1am herbal tea as a substitute for deep human connection

ah, the joys of remembering shit you'd forgotten about, and going "huh, that was actually just straight up emotional abuse, wasn't it"

kind of just hitting me now but today was maybe the most meaningful and personally validating day I've had in 13 years of doing this fuckin band thing

been in regina for like 5 minutes and instagram has already started giving me ads for crop insurance. saskatchewan you are not a real place

getting on a flight to Regina AMA

one of those need-a-hug-type nights for sure

missing out on the polyamory discourse because the idea of multiple people finding me dateable is just too far-fetched to comprehend

sorry gang I didn't get the rough mix done b/c I was feeling cute

I guess my world never really stopped falling in huh

maybe spending the entire day in places that are slightly Cursed for me was unwise

decline push-ups? yeah, I think I will

whoops forgot to crospost it here BUT: our first single Pink hits the world in exactly one week! get ready!

one year anniversary of bottom surgery let's goooo

Introduce yourself with 10 bands you've seen live: Rush Switchfoot PISS Wintersleep Tokyo Police Club Metric Blessed The Tragically Hip Snow Patrol Said The Whale

love 2 watch very dumb movies with very cool people

coffee mug that says "don't talk to me until my sublingual estradiol (4mg) dissolves"

gotta get a new phone so I can take videos at my friends' shows and not have them look terrible

announcing something very cool tomorrow. stay tuned.

tfw your guitarist catches you looking forlorn at band practice

ken sim tearfully begging mark carney to pleeeeeease give him one billion dollars to build the giant obelisk that makes deepfake nudes

It's time to build.

finally working on getting back into shape after bottom surgery and months of crippling depression and it's going well! exercise bike is a slightly different experience now though huh

I must not after-work nap. after-work nap is the mind-killer. after-work nap is the little death that brings total obliteration

a nice grilled cheese, tomato soup, and a mug of herbal tea vs. my bad brain day

me, almost 4 years into transitioning: "what if I learned how to do contouring properly"

at a vancouver canadians game and there's loads of empty seats on a gorgeous saturday but sure let's spend a fortune bringing an mlb team here

wish somebody would write a song about how today is gonna be the day that they're gonna throw it back to you

please book my band for your festival! I promise we are very nice and cool!

gender affirming surgery saves lives. cus i know it'd be a shame to put all this hard work to waste

maybe I should be a weirdo on the internet more often maybe I should be a weirdo on the internet less often

real gender euphoria hours today, you love to see it

oh yeah I'm actually pre-op [the surgery that gives you a likeable personality]

I'm at the trans community gathering. I'm at the punk rock show. I'm at the combination trans community gathering and punk rock show.

man cannot live on sublingual estradiol and breakfast sandwiches alone

wait a minute...this sapphic speed dating event doesn't have a fire escape!

locked in the synth cage again

once again in need of a hug

nothing worse than getting the hiccups while you're drunk. looney tunes- ass shit

maybe I should femme it up more often idk

look if you're gonna be such a ruthless careerist that you're willing to burn your friends while they're recovering from major surgery, but you still can't put out a decent sounding mix, what are you even doing

got some guitar tracking done the other day, it's sounding great not gonna lie

do I go to a show tonight, or do I let the void consume me

hoping for the kind of nuclear war that only annihilates me specifically

why is port coquitlam

some folks just truly have no shame huh

trans-lunar injection? that's when she only does her shots by moonlight

happy tdov im so tired

Happy Trans Day of Visibility ❤️🏳️‍⚧️❤️

oh no

once I discover my sense of self-worth it's so over for you motherfuckers