*doesn’t eat all day then eats a meal that’s too big at the end of the day*

honestly i think people trying to say everyone is bad are coping more than the people who think SE is good, at least the latter have the excuse of being media illiterate lol

i feel like people pushing the "everyone is bad" thing about helldivers miss the point, every faction we fight in HD2 is the product of horrific acts by Super Earth, 1 to 1, bugs-SE farmed them till they lost sentience, Bots-enslaved/genocide, squids-genocide. SE are the bad guys

OH MY GOD ITS OVERPOWERED ANIME MC SHERLOCK! 😂

just realised Reacher is the "overpowered anime MC" show of crime mystery shows lol im totally here for it haha

why the fuck am i seeing people on the HP game, really? after everything that woman has done with the hp money, genuinely what the fuck is wrong with you if you see this and get offended, have a real hard thing why, because imo its a tame reaction to you choosing hp of trans ppl

Hey @duneawakening.com it's time to consider the PVE servers if you want this game to survive, the game actually got more playable for many as servers died down, but now forcing us back onto other servers is going to once again push the PVE players away. Please Just give us full PVE

This might be the best fucking tiktok I've seen all week, this is exactly what the new event quest is like 😂 (Original - vt.tiktok.com/ZSmp13TRX/)

LIVE! come join! CORKEPIN TIM!

setting up strem now

Core Keeper DAY! ill be joining @lozarcane.bsky.social for their debut and BIRTHDAY! as we explore the update, we are generating a new world and bringing gear/mats from the old one, racing for the new content. 1 hours time! :D

Battery was dead again (0% not dea dead) this time it's due to the little pad on my break pedal that turns off my break lights broke, and it didn't break on a day I was good, it broke on the day I had to come home from work cos MECFS flared, so I didn't notice 🙃

Love a good narrative dissonance 😂 side character: no we cant afford to hold you back you need to get there fast to save everyone in the valley cut to me 2 seconds later doing a jumping puzzle for a shiny i can see at the top 😅

I didn't think I couldn't be more disgusted by the files than I already was, tonight I learnt about something that will haunt me forever, I nearly threw up and remained feeling like i still might for a while after... Death is too good for these people...

so i ordered carbonara coz its been a shitty night, and the place has changed the recipe and the new one makes me feel sick... yea that checks out for today...

i haven’t had the capacity to do large discord calls for a long while now, and it feels so isolating... i hate it

oh good, my brain has entered the "they hate you" stage despite no evidence, just, uhhg i hate this...

Reminder, don't watch the new scream, they fired the lead for speaking out against genocide

Will I need to play Stories 1 and 2 before 3? What do you guys think?

So I came across this song, and it's probably the most seen I've ever felt from music, it's a solid look into what this experience is like. youtu.be/Jp8jhfSAs84?...

it sucks having to bail on thing, but when MECFS decides i dont get to do anything today i dont really get a reroll on that, its really easy to forget how bad the bad days are till you get them again.

why am i always surprised when my disability disables me lol, im like, "why am i stuck going back to bed all day today, i have stuff i need to do" sitting here like :

Third times the charm, sorry about this, the servers are supposed to be up, so we are moving to Monster Hunter and i can finally see if i can stream it!!

the fact MH servers need to be up to play with friends, despite making US host the lobbies feel genuinely shitty, cant even create a private lobby while servers are down im guessing this is some weird anti cheating thing gone wild

nvm mh extended downtime by 2 hours

IT DIDNT CRASH! setting up now come join!

game is crashing on start up, woo (no Reframework so dont suggest that, i know its the go to excuse for capcom.) gonna try and troubleshoot

update maybe, downloading soooo sooon tm

update seems to be running late so uhh please stand by

going to see if all the fixes will allow me to stream Monster Hunter tomorrow, about 11 hours from now! time for AT Arkveld!

moments after running past a player message and falling to my death for the first time, i went back to read the player message..... oh.... 😅

Shout out to my GP who noticed i was feeling bad about my progress and slip ups health wise as i was leaving, and stopped me to say: "hey, you're doing great, really, you are" so, that meant so much, also completely unrelated im probably dehydrated now 😅

rewatched Predator Badlands, seeing it a second time i really can not recommend this enough, not only is it beautifully shot (fights included) but there are actually SO SO many layers i didnt notice the first time around. phenomenal movie

It's really hard, if not impossible, to properly describe the way being chronically single affects you to someone who has never experienced it. I end up sounding like this when I try

So my power has been out for an hour and won't be in for another few at least.... Ah yes, exactly what I needed right now, hour of alone time with my head. I cant even nap since I need the cpap machine... This is hell

another year to the tally... at this stage i think ive just given up...

Ah, I love waking up coughing coz my Cpap machine shut off because my power cut out on one of my most hated nights of the year..... Fantastic.....

Nintendo's virtual game care system just screwed over the kids at my work, we had 2 switches with the same account and games for the kids, the other isn't here today and now Nintendo made it so only one of those switches can have the virtual game cards so they are locked out

so i started watching Moonlit Fantasy recently. (Tsuki ga Michibiku Isekai Douchuu) and just started season 2, so far loving it, but the end of every episode sounds like its about to break into a meme edit xD having the music fade in like that for some reason is hilarious

i really should have expected i wouldn’t be able to sleep well at this time of year...

lazy day terraria time! www.twitch.tv/lozarcane

sometimes i worry im bringing the team down when i struggle on a mission, then i get to the end screen and realise the game just had it out for me 😅 (also wtf is that name xD)

been thinking back to Iron Lung, and its so fucking good, i realised i completely forgot it was all entirely in one room, like, its so good at implying the world outside the sub that i forgot it was just in one fucking room haha

so im kind of glad my adhd and mental health stopped me from making a discord server, i can channel all that into whatever pops up to replace it because fuck giving them any more data

fun fact, my Samsung watch no longer tells me the weather of the location i selected. why? because it will now only ever update weather data if i allow it to upload my location. fuck capitalism, and fuck this utterly disgusting behaviour we are just allowing to happen

loved it, i personally liked the slower pace and i adored the part that was very much channelling the game (the mapping part) biggest praise i can say is that a good chunk in i had the realisation that i had long since stopped thinking of Simon as Mark because i was invested

Finally seeing Iron Lung, found a session that was not while school was out lol here we go

Fuck ICE, Fuck anyone who supports ICE! oh wow, that was a lot easier than people seem to suggest

SO, helldivers is doing something nuts atm, this is hyping me up haha, im so curious if the rumours about a rebellion beginning will be true, wonder if we will pick sides

its really hard to keep going to family events when im consistently disrespected and talked over, straight up told to stop talking about things i enjoy because my parents dont care... its just so draining