numbing my brain w music and sudoku im so aesthetic

living w myself fucking sucks sometimes i know who i am and who i am suckzzzzzz

i just know this shit will hit like a truck when im 24 the deadline for how long i have to survive keeps extending

she prefers to define it as symbiosis but like we all know how homoerotic these things can get :P theres something wrong w me istg

hi guys life update soo the presence i feel like is constantly watching me and i are in a relationship now !! :3

so today i learned takotsubo syndrome isnt the same thing as hanahaki disease

all the while still having a crush(?) on the person i legit have a crush(?) on irl . oh the drama but like i Feel like. i feel like that points to something deeper

dreamt i got married . twice. to different ppl. both of whom i dont know (but presumedly knew in the dream) that was odd

i love the weather notifs yandex (a russian browser) sends me theyre all like "beware !!!!! exceedingly high temperatures tomorrow !!!!!! dont go outside shelter in place take an ice bath call your loved ons !!!!! " and its Thirty Three Degrees

alpha males play the guitar while laying down and having it on their chest bc the weight is comforting

i think therianthropy could get fully normalised in like a Year if we collectively realised the reason non-therians like it when someone else runs their hands thru their hair as a gesture of affection is the same reason animals like to be petted

thinking abt how the word for "guy" comes from this one "Guy" who was rly dishevelled that was kinda his whole thing. this is why i love calling fictional characters "guys." theyre all pathetic dishevelled messes to me <3 hashtack slimeknight

mecore scp-wiki.wikidot.com/scp-1715

Ive run out of meds, and I can't afford more, and I can't function without them, also Ill get evicted if I dont pay my rent in 12 days, and haven't gotten any donations yet, please help if you can 😭

just got overear headphones is this what music was supposed to sound like

transportation

i know this is going to be about d3rlord3 to 99.999% of the tl (more 9's that github has uptime cough ) and it IS but i put forward for your consideration into this category a. river "e isle" backrooms backrooms-wiki.wikidot.com/a-river ze changed my brain chemistry

shoutout to characters who sacrifice themselves for the greater good gotta be one of my favourite genders

my mom calls my literal thinking "programmer's brain" and honestly that feels like commentary . like on the industry

i feel like torture labirynth tmrw bc the fact its a labirynth gives the false sense of choice and control only to break the person w. torture and also it being tmrw not tonight means the person prolly wont be able to sleep in anticipation which adds to the torture so in My humble opinion,

torture chamber tonight vs torture labirynth tomorrow whos winning

yk weve all heard of dark circles being natural eyeliner but have we considered eyebags as that one thing where ppl put white under their eyes and then outline that w black to make them look bigger. cus w how big my eyebags r im like supposed to be the most kawaii person on the block no?

this planet is magnificent, as is its phenomena, vibrant hues stretching across view, all illuminated evermore by the sun, and sometimes the faint yet comforting light of the moon at night. i love this place and i am so glad i exist for it

GUYS ITS OUT ITS OUT ITS OUT ITS OUT IVE BEEN PUBLISHED WOOOOOO ko-fi.com/s/e42414be66 its pay what you want IM ON PAGE 55 (60 of the pdf) BUT THERES SO MUCH OTHER COOL STUFF ON THERE TOO OMGOMG !! im so happy the layout ppl did such an amazing job omg

*You’re

i dont think its a coincidence that "my/mine" in russian is spelled like "moe"

my life feels like the plot of a generic ya book

German pro tip: If you ever accidentally say something nonsensical to a native German speaker, tell them you learned it from a Bavarian to save yourself the embarrassment! This works because nobody understands Bavarians

does this count for nyanything... :D i took my guitar for a walk :3 my ears r so floppyyy i think the string dryrottedd </3

i have free will. i can go outside

they were called lunchables because it was implied you were able to lunch lunch empowerment /ref

heading... dude you are so far into the wrong direction no wonder you discorvering aliens

the hard in hard sci fi isn't a modifier for sci it instead describes hard materials like metal and whatever the hell is up with those mysterious monoliths

if you were a true FEMINIST you wouldn't be posting about burger posting

heeheeheeeee haehaehoaweigahweghoaiejfioasjioasdjfoajef

no bc why is sad machine just like me for real

ik it isnt much but i literally wouldntve gone outside my room if it werent for this soooo :3 idk if you can see but theres a planee

that one friend whos too wants to run away

www.youtube.com/watch?v=hKKg... yo........................ surprise drop........................................

anyone want almost 7 minutes of puppyboy angst in delectable musical form drive.google.com/file/d/1F1bu... [also yes i renamed it i only called it... That originally bc i thought i couldnt fit that verse in but i did :)]

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i Swear i didnt forget !!

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SCP-096 HAS BREACHED CONTAINMENT AND IS FUCKING BALLING ON THE SITE COURTYARD HE'S GOING FOR IT AND OH MY GOD I'VE NEVER SEEN ANYTHING LIKE THIS SINCE [REDACTED]

i cant wait for it to be like november again when my atp puts up lights for loy krathong... its so beautiful last time i wore a blue dress that my grandma made me but none of my friends showed up so i went to 711 for ice cream i spilled it on my dress but its ok bc i got to take rly pretty pics...

sometimes i just start singing the samsung alarm melody to piss my family off its so entertaining www.youtube.com/watch?v=DTN5... this one

NEW ENNARIA SONG !!!!?!??!!!! music.youtube.com/watch?v=VCh7... uh cw ennaria-typical allusions to gore and blood and the like . love how the song just Explodes at the end tho

hmmm my tv objecthead sona "lucie" who still exists despite not getting attention would prolly see in infrared

i dont think im gonna sleep today . for the aesthetic