Thought I would plug my hole today to make the final day of packing as fun as possible. It never ends!!! Moving day tomorrow. Can’t believe this is happening. I honestly feel like my life is about to change for the good, and I am going to grow so much from the opportunity’s this move presents.

I am so excited for this move I can’t explain it. The job is a real step up for my career but i finally feel like i will be able to explore and grow hugely as a person, and even more so as a boy/gimp/pig/object. Also, I’ve signed up to a few VML events and i am petrified!! but i am so excited.

Been so busy & distracted recently, then rain came, & I haven’t done much #CigarTraining. I’m really hoping I can find someone with a space for a regular smoke. What should I be aiming for.. twice a week? Where do Vancouver #CigarPigs smoke? Maybe Daddy will let me smoke on balcony?

This is how you do #fcf right? #FullyContainedFriday #Chastity #GayChastity #GayBear #submissive #LockedMale #BDSM

I got a new hood. LOVE IT! Hoods & gags really help get me into a submissive headspace, especially for when taking any pain or discomfort. I am also really wanting to explore my Gimp tendencies and this is going to go perfectly with my new rubber catsuit. #GayGimp #Drone @feturax.bsky.social

Sucking on this like it was oxygen was probably not the best idea. It had been a while & i got over excited. At least I wasn’t sick, so my training is paying off. Also, my new job allows me vacation in April, which means I could go to SmokeOut. Think I need to work up to that thought!? #GayCigar

Not a bad place to smoke a cigar?!Probably last on the island. Hopefully there are more regular cigar sessions to follow with new friends, and more cigar training and use at the hands, or boots, of Vancouver Sirs. Smoked Pig? Smoked Gimp? Smoked Boy? All the above? #CigarPig #CigarTraining

Traveling on the ferry today with a suitcase full of waders, boots, leather and rubber. And a backpack full of @toppedtoys.com and @mrsleather.bsky.social XTRM gas’s mask and attachments. If any of these zips fail it will be one hell of a show! Counting down the days to calling YVR home. 12!!

The rain has POURED since i got the job so no celebratory #CigarTraining for this #CigarPig :( But the journey with my gut and my hole continues. Did a deep clean and plugged with the topped Toys #GP75 for 5 hours before bed. Replugged easily this AM for work. At 2hrs so far. @toppedtoys.com

I got the job!!!! Here’s a little something from last weekend. I have a million things to get sorted!

I am still here folks. A lot going on right now. Just had my second interview for a job I really want but trying my hardest to not get my hopes up. Here’s a few cigar photos from this year. #GayCigar #CigarPig #CigarTraining #GayLeather

Why do I make the “Mwah” sound when I kiss people. I literally die inside every time! There’s socially awkward, and then there’s “Mwah” 💀 🙈

I’ve been prepping for an important interview this coming Monday. I think I’m as prepared as I’ll ever be. I’m so excited to get to Vancouver and continue the growth I’ve made this year, so fingers crossed. All the feelings right now!

I’m in love!! 2 of my impulsive purchases together. I have a thing for being hooded. @regulation.store Rubber Hood with Pecker Gag and @kbboy.bsky.social Silicone Muzzle. Urgh.. I Missed that 1 back strap that should be tucked in. #RubberGimp #Gimp #GayRubber #RubberFetish #GayBDSM #BDSM

Things from my impulsive spending spree, that I didn’t have the money for, are all starting to role in now the postal strike is paused in our area. Nice new shiny silicone Muzzle with traction ring. #RubberGimp #Gimp #GayRubber #RubberFetish #GayBDSM #BDSM

I am absolutely loving these nipple clamps from @toppedtoys.com i have used them almost everyday for various tasks around the house and also whilst playing with my hole. Her i am just sat watching TV letting the weights hang down between my legs. #Gay #TitPig #TT

Rainy weekend so no cigars for me. Think I’m going to keep working on my hole. It’s been so long since it got a proper workout. I can’t let IBS win! I want my Doms to be able to use all of me for Their pleasure. Video from a year and a bit ago. #FF #Gay #HoleTraining #Gape @xlube.com

A #Locktober #Chastity photo because ‘tis the season.

I have some fun kinky things in the mail and they are all getting held up by the Canada Post strike. Coming: * Detachable inflatable rubber gag for the hood pictured * KBboy: Rubber muzzle with traction ring attachment. * Correct sized #rubber catsuit 🖤🖤🖤 * Poppers (Maybe? Customs 💩) #GayRubber

I have just had the nicest weekend. Smiling from ear to ear and about to collapse in bed. Usual word vomit not needed. It was just a fucking brilliant weekend!!

Any other #locked folk leak cum when they take a shit? I feel like such a pathetic little pig, the slightest stimulation and i am leaking in the public washroom. My locked cock is useless and the only time i get a realise appears to be when i go to the toilet. LOVE IT! #locktober #chastity

I haven’t posted much of my chastity here. I’ve been locked since July 15th so today is 87 days. I’m so thankful for my Daddy. In so many ways he has helped guide me and rebuild my confidence. I am forever grateful that he’s in my life. #Loctober #Chastity #GayChastity #BDSM #Kink3D

Excited for a busy weekend. Friday night with Daddy. Saturday is thanksgiving meal cooked by Daddy’s gorgeous partner, then off to #VML Grunt night where i have agreed to be the demo bottom. Saturday and Sunday night with Daddy’s partner. Sunday and Monday shenanigans including new #Pillion film.

