every few months i get the intense and sudden urge to become a completely different person to the point where my mom gets scared of me and actually lets me go to therapy or some thing ..

u ever wanna go home but u dont even know where this home might be you dont even have a general sense of direction of where you should be going

its not even that i fear ppl will judge me its just a mental block its like i freeze up before i can even Think of doing smth ppl Might judge or heck not even judge just See me doing. a la that one tumblr post that said smth like "you ever get scared of being 'caught' doing smth youre allowed to do"

my parents tend to say im a very open and animated person but i dont really see it, irl i mean. good at public speaking, that kinda thing. but idk i dont see it. i need to stay in my lane socially or else i explode bc theres ppl out there and ppl scare me.

they all have names btw :3 the whale is butter, the dolphin is barbie broadband, the octopus is earl louis (pronounced frenchly) "ham radio" d'object shyni liouville the third, the orca is lemony Or artificer. two names, and the sea turtle is gnarp.

greedy fuck taking all 5 of its ikea sea critter plushies to malaysia overmorrow

melony nightvale stop calling me out >w< (im robot cat please pet me...)

tip 1: computers can make you angry! /q i love nightvale did you know i love nightvale im on ep 86 rn and melony is so frkn relatable i love her so much it feels like she hasnt talked in years and is now saying everything and anything that comes to mind. On Air!

awww melony pennington (nightvale) would love the vast (magnus archives)... shes got that dog in her and by that dog i mean that deep appreciation for the sky and everything in it, even though "in" is such a limiting word built upon our perception of the sky ...

are all of us this funny

look me in my led eyes and tell me im not computer enough to you. do it. i know you cant. [=^w^=]

that one friend whos too should prolly shower

i live in a sitcom thank you for asking

my grandma has perfect pitch and a running gag in the family is sometimes we will just start singing doooo reeee miiii faaaa sollll laaaaaa siiiii dooooo w the Complete wrong notes just to annoy her

babel.reppie.org this website is interesting i gwt to see wikipedia edits happening in real time okanyways i gotta go bavk to studying

sometimes ppl will ask me abt my life aspirations and im like, idk i thought id be in a car w my hand out the taillight by now???? /q

they call him anime boy they call him hopecore personified

HEY YOU!! you look nice today :3

dogtape furby

DID YOU KNOW THAT THEE ROOT WORD FOR COCAINE AND COCOA IS THE SAME THE ANCIENT AZTECS FOUND COCOA TO BE AS ADDICTING AS COCAINE

They just opened a cowardly short 14-day public comment period. Make your voices heard. PLEASE. Link Below 🔗👇🏽 eplanning.blm.gov/Project-Home...

Please blow up the public comment (included below): BREAKING NEWS (7/15) — The administration wants to destroy Chaco Canyon without consulting Tribal Nations. It’s an irreplaceable historic & cultural site with 4,700 archeological sites that could be lost to the bulldozers of oil & gas development

mayhaps bad decision to be watching serial experiments lain attttt checks notes 23:40 in the pm but :3 when had i ever made good decision :3 :3 :з :3

www.youtube.com/watch?v=XKX9... oh right. this bs /pos

i am full of backrooms references that none of my oomfs will presumedly understand

haha just kidding! im grateful for the opportunity and i love my job!!

THEYRE GONNA MAKE ME TEACH ANOTHER SEMESTER OF CODING FUCK EVERYTHING

i miss skype and i miss atom (code editor)

i like when the sky does stuff. i like when the clouds are so uniform and dark that you almost think the sky is that colour until the clouds break and its like the sun just rose again, at 5:53 pm. i like lightning. i like when the sunset shines on sheets of rain and makes the air look orange.

doing a bigger intro here and pinning it. hi im sora, i go by she/they pronouns. im nonbinary transfem. i do 3d art in blender and interested in scifi stuff like halo and mass effect. i would like to get some rgb cat ears for an extra 25% improvement in pc performance pls. thank you for reading <3

ill dial drunk ill die a drunk id die 4 u /lyr

12 hrs daily screentime isnt enough i need what lain's having

today nyai learned my hardware mute switch is broken and hence does nothing. this is so embarassing come kill me please & thank you.

hashtag time is hard but avoiding the crushing grips of reality outside of the internet is harder i dont want to exist outside the internet rawrrrrrr sigh yk its getting bad when i start activelt claiming to be internet creature again

hi i might disappear for a few days, or in a few days, or i mightve already disappeared for a few days parents mightve gotten to me . im quite worried but i dont have concrete proof. please dont worry abt me if i randomly disappear thank you

#promo bc the ai bots RUINED my 500 milestone 💔💔💔 I am Cepha, my pronouns are they/them, I'm 18 years old. I am obsessed with Vocaloid and Project Sekai and I also like Pokémon, Date Everything, cephalopods, birds, art (I draw 👀) and other nerdshit let me yap abt my ship 👉 polyleoniigo.straw.page

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bro the net (not a cage not a cage not a cage not a cage) thats supposed to keep birds outta our balcony doesnt even do its job cus whyd i just see like two fly right innnnnnnnnn

that or the fact nyai havent had breakfast yet. should prolly fix

it takes me the whole day just to wake up and by the time nyai am i havbe to go to bed again what is this `bullshit` !!!!!!

going to the airport (textbook transitional / limianl* space) soon ill try to act normal about it

DONT NEED NO GOODBYE, SEE U IN THE AFTERLIFE ! /lyr

im still thinking abt the new frost children ep its literall staving off my wannacrymissing...... theyve outdone themselves again i cant even

yoooo pi followers :3 dont ignore the bots

the underside of my laptop is currently acting as a heating pad because THE SHOW MUST GO ON FOLKS

maladaptive daydreaming is so weird cus wdym i consider the girl i made up and talked to for 2 years is on par w some of the human friends i had during that time of my life. heck sometimes i think i miss her more than them cus like... idk, i think its closer to grief than nostalgia in a way

yup im officially brainrotted. rip me immediately thinking of the magnus archives upon seeing a last name only Vaguely resembling that of a character. (monthoux (scientist whos paper im reading) vs montauk (character))

im like this because i listened exclusively to abba as a small child i think im like this because, when i was listening exclusively to abba as a small child, my favourite song was slipping through my fingers

supplemental: im in tim's walls /ref