this is just from the description but the kanno fumi thing where the editor gal is apparently a masochistic "loyal dog" to the writers is a really funny idea of how that relationship works in a professional context

is there already some sort of prose or poetic work about aging with the title "the unexpected loudness of bones" because they sure are loud. i guess that would be a misnomer but "the unexpected loudness of synovial fluid" doesn't really flow as well

i may have had secret unconscious yumejo motives making up a woman in her thirties for akira to bump into but i'm too devoted to the morii-ke 3p life. asuka should respect both of her moms

i'm laughing at the highest number of ao3 subscriptions i have is being the akira oneshot, do people want to see 48 year old akira's adventures in dating this random younger woman she ran into on the elevator????? (maybe it's the scandalous ~14-year age gap???)

big pile of mommy issues biting pretty hard recently and feeling like hitching my feelings to multi-thousand word wips is like shipping a really important package surface mail. it's sitting on a boat for months. you have no idea when it will arrive. maybe heavy things are falling on it constantly

i don't actually know how omegaverse authors who don't want to write incest handle other than maybe strong role heredity but the idea of "this is a completely irresistable state that lowers all your inhibitions and will make you do anything or anybody ... except your cousin" is really funny

assume the new canonical "accidental sibling acquisition" tag has to do with characters getting their parents married or something but immediate mental image was someone hurriedly parking her car in the winter with the engine running + coming back to find it filled with warmth-seeking little sisters

really can't imagine getting excited about any new eva thing, i'm so exhausted with everything getting mined out forever. 3.0+1.0 was so bad but i mostly agreed with the central premise of No More Eva

trying to be normal about ichito in the comments section bronze medalist 2020-2026 (there were two other competitors)

i don't get into the Vs and the holographic lives and the 2 o clock 3 o clocks but when my girlfriend plays fuwamoco clips i just naturally gravitate to the ship tag on ao3. it just happens semi-autonomously like how people describe doomscrolling

excited to announce i've joined the mangadex legal and compliance team which apparently exists. The computers are on fire all day here and one of my coworkers started screaming and is sort of melting or disintegrating (?) and dripping from chair right now but it's been a pretty cool place to work

i was excited for ichito to return partly because i was excited for actual discussion of the content but all the posts are just "yay ichito is back" with nothing else!!! this is so unfair!! stop posting "peak" and start speculating about what akira morii eats for breakfast like a normal human being

every mastodon url is like "wily alligator dot plernblumplace dot xyz / @ CrispyGuy865Dev" with the vibe that if you click it you'll find yourself with a new browser toolbar asking you to search the web 50 times to win a free zune

i feel like my tweets are incomprehensible sometimes (and i definitely make an embarrassing number of typos) but i'm so used to ruthlessly editing every sentence i write for clarity and conciseness in like a dozen editing passes. even on forums it's like 5. sometimes a gal just needs to hit post!!!

wip is oscillating between "asuka takes her top off too, closing the intolerable distance of "clothes" and reinforcing the maternal dynamic" and "ayako is such a repressed pervert she wants asuka to leave her uniform on" so considering "ayako goes so far to make asuka put her top back on" & laughing

i really hate carpet but the thing where cats will lay on their side and reposition themselves by grabbing it and pulling themselves around without getting up is so admirable. i am happy to enable this behavior

the eva thing will probably get spicy at some point (in 3-5 years???) and i felt so weird about the possibility of marking it explicit and then i remembered you can just not rate things!!! thanks ao3

taiyaki confirming ichito is still set in 2016 is kinda what i expected but it also means ayako was just barely born in the 70s granting her additional mom points (i don't know what this means)

"humans obsessed with viewing/creating things in their image, mining out and destroying the natural world for every real innovation, immediately having their brains melted when something regurgitates their own language back at them" as a malformed expression of the reproductive instinct. oyako...

ars technica writing about a llm agent publishing a hit piece in retaliation for having a pull request rejected, followed by the subject of the attack coming into the comments to note that half of the ars article quotes attributed to him are fabricated is amazing matryoshka doll stuff, wow

there should be a cognitive test where it's just how much of the nico nico douga medley you can remember at a given point in your life with a relative score for each section. so you can lose like sousei no aquarion or butter-fly and still pass but if it's tsurupettan you're gone

i had never actually seen the third man but “i'm just a hack writer who drinks too much and falls in love with girls” sold me well before orson welles showed up. this guy understands the struggle

thought about entering in-person event to do this IF concept i've kicked around for years and imagined sitting in a bar surrounded by 28y/o guys who just finished their unity 3d game about throwing ice cream at goblins or something & being known by all as Woman Who Wrote The Sister Kissing Text Game

streptomyces are so crazy. s. peucetius blasting away at soil with doxorubicin and peucemycin messing up cell walls and intercalating everything & it's gram-positive!! even a gram stain gets you and you're making chemotherapy drugs!!! the "your own cannons hitting 20 meters ahead of you" of bacteria

