TBH really sad about all the graduations in the vtuber corpo space 🥹. Things feel funky. I hope everyone is hanging on and doing ok.

Focussing on how much I’m having fun and the people in my corner is what keeps me going. ♥️

I'm always shocked at how many Butter Cookies there actually are since we are such a undercover and polite bunch!

I don’t have a lot to offer but my presence and consistency right now! So I’m very thankful for my viewers who are waiting for me to recover and do more cool stuff on the future.

✂️✨11/4 - 11/10 SCHEDULE IS UP✨✂️ THE RETURN OF ELDEN RING. BEE BATH! FACTORY MUST EXPAND! 🎨: #shiillustration 🤡: #mememaw 🔴: #shiinaLIVE 🎬: #shiinaclip

My energy has been so low lately, I went to Costco, cooked bulk dinner for the next few days, ate, and then passed out LOL.

I woke up and for the first time in a long time I realized, hey... I kinda like myself a lot more these days. That is a huge win guys. Literally couldn't grow this much as a person without you.

Things can be really unfair sometimes, but it doesn't matter! Having bad odds never stopped me before so why should it now? 💁‍♀️

I love being a streamer and am eternally grateful for my viewers and what I have, but sometimes o get really shy and don’t want to be perceived for awhile. 😂

😔 Dreading the inevitable vocal break in the horizon. I hope we can at least get through the year together.

W.... what if i don't want the official Phase Connect account to notice me. 🫥

✂️✨10/28 - 11/3 SCHEDULE IS UP✨✂️ 👻It's Halloween Week!🎃 We just have a few spoopy games and also a cooking stream this week! I am a bit low on energy due to throat hort but I am just excited to spend some time with you!✨ 🎨: #shiillustration 🤡: #mememaw 🔴: #shiinaLIVE 🎬: #shiinaclip

Hmm not gonna lie, not a fan of bison meat. 😭 It’s a bit gamey and the texture is a bit off.

Beefalo chili is finally cookin. 👅

It just makes sense to separate my rubarb posting elsewhere. I hope the cookies won’t make too much of a deal about it. ♥️ I’m not gonna change my content it’s just what it is. 🫡

I hope Hime is ok. 🥺

OTSU BLUEBERRIES 😂

Sometimes I’m on Reddit and r/baking never ceases to baffle me. It’s usually someone going, “omg why does my cake look awful?. Then you find out they made like 10 substitutes on the recipe. 😂 YOU DIDN’T FOLLOW THE RECIPE YOU DUMB BINCH!!!!!! 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

The pride seeing that the biggest thermos we have is gone along with a big portion of chicken soup. Good luck at work sis. 🫡

I wish I had Filipino friends like I did in high school because no one loves karaoke more than the Filipinos. I WANT TO BE INVITED TO KARAOKES!!!!

Why did I make 3 quarts of chicken soup… It’s just me and my sister… 🧍‍♀️

I decided to cook a chicken soup at midnight. Truly what was I thinking. LOL

I keep seeing people recommend Signalis and I agree it is a fantastic concept and game. The only thing that truly filtered me was the sound aspect of it. Truly ear rape. 😭

Tomorrow morning I will reprise my appearance on the Square Enix official channels! ✨ A post will go up on X a few hours before! Please keep your eyes peeled!

Sister: Why did you go full rhubarb?….. Me: I thought it would be fun? 😭

I’ve only started showing it recently but I’ve been role playing as my plushies since I was a little girl and it never really went away. 🥹 It’s just something I do sometimes because it’s easier to hug and talk to them without being judged. They won’t ever be uncomfortable! 😂

Sometimes I do something so me in such a raw way that I get embarrassed because it’s all the parts I usually mask hardcore. 😭

✂️✨10/21 - 10/27 SCHEDULE IS UP✨✂️ A big week for us with a collab with Lumi & Uruka as well as a collaboration with Square Enix tomorrow! Definitely download the demo of Romancing SaGa 2 and play through it if you can! 🎨: #shiillustration 🤡: #mememaw 🔴: #shiinaLIVE 🎬: #shiinaclip

#shiillustration Day 21: Wizard: Shiina casts a Dastartdly Confangled Fireball

Super nervous! But yes huge news for me. 🥹♥️ Very grateful and happy but I hope I can be great tomorrow!

✧December 2023 Desktuber Showcase✧ Thank you #PhaseConnect #PhaseALiAS for trusting me (´▽`ʃ♡ƪ) It was an honor to see it being used in the second anniversary stream!!! (I can finally post this with the help of myuudesign Thank you for the help in making this showcase vid~)

Made one for Shiina too! Song: Cupid (Twin Version) by FIFTY FIFTY #AmanogawaShiina #shiinaclip #shiillustration #PhaseConnect #vtuber #amv

The trainer vs the pokemon II. Kani is she she is Kani Yep this was also a fun one I wish I can print these and send em to meemaw~ #shiillustration #Vtuber #Pokemon #Pixelart

2024 so far #shiillustration

🦀 #shiillustration

Chibi animations for Amanogawa Shiina🦀 #shiillustration #PhaseConnect

Dreading doing taxes this year. All the taxes talk made me remember taxes UHHGGGGGGG 😭

Update: The furries are so nice on this app wtf.

#shiillustration #vtuber Meemaw racing crabot. Seeing how this bluesky thing goes lol.

I keep telling people I’m a very second in command kind of person. ITS SUPER TRUE! Not even trying to put myself down. It’s just the objective truth. 😂

Good news: No ads and rage bait on bluesky Bad news: they put me on the furry algorithm

Noticed that I needed a snickers on stream lately so I contacted some friends and we are making an effort to have a reunion! 🥺♥️ I watched my old Only Up stream and I miss my positivity and cuteness. Need to touch grass!

I don’t know if Bluesky will stick but for those who are here, you guys will get Shiina alt posting because I like it here. 😌♥️

Sleep always makes me feel better. Never trust your feelings after 10pm 😌

Crying cause I just made it through a really painful recording session. 😔 I hope I can heal soon. I don’t want to disappoint everyone but this was really tough.

NGL been a bit anxious lately! I’m an annoyingly nuanced person with annoyingly nuanced opinions and I just don’t belong on the internet but here I am. 🧍‍♀️

In a way since there are less people here I feel more comfortable posting ✨ EHEHEHE

I need to find an app that can cross post on here so that it’s not just a desolate wasteland 🥹

My wish is to see more ✂️✨ in people’s profiles. 🥹♥️