Made it through my first concert, Heather won the raffle and gave me the basket

I’ve been on a rap kick recently open.spotify.com/track/4AE7Lj...

Sometimes close to 🥁’s birthday is hard. I never really processed us breaking up. We’ve always been on and off again, I just wish he would’ve stuck around. I get being polyam is hard, but I wish he would’ve tried harder for me. I wish I would’ve tried harder to get you to stay. 💔

Ricky bought me a new bed! It’s so nice. He also got me polar bear sheets and a comforter set. I’m hoping I’ll be in less pain with it, and so he can spend the night sometimes. He’s like the definition of if he wanted to he would! I’m so lucky to have someone who cares about me so much🥰💕

These are all super amazing albums! Especially weakened friends

It’s funny when my life isn’t super stressful, my eyebrow piercings don’t get infected. Like they used to get infected all the time! Now since I broke up with them they haven’t been once. It’s crazy that your body knows wayyyy before your heart does

Got through my first tech rehearsal! Now for this weekends shows! I’m very excited and very happy. I’m actually in the back row too, to help some of the people in front of me. And they all said it really helped them with me back there! So that’s a good feeling!Also the audition choir is going great😁

I’ve had one eyeshadow palette since I moved here in 2021, so this year I’m going to get something nice to last me 5 more years 😂😂 Haven’t picked anything yet tho, weighing options

I got maidens blowing up my carrier pigeons, while your land grows barren, and your seed runs dry

Getting a new bed soon! It’ll be much cozier

Went through my insta and cleared a lot of my following accounts. Going to keep my insta private from now on I think.

Going on a train date🚂 It goes up the coast to a tree lighting and back. I’m so excited bc I’ve never been on a train before. And I get to give him the poem today💕

My loves💕 We played lots of board games today, and I can say I don’t hate board games anymore

Had such a good dinner with my cuties, Emma really impressed with the turkey

Dyed my hair! I chose a dark purple black to touch up my ends. I’m loving it! I’ve been told I look like a crow, riding that high for ever! 🐦‍⬛🖤

I wrote a poem for my date with 🧟‍♂️ on Friday. It’s a little cheesy but it will be the first time I say I love you to him. He’s already said it to me but I just really wanted to make sure and make it really special

We’re cooking at my bfs place tomorrow! It’s going to be a lot of fun. Fuck thanksgiving tho, it’s the shittiest holiday

Both of my cuties are so hot and I’m sooooooo lucky

🧟‍♂️ and I went to the dog park together, very muddy but Harvey had fun

I love cuddling a puppy while I sleep, he’s such a good boy

Coloring at my bf’s house until he gets home!

My song Polaroid pictures is inspired by this song, maybe I’ll post it again sometime open.spotify.com/track/0c03LE...

Here’s kinda a response to his poem, bc I’m really gay open.spotify.com/track/2KhrPR...

Not my poem but a poem from 🧟‍♂️ He sent me this tonight along with this song. I love the decemberists💕 open.spotify.com/track/5OK4Cz...

Found this cd thrifting for 99¢

Today I got a replacement of my first ever monster high doll. Clawdeen wolf from the Dawn of the dance collection #monsterhigh

He made me breakfast this morning! French toast, bacon, and oranges. It was amazing! Then he played the banjo for me and I might’ve been totally immersed. Really loving my life rn, his place is right by a creek so in the mornings we sit on his rocking chairs. It’s a good little life I’m living💚🧟‍♂️💚

I love that I don’t even have to do anything to bother them lol Like stop stalking me and you’ll feel better you fucking loser, get a life

Staying the night with 🧟‍♂️💚 He’s buying me specific pillow cases for my hair, he’s so observant and sweet. And like I feel comfortable at his place. It isn’t a war zone 😂😂

Went to poetry night with 🧟‍♂️ and 🦇and had such a great time. It’s so good seeing my two cuties get along so well. Here’s the fit for the day

Getting a new tattoo next month!

Sleepy 😴

Now my relationship with Emma is as strong as ever, my new boyfriend is the sweetest guy I’ve ever met, the smartest person I’ve ever been with, and by far the cutest💕 And let’s just say our chemistry is very good, he treats me like a prince. Writes poems about me and I’m just so happy with him🧟‍♂️💚

In my last relationship I tried to kill myself multiple times. My therapist was scared by the end I would be dead, either by my own hands or by theirs. Now I’m so happy I didn’t go through with it and decided to leave instead. I hope you feel a fraction of what you made me feel. Who’s alone now?

Secretly cleaned 🧟‍♂️’s apartment while dog sitting, mwahahahaha

Such a cute baby 💙

He’s so lucky I love his puppy so much, gotta wake up at 8am to take him out, currently zombie mode, no brain only sleepy

🧟‍♂️ is going to help me with applying for school. And help come up with accommodations I need. He knows a lot more about the process than I do, and thinks I should go for it. He has a PhD and like knows tons of scholarships and grants that I could qualify for. I think I’m finally ready to go back.