to leave and ronan didn't mind, he doesn't hold it against harpe, he knew what harpe was doing and why he was doing it, ronan was aware and he doesn't resent him they are so 😩

hmmm im never truly free from hrrnn huh those two still make me insane

recovery hrrnn still makes me insane,, the role reversal of ronan caring for harpe ;;;

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