It’s 1:30am and I’m freezing cold and just so uncomfortable no way will I fall asleep soon

Cold, in pain. It’s 1am and I don’t wanna sleep cause I’m just not decompressed enough ugh

My autistic ass is decompressing at home now idc that it’s midnight watching kitchen nightmares and relaxing with my cat

Definition of CORPORATE BADDIE

Not only did I get the job, I was informed first and told off the record that it was an easy decision because I marked the highest on the interview!!!!

Guys I got the JOB

My favourite days in the world are my cozy days with both my boys with me 🥰🥰 cozy music and comfy clothes, candles lit, gammon cooking in the slow cooker with cider, apple chunks, honey and mustard for a roast later and lots of reading time.

Incredible scenes, I managed my full long extensive pm skincare routine whilst half drunk

I am yet again tipsy after dinner with my mum

When I tell you I am so damn excited about my new washer dryer the guys that fitted it said I was lucky to get 2 and a half years out of my old one but that this one is amazing!

I got Chris into Berserk and now he’s further than I am, and keeps buying us more deluxe editions so I’m not complaining 😆

One of my insider colleagues has said I’m one of two favourites for the role omg and there are six roles available 🥰🥰🥰

Getting back home to my boys was the best feeling ever after the job interview today

Getting back home to my boys was the best feeling ever after the job interview today

It’s officially job interview day! Somehow I have to make myself into a corporate baddie while also making sure to complete my apprenticeship workshop and keep my anxiety low🥴

Pls pray that I nail this interview, a 9-5 Monday to Friday with no weekend work sounds incredible

Ok I think I’m as prepared as I possibly can be for my interview tomorrow eeeek

My final statement and apologies

Taking advantage of the empathy and pain of survivors for a twisted agenda is the worst of the worst and I am drained and done

This whole ‘saga’ has caused my chronic pain to flare up to the point where I can hardly walk, hardly move any part of my body.

I don’t wanna fall asleep bc that means waking up tomorrow with lots of adult responsibilities 🥴

We made a start on my one piece puzzle, got the corners and edges done 🥰

The fact that I am on a book buying ban but could post a book haul of books I’ve got since 2025 started is concerning

Currently reading❤️

Special editions have my whole heart 🥰 my the great hunt edition was a gift from Chris for my birthday

As a fellow survivor… idk how to feel right now. This whole saga has brought up a lot of painful memories. There’s no such thing as a perfect victim, but I cannot say that either party are coming off well in this anymore.

In the past two days I’ve tried to start 2 books and just haven’t felt excited to pick up either one again - not out of anything wrong with the books themselves, but I can’t figure out the mood I’m in! Eeeek I hate it, I need to find something I’m excited to pick up this weekend

You may laugh but it was this outfit that kept your grandma having 8 kids

Little Prince 🥰🥰

We are home, we had a wonderful day at the spa but are now realising we didn’t drink enough water 🥰 having Indian food for dinner now then rest. Here’s a photo of us from earlier! I really enjoyed my hot stone massage, honestly was so needed. In other positive news, I’ve got a job interview!🥰

I stayed up late to finish my book because Chris and I are going for a spa day tomorrow and I want to start a new book there 🥰🥰🥰 so excited Chris also got me a large pink weighted rabbit plushie to sleep with she’s so pretty her name is Flopsy Today has been a good day

Cataloguing my books is calling me out so much cause wdym i haven’t read Joe Abercrombie since 2021 like the fantasy burnout needs to end in 2025 for real

I need Elayne/Aviendha crumbs pls I am begging

Elliott at ebnovels has shared the donate page for RAINN a charity organisation for survivors of sexual abuse via instagram stories, seemingly in light of Naomi’s testimony

To our friends, brothers, fathers, uncles, husbands, lovers and allies: please be understanding if the women in your lives are more cautious at this time. To be an ally is to understand that you play a vital role in the fight for equality, part of that is understanding our fears.

Wraithmarked has confirmed their current stance:

I do want to say how proud I am of the fantasy community. Yesterday, we showed survivors how much we value their stories, and that we will support them above all else. It’s enough to make me wanna cry. Thank you.

Fellow nerds, it isn’t Daniel Greene that makes a community. Daniel Greene simply capitalised on the interests and community WE made. Please don’t be put off reading and community because of one douchebag. We are what makes the fantasy community thrive.

Morning guys! I’m working until around 12 then I have my diploma study leave. Feeling very excited because tomorrow my partner and I are going for a spa day. It’s going to be magical🥰

Women in fantasy spaces deserve to feel safe and engaging with that creator is NOT safe so please avoid at all costs

Been living w guilt that I savagely called out Daniel and that he ended up seeing it feeling like a vicious horrible person but now I don’t feel sorry @ all

wow what a reading weekend this weekend i’ve been reading: • the count of monte cristo, alexandre dumas • the collected poems of sylvia plath, sylvia plath • berserk volume 7, kentaro miura • the thursday murder club, richard osman

I have hope again it’s not gonna be instant but gosh a future where Chris and I have our babies 🥰🥰🥰

My tab flip through at just over 40% of the count of monte cristo!

Someone must have it out for me rn cause why did my apartment buzzer just go off at 11:30

I mean I’m gonna wanna dedicate myself even more to self care and glowing up when we get formally engaged anyway

Like we aren’t planing on trying for a baby yet but it’s been a year since coming off the shot and my periods haven’t returned I wanna encourage it as much as I can for when we can start 🥲🥲

I need my blister to heal it’s been nearly three weeks I wanna get back into the gym and lose weight, work on my fertility dammit

Starting to think that the only three friends I have… aren’t the best friends for me. Makes me feel sad but also like how the f does an autistic disabled person make friends in their thirties

Meeting mum for a spot of lunch!