wtf is this

More bsky usage?

Finished watching Scott pilgrim

Anatomy?

HEY! Murder Drones people!! Give me your OCs, I’m gonna doodle them :] Told ya I’d do another one of these! Read the thread for a little more info <3 #murderdrones #murderdronesoc

hehe, accidentally had to see something related to the fanzine. fuck me. why. just a singular line or something on it to at least not have my brain not forget it and abuse me with it but that's over. I guess this brain is going to hurt me anyway.

that came true, I'm not surprised, I hope more of my prophecies come true.

guys give me md dtiy please.

wowi so accurate

I don't need to see more posts about the fanzine my day is already stressed and ruined because of it.

everyone in the quotes are so happy. expect for me, I'm just suffering, stressed and sad. would've said if I could do a single drawing or a line but I can't.

I can already see the posts they're all excited, I'm not. why, must I be like this? I would've say, just a single line or little drawing but, I guess I can't do that.

what did i tell ya, everyone is excited for the fanzine while i'm suffering here.

No matter the learning material, no matter how they phrase it or show it visually this dumb fucking brain doesn't wanna learn.

can't think of any hair, looking at references are useless to

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giving up art, is getting more appealing everyday, why continue my stress because of the fanzine, my inability to improve and learn, etc?

Mei by MD strays and male J.

just seeing people, who are younger or just a year older than me doing well at drawing is one of my ways to get demotivated.

accidentally saw the MD fanzine account. day ruined and stressed for the rest of the day as warm please, just a small drawing for them to remove this stress, or just let me add a single line.

how make her float

96 days. haha, so much time to be useless and not improve.

everyone else is more able. I'm less able than someone normal, a literal child can do better than me, they can do fucking shading, anatomy etc. were they drawing from the womb? I don't see any point to draw if I know I'm going to fail it anyway. god, maybe I am worthless and useless.

Normalize inconsistency in your art. Normalize not making every art piece super detailed and intricate. Normalize just creating art for the sake of it.

Cyn

I don't want the fanzine to drop. I don't want to feel absolutely fucking stressed from it. I know. worse reason to fucking stressed but I am. just a little drawing please.

demotivated. any art tips?

want to make a new oc for funies and maybe to ignore the stress of the fanzine. but I fucking have aphantasia and being very indecisive.

Cant think of what more to add

kota not understand what doing

just a little drawing for the fanzine just a small one would be enough to satisfy my negativity but I can't. might let it grow.

thank you for the random colours oc from 小红书

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i dont have a future i dont want to continue my life i dont want to have my disadvantages for longer.

is there a point for me to draw? It's just going to end up like everything else, failure.

There Are Decades Where Nothing Happens' and 'Weeks Where Decades Happen - Lenin

I'm still bored. I don't know what to draw.

I 'm bored Give me somethings to draw

am I just a guiné pig that was used to seeing what would happen if they gave someone only disadvantages? if that's the case or not, I want to disappear, it might end my suffering and the disadvantages I have, I wouldn't be useless and worthless anymore just dead in a river no theory me fine..

Maybe I'm a useless and worthless fuck. I don't even consider myself a "normal human" atp because of the amount of stuff I can't do unlike "normal people" everyone to normal people say something is "easy, simple, basic" but for me, it's "hard, impossible, complex". I don't want to contd this life

I can't do anything about it anyway, my brain will not forget it. everyone else is probably excited when the fanzine comes out, and I'm here fucking crying to myself. watching small and big moots on it, while I'm here fucking crying.

just a little drawing for the fanzine just a small one would be enough to satisfy my negativity but I can't. might let it grow.

i feel like drawing but feel shit cause i saw a fanzine post.

terriblely drawn chocolate puddim