I can’t SLEEP FAWK

Oh and she recommended I get evaluated for autism too, which. Uh. Oookay, I also kinda saw coming but was hoping wouldn’t come up hekhejdjfkffj Am I gonna get tested tho?? Idk. It’s a lot of money… and idk if having an autism diagnosis would rlly do anything for me

Alright, finally got my psychological evaluation back anndddddd to nobody’s surprise, I have ADHD. Cool &/$;&;&@;&;

Zoey, my shayla ever…

More nightmares.

Insomniac. #kpopdemonhunters #Rumi

I give up idk I hate physics I’m going to sleep

I wanna sleeepppppppp but i have an exam tomorrowwww This is so terribleeee

Alright, so I almost crashed my car because it was raining like hell, I had a meltdown in the car, and now I’m hyper-fueled on caffeine and meds while studying physics What a day it has been!

Day 1 of taking my meds again ourgh Let’s see if things start looking up 🫩🫩

Ive dissociated so much since yesterday. nothing quite makes sense again, and in between the junctions of the world falling apart, I’m seeing old rifts, great pains and traumas that remind me of how futile it is, really. How futile it is, to keep breathing and acting.

I’m gonna start taking my meds tomorrow… trust 🫩🫩

“you’re too much and not enough.” it’s amazing how much easier it is to sympathize for a character experiencing your struggles, than it is to sympathize for yourself experiencing the same struggles.

When life is hard, at least brainrot exists

giggling thinking about my Zoemira doctors AU… Them meeting in med school, and Mira being lowk obvious that she’s interested in Zoey, only for Zoey to completely write off all the signs through scientific justification

I had a really terrible nightmare yesterday

Why does this drawing of Mira look so fucking Gay.

So many memories And those are the ones that bubble to the surface, when the water starts to boil.

My stress today was so high that I’m genuinely Amazed That I haven’t burst into tears yet

HRNGH THE FAMILY HOSTING ME IS FIGHTING AND MY FREEZE REACTION IS KICKING IN EVEN THOUGH IM NOT INVOLVED HRNGG

답답넙치…

I can’t stop worrying I can’t stop *thinking*

Today was lowk one of the hardest mental health days I’ve had in the last few weeks, and icl… I’m not really excited to wake up tomorrow. Because I have a feeling it’s gonna be worse 🫩

맨날 실패져… ughhhh ughhh ughhhhhhhhh

Oh god

Ourgh I feel kinda weird Like in a state of hyper vigilant guilt about not working enough bc I’ve been rlly lazy and unproductive for the past week Just constant guilt and it’s making it hard to do anything.

Oh— I forgot to post this WIP I ended up sketching it during finals week

IN MY FREAK ERA RN ALALALKALAKAJALAKLAKDKJDKFJGK

Wanna draw but I have to work What a pain

MY STOMACH HAS BEEN HURTING FOR LIKE A SOLID WEEK IM SO OURGHHEHFHFJFJ

Mm suit Mira

Gonna have to take a break on this to work on other deadlines/responsibilities, but guess who I’m drawing 🤓🤓

The thought of my conservative homophobic parents watching this yuriful comeback from one of THE girl groups ever makes me delighted. I am actually so HRJHEJSJJDJDJD

YURRIIIIIIIIII YURI YURI YURI

I love Zoemira ten million!! (Throwback to the Zoemira smoking fic)

I wanna draw crippling angst and terrorize people for no reason

The temptation to keep drawing is killing me… but I gotta wake up in five hours for class…..

AND THEN I DID IT ANYWAYS HEHEHE HAPPY MERMAY‼️‼️ #kpopdemonhunters #Zoemira

I’m so sleepy ourgh

I haven’t drawn in almost two weeks goddamnit

I really wanted to draw Zoemira but ourghhhhh my wrist is hurting cuz of all the storage moving I’ve had to with living in yesterday and moving right back out today 🥲🥲

배ㅐㅐㅐ고ㅗㅗㅗㅗㅗ파ㅏㅏㅏ ㅏ ㅏㅏ ㅏ. ㅏㅏ ㅏ ㅏㅏ ㅏ

i found a mouse in my room this morning Cool Yay

Moved into my sublease for the summer and I’m just. Eeeyuck. I dont rlly consider myself a clean freak because of how messy my dorm room can get, but like. When things are DIRTY, eugheugheugheugh I hate it and I feel all itchy and eeeeeeee e e e e. E e Feels like there’s bugs under my skin ☹️☹️

듣지마, 듣지마라고

BRAINROTTING MORE ABOUT GUMIHO MIRA AND IM SCREAMING AND CRYING AND EXPLODING AND GIGGLING AUGHAHSJJDJDJD

HELLOOOOOO???

SUPERSCAR BY ADELA IS TOO PEAK I FEAR, I WILL NEVER LISTEN TO ANY OTHER SONG EVER!!!

Cooking Cooking!!

So I’ve been having shibari Mira on the mind