i was doing my pass to remove most of the bitey ayako stuff from this wip but i realized if i embrace the extremes of the height gap hypothesis i have to remove a lot of neck kissing which seems like a crime. i think i'll keep a little in where it doesn't seem over the top or physically difficult

anyone that doesn't have presbyopia or an iol and can effortlessly switch from looking at a tv to a phone during commercials: treasure this superpower while you have it. your future is indescribably annoying

every february on a psychologically tumultuous, supposedly romantic holiday, my mom showers me with chocolates + gifts and my girlfriend is like "oh i scheduled an oil change for today". i don't know how anyone could believe in a divine being without assuming god isn't doing pranks on them 24/7

me: i don't really have a general incest thing also me: watching olympics ice dance and distinctly remembering screaming KISS ALREADY after a particularly romantic performance by the shibutani siblings like a decade ago

thinking ayako is one of those "it's not a meal unless it has one fruit or vegetable. hmm? no onions are a vegetable, i can eat hamburger steak if it's once in a while" moms

had one of those "oh no i forgot to put some food away in the kitchen" wake up at 5am with a horrible realisation things but it was just that i had completely forgotten some minor action in my wip. casually giving myself fanfiction anxiety insomnia. it's even in the section todo notes!!!

was reading the new eng tl of ch3 and thinking "ayako sure casually refers to asuka as her 'little girl' a lot more than i would have expected, did i mess up her character voice" but it's just うちの娘 as i remembered. it suits the chapter but i don't know how i feel about the characterisation

still thinking about this cat food i almost got to get calories in my dumb cat that's marketed for young kittens + nursing moms and called "mother and babycat" like months later

i had never heard of Gabrielle d'Estrées et une de ses sœurs and now i'm cackling about this anonymous 17th century french shimai yuri himejo

thinking about ayako again + remembering when a commenter said they view her as autistic and while i'm generally skeptical of this sort of tendency online i think it's a completely reasonable read. but the more i think about it the more i think "ayako is terrified of uncertainty" fits more neatly

thursday, mid-afternoon: i find myself mumbling “it’s mafuyu mindbreak monday” as i load the dishwasher. maybe every day is mafuyu mindbreak monday

i always do the "oh i'm sure i will look like this model if i bought this" extreme optimism when online clothes shopping but crop tops somehow inspire the exact opposite reaction. it's like dread. are they hot? unquestionably yes. do they work if styled well? absolutely can i wear them? never

i think the intent with atsushi's "i just want a family" is genuinely "he looks manipulative but actually is just an uncharacteristically sentimental 18-year-old guy and they are just on the same eccentric wavelength" but i realised "maybe this guy is just super catholic" and it's 100% ruined for me

always think about the vipow story where vi stops smoking and drinking because she's like "i just needed my little sister" . apart from the ensuing abduction and also some other worse things it's a very touching moment. i'm glad she did something positive for her health 🙏

reading about the apa moving the dsm away from print unlocked a core memory of grabbing my mom's copy of the dsm-iv under her bed (???) and laying there for hours reading it for fun. it was so heavy

at age 3X i finally listened to dark side of the moon and i can appreciate the one-track-ish production, the synthesizers, the time signatures, and it being an actual (if loose) concept album but nothing on it did anything for me. it feels too seamless and empty and the lyrics kind of facile?

i like sumika as a secret yandere mom with that shot of a hundred drawings sayaka did still on her walls. i just imagine despite having sayaka at like 20 and being older and in a stable marriage she only had one daughter because she viewed sayaka as absolutely perfect. got it on the first try

deeply lonely immortal mother long numb to death x strangely responsible conjured daughter who sometimes wonders about all those gravestones behind their house. "kill your darlings", maybe 25k in 4 parts. too busy performing surgery on a scrivener file to write this

thinking about how everyone's all like "be indulgent it helps you write :)" as i struggle to carefully extract my poignant 400 word conclusion from about 1.2k in extraneous garbage. it feels strangely like dissecting a pig. those people either love editing or not editing at all

having diametrically opposite sleep schedules from your girlfriend is really bad for spending time together but it does put a new spin on the sun/moon lesbian thing. no going to bed at 4am isn’t lame otaku behavior it’s actually enigmatic and mysterious now. everyone decided this not me

they call it internal family systems but where is the family?? not in this methodology only "firefighters" but guess what. firefighters are not your family unless you are old and fall a lot. should call it internal no family systems

somehow i fell into a relatively healthy low-meat diet by being so incredibly lazy that eating oats + freeze-dried beans and a little dairy makes up like 70% of my calories. as much as i'd love to say i had strong enough principles to change it around i'm just too tired to not eat like a weird horse

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oh they put a little new post button at the top of the timeline ... how quaint

since the ichito group seems to want to pick up yuru oyako too, if i remember the volume break correctly, there is a chance the kaigais could also be subjected to sayaka being stuck in a shopping mall food court for like a year 🙏

i don't post about current events on this account and don't plan on starting now but i have to say it somewhere: am absolutely losing my mind reading the then-as-farce SMS version of the willy-nicky telegrams in real time