A cigar from last week. Not sure what I’m gonna do with the daylight slipping away. #CigarPig #GayCigar #CigarTraining #TT

A #locktober photo to get your attention. Day 5 (82 total). I have #findom #cashfag Tribute questions for you all. I’ll preface this all with the fact i have a complex relationship to this kink.

I have never needed to be beaten and kept on the edge of breaking so badly. What do I need to do? I need some way to release whatever im feeling right now. Thank god i only come home to see family every 2/3 years. I love them but 🤯 #BDSM #GayBDSM #GaySub #Submissive

Remember when i ordered a rubber catsuit in the wrong size (Below), & freaked out? The new suit was ordered last week and i have confirmation it’s 4 weeks away. Now i get to panic about it getting stuck with the Canada Post strike. I still have my backup #rubber pants and top, plus my new hood 🖤

#BLUF men make me lose it… I forget how to speak properly & get even shyer than usual. #Cigar smoking BLUF men make my brain turn to mush. How do other shy, socially awkward folk react around those they fancy, love, or lust over? Even online I melt! Do you meet #BLUF Men in your Day to Day?

Feeling Fresh. Ready for my fleeting visit home.

I need to move to Vancouver ASAP. I remember Daddy saying that once id been beaten, used and played with i would get an itch and need to return to him often to get it scratched. I’m itchy!! Once every 1 or 2 months is not enough.

Follow up sleep study went well I think. It’s absolutely crazy the difference a nights sleep makes when you don’t stop breathing constantly… it’s the small things that matter. #GayCigar #CigarPig #GayLeather Photo because I can

I was racing the sun setting so i couldn’t let the cigar cool down. Go to 0:35 to skip me sat there waiting with it on my tongue. #GayCigar #CigarPig #HumanAshtray

Just starting. I’ll update later. #CigarPig #GayCigar #CigarTraining

Canadapoppers.is was a flop, literally no effect. Poppers-online.ch got caught at customs but maybe because i order 6x small bottles? So now im trying poppers-now.com with just 2 bottles to see if this gets through customs. Any #FFun West Coast Canadian’s have any intel on local poppers? DM me?

I FUCKING LOVE these weighted clover nipple clamps from @toppedtoys.com

I feel like it’s been a while. Sometimes life weeks flash by! Where is the quiet season now?! Had a lovely evening with Daddy & my brother last weekend. I took my new @regulation.store #Rubber hood to show him and try out. I was bound whilst my brother got fisted. #GayBDSM #GayRubber #CBT #TT

I am so madly in love with this. I’m going to be showing it off for weeks!

Why do we have to work?! Back the office today. I had a great night last night playing with my hole. Still learning how my body works so it wasn’t straight forward but still enjoyed it. Used my new #FFausten ‘The Lube’. And finally got hold of some poppers too 💜😈 Also.. new tattoo on Thurs!

I feel like a huge thank you should go out to @blindjaw.bsky.social I found this illustrated guide to douching years ago and it helped me no end. No one teaches you and it’s a shit job to do. It’s in so many languages on their profile. #GaySex #Douching #FFun

Housework day. Used the carpet cleaner on sofa, ottoman, and both rugs. Cleaned the shower, vacuumed, did laundry, made breakfast bars, fertilised the plants. #Leather made it bearable. My rubber suit mishap will be sorted next week when Regulation reopens to custom orders. Then 4 wks to make.

I can’t figure out if i need a kiss and a cuddle, or to be used hard.

I vividly remember the 1st time Daddy fisted me. Right after I started my serious hole training and loved it! Then my gut problems started. I’m trying again. Poppers should arrive tomorrow! And new #ToppedToys are already here. Here’s a video from a year ago. #FFun #Fisting #Xlube #DaddysCunt

Can anyone else not upload a video? I have the Photo Album Icon, Camera Icon, and the GIF Icon. This is like.. super urgent!! I need to upload an old hole training video where I took the @toppedtoys.bsky.social Grip 96.

Sat in the sun enjoying lunch. In a previous life i do believe i was a lizard. Explains the S.A.D as well. Undercover #CigarPig. I love that at home or away I’m eating ash and drinking piss, I’m always #locked, and DADDY always has the key. But here i am looking trying to act like a professional.

Spent the weekend trying to figure out if I’m just down & feeling stupid because I bought a $500 rubber suit that doesn’t fit me, and realising I’m 2” taller than I thought… Or, if it’s the start of S.A.D and I need to start upping medication to avoid a repeat of last year. Keeping a close eye!

I’m 5ft 9” Wtf ??!! I always thought I was 5ft 7” Photo just because

Looks like this is actually too small to make work. Upset, & expensive mistake to make, but we live and learn! Waiting on Regulation to open up their orders again and then I’ll order again. It’s for sale on Second Skin if anyone is looking for a XL (Extra Short) suit #RubberFetish #Gimp #GayRubber

My suit & hood arrived! It’s absolutely gorgeous and such good quality!! Think i got some measurement wrong with my torso as it’s probably an inch too short but my nipples still just poke out the top of nipple zips, and it’s comfortable. Hood is gagged, pin hole eyes, & zip/lace back. #GayGimp

Put on my #GayRubber jock (a little tight but keeps my cage secure and hidden away), my restraints and collar and got to eating the ash I’ve saved up recently. This is the 1st boot (more to come). Gagged a few times but I’m determined to become the best #CigarPig #AshHole #HumanAshray there is.

I still can’t believe the feeling I get when smoking a cigar. I get so horny! I love the way i look smoking! And I fucking love the taste and smell! Fall is coming and the daylight is disappearing not sure where I will smoke then. Needing to explore #RubberGimp and #CigarPig more and more.