So I've decided to make a personal decision and one that's overdue. I will permanently be deleting most of my social media platforms In October. But I will create new ones in the following year of 2027 & 2028. If you want to keep in contact with me. Just let me know.

Sketch of me drawing through the pain of suicidal ideation, grief and EMOTIONAL DAMAGE.

I've Decided To Evolve & Expand

Came up with sketching a logo redesign of a YouTube Series called “Mammal Squad” and thought I could come up with a better design. #mammalsquad #logodesign #conceptsketches

I guess I'm "Artificial" and need some work to improve it really.

Had the random opportunity to come up with a concept of drawing a beautiful thicc women barefoot or without heels to wear. I know here hair style will be silver dreadlocs but I don't know what else to add.

My body has been in this rest mode where I don't want to do anything, but I want to do "Something." Express to contribute and to offer the world what I can offer until the candle ends and fades at least.

Requiem

Made sketches a couple of days a go with eyes and flames. I wanted to make either custom logos or emblems for T-Shirt Designs or Branding at some point. Just I don't have the proper naming chops.

I did this a long time but I made a fan UI art Mock UP for Super Smash Bros. Ultimate to test to see if I could mimic the style. I'm glad a friend was able to tell me this looked cool and I should post stuff like this more. #UI #UIArt #SuperSmashBros #GraphicDesign

20 minute sketch

This might be super stupid or really dumb at the moment. But I'm considering resetting and restarting this account differently. Honestly, I don't have that many people on this platform and I don't really get that much traction and support. I guess the best thing I can do is "Restart"

It's been awhile since I've drawn something in my sketchbook. Only because some of the jobs that do require me to draw it digitally. Sitting on my ass can be a pain but it was worth it to randomly sketch anything I could. I'll be showing random Doodles and practices everyday from time to time.

I forgot I can actually make stuff like this.

I'm sharing that support and I working on this game!

When trying to reach for a Hot Pocket

I'm scared. I'm lost and I'm really just confused about how to live and thrive in the world. But people have offer me hope to continue doing the best I can do in troubling times and good times.

What I'm working on tonight

We all want answers. We all want the truth. We all want a conclusion. But what we really want is, "closure, clarity, and content " to stop solving the puzzle. - Demetric Bell

My face when I hear someone going to beat my ass in a game I barely play and just wondering why you gotta be talkin shit if I don't know how to play well. Let me enjoy for fun instead of competition

Never thought I would have a friend beat my ass just because I thought I didn't need to exist. Now she's beating me up to existing not to leave this cold, cruel, dark world lol.

For context this is me building and conceptualizing a design sheet for character design and visual development. My goal was to make something minimal and readable. The characters you see are what I made with the board that's presented with you. And if you look closer it explains some story.

Who every made the prices for solid state drives go up (ai companies) your moms a hoe. My soild state is dying and all my games and art is on there

Designing a font prototype called 'Numb

I made things too easy and quite comfortable.

Aha

The Five Stages Of Denial when a Boss is too hard for you in a game but you won't accept it yet because you're not a quitter.

I'm hungry

I recently found out you can paint in Illustrator. I'm learning I don't trust myself when it comes to creating as much anymore.

I want to be honest. I want to be true. Somehow I'm surround by many that don't want the truth. We live in reality, Though we triumph in delusion in order to create or sustain comfort. I suffer to wonder if lying to ourselves is the result of accepting we may never get whatever we want will we

So, I've downloaded Affinity to try and explore what is has to offer. So I made a sort of course to help me learn the ropes and steps.

So, I've decided (painfully) be a developer sort of craftsman for 30+ years or so. After a weird, strange and crazy impulsive day. I've think I've run my course with trying to die or in theory think my life is over. So I've decided to Improve, change it and challenge it. However the cost may be.

Struggling my way through making vocals sound good for a song in my audio drama with an unstable version of Cubase... yayy.... Live now if you want to say hi. twitch.tv/virix_dreamcore

Currently working on a Stream Overlay System I can make with teams and myself.

It's okay to chase your dreams, goals and pursuits. We all go through struggle and existential realism. As long as the candle of passion is still being lit. You're dreams and hope never die. Share that with people who want to achieve a dream. Be that inspiration.

Alright, New Year Vacation is over and I'm ready to just about get back to working and focusing. Now where and how can I start documenting everything and being highly productive?

Wrapping up the year at Borderless Studios. Clock Out at 2 hit 2,700 wishlists and made its way to events like GaijinPot Expo, Game Devs of Color, Scream Fest, and Tokyo Game Show. Next year is about more updates, and getting the game into more hands. Grateful for everyone following the journey.

Current - Work In Progress Illustration #Art #ConceptArt #Krita #Illustration

Will be rebranding soon. I don't really know how to use Blusky yet, but I'm pretty sure I'm going to make it into a Dev thing. Something where I share travels and discoveries. Cause I don't know how to make a blog.

Wow, I'm really cool

The horns are still pretty hard to draw with the model I’m developing here. You might notice white pupils that give off a direction where the eyes are turning to. And to add, I’m learning how to give JC expressions that offer a dynamic approach to the character. @jokestrap.bsky.social

I had a dream where I was playing this snowboarding game that was also a movie. At the end of the stage/scene, the character stats showed up and their special meter recharged and this song played. I remember thinking, “Man, that song sounds cool!” So I woke up in made it. XD

Women come in different shape, sizes and forms.

感謝祭の週末会社はポットラックがあります。キャラクターが何を持ってくるのか調べてみましょう。まずは、地元の営業マンのマーク氏です。 #COA2 #ADV #ノベルゲーム #renpy #幸せな感謝祭

It's Thanksgiving week and the company is having an office potluck! Let's check out what some of our characters are bringing to the function. First up is Mr. Mark, our local sales guy! 🌭 🏈 #COA2 #ADV #ノベルゲーム #renpy

Look! he has special eyes!