not sure if anyone even follows me on here . . . at the same time fuck condensing my thoughts into 300 characters my cavewoman era shall be extended indefinitely

decay by klarigon is 2 yrs old i wrote about it here stereobub.substack.com/p/decay-deit...

the first single 'Quills' comes out this wednesday!

🚨 ANNOUNCEMENT 🚨 my new album 'Eyes On Me' will be released 22/8! this is my first full vocal synth album, featuring vocals by Kasane Teto and lyrics by me on every track!

i will publish something creative here by the end of the year or else... there are a many things half done but my mental health and executive dysfunction are a bitch and my ambitions are too big 🙂

i also wrote about the new @stereolabgroop.bsky.social: rateyourmusic.com/music-review... greatest band in the world and they still got it

i wrote about teto kasane, gender, and this new @jamies.page album here - rateyourmusic.com/music-review... album of the year, saved my life, etc 🌀 ⭐ you will no go buy a constant companions deluxe vinyl and run up those numbers 🌀 ⭐

hello i will be here now. this is a placeholder account because i dont like social media. i will use it in the future if i have to and make it nicer

(there will soon be one month of Lucia's Diary. if you are reading along and want me to keep crossposting here, let me know. otherwise i will continue on telegram moving forward next month)

where the walls learned to speak and the doors stay open where the fire stands tall and the floors stay broken where a hand joins yours and your daze turns focused where a bridge undead reaches through to where hope is

stars striking poses there is no way back a slow slip through psychosis, targets on her back treetops swing in union, bluebirds on attack as the dawn starts blooming, pawprints on the track

red is the colour of the sun past lives coming undone heads in the clouds as one flat like time on the run

purple was the colour of wintertime where outer reaches of the forest roots intertwine memories sprinkled with a sprig of thyme heart of glass decorated with a tint divine

black is the color of the snout pawprints heavy under clouds bleak is the echo of the shout orphans heaping up the mound

hearts in 3/4 and hands on the floor flashlight war hungry eyes want more stoplight gore traffic floods galore headlights blink with the future in store

and when i glimpsed into the mirror to see just who i could be i recoiled at the thought that my reflection is me but it is - im one drop in a fluorescent sea of light, a raindrop slipping off a tree

like diamonds cutting diamonds play three chords then wander off in silence fragile little fingers but these hands know violence footsteps in the fire all part of the assignment

the guitar sticker said "tag walls punch fascists" head full of hurt and speech full of acid baggage in the crawlspace bodies in the attic eyes full of fire with a stare traumatic

where all floors expand to glacial frostbit land the body map another riddle with the skin in hand madcap dance in the attic feral glance hits gland see the fool on one leg like the trip had planned

an agreement with no words to lock glance in tundra of void is no worse weightless staircases into locked doors its a race to the bottom performed on all fours

to beat the death cult is to grow up feel until you faint and to love until you throw up believe until you die and to never ever slow up greet the ending with a smile and watch it blow up

he said - all who cross this line shall face death divine an undoing of the inner swine an unwinding of the inner machinations of crime and then beautiful justice will come with time

bickering something sweet like "wanna wander the frost? just stay light on your feet, not all who wander are lost" seven steps beyond horizon where the yonder is crossed i wonder if the call knows what the responder has caused

feral breath quickening eyes wide city lights flickering where pride falls white nights thickening slide through the wild side traffic lights stickering family sticks firm but friends are a thicker thing

an introduction with no name a handshake but no claim no friction and no pain in the palm of your hand look, a contradiction lain she's got no shield from the rain so take care of the flame

needles in your skin and wind in your fur that sting of wisdom is why you don't sing anymore since you came back for more with a shake to the core you don't shake anymore, a king came to the fore

run faster - the pulse of Truth awaits a disaster on four legs and unsteady gait on through frozen decades and dire straits a tired fated carried to where the fire stays

it only opens up for you once you rip out the page dive under the letters in a half blind rage get em tween your teeth where the venom has aged lock up the tutor in a half price cage

paws on unsteady roads as in a dream it's a winding pathway into life's forgotten seams it's the fold inbetween what is thought and what is seen it can't be bought by the keen to upturn all that's been

blades of grass stand tall in a huddle a parade of rats holding hands in the rubble food and songs and collective thought bubbles we dont brood over our wrongs we just dance through the trouble

butterfly physique eyes on fire mouth open skin stretched over the skies from north to south hoping arms reply one day fingers twine cage closes case closed every wound dry scars covered in roses

all twelve selves found within me disagree rippling waves destroy each other racing cross the sea discordant multiplicity facing loss of me refractions in the pulse of absurd cacophony

my breath is on the window, my figure is a stain on the huddled collective that's framed behind the pane i drag my finger cross the scene, imagine myself on the plain reality bursts out the seams - and fiction is mundane

hands across time and drops in the river the rippling of the waves and the truth in the shivers i'm delivered to the shores where the fruits taste bitter where the light is let loose and my guardians wither

daylight through my fingers in the shape of a tree branches in my bloodstream; an escape in the sea one of its arms embracing me, river defacing my plea because it knows i want to live and now it lives within me