my music skills are embarrassing and miserable for someone who has been making music for more than 5 years

i'm never usung twitter schedule post feature again it downscaled my image to one megapixel for some stupid evil reason

if you record your drawing process with the built-in feature in krita and then use decimate with cycle=25 and then minterpolate in ffmpeg, you get weird movement smoothness which looks interesting (i might post this later)

man i need to improve everything

i released another track....... it's sad music dot mp3............... soundcloud.com/uefiser/crav...

after struggling and finally getting the opportunity to play rain world i just got a watcher ending and i genuinely started crying from an emotion i cannot describe

also i need to improve style

i have a cool idea for a dreadlock art but i would have to draw a HUMAN for that and that is the horrorest horror of all horrors

weird thing i'm confused by it

at least i'm still coherent after everything that happens to me

soundcloud casually asking for microphone access

i wonder if i could handle making original soundtrack for some kind of project

beer

happy new

me at 4 am

kill suffering

i didn't know i could fully experience severe parasympathetic acute stress reaction while sleeping and seeing awful things in dreams and still have it after waking up but i guess i have to live with that now

reality is so difficult

i hate bureaucracies they are so obfuscated and exhausting

i'm the best musician ever

i'm tired

to live happily in this universe is to be a supergenius i suppose

imagine if there was no horror and dread in life

this is awful and depressing and i am nowhere near ready to ever do that

ethereal with some of its definitions is such a good word that describes most things i enjoy

if you have (actual) ocd do everything you possibly can to fully treat it before it irrecoverably and painfully ruins your life

i need to learn a way to stop clinging to views and opinions it brings me so much suffering and internal conflict and anxiety when i see someone or manyones say something that goes against what i think

i have a strong craving to leave this universe somehow

i released a thinger you can listen to.................................................. soundcloud.com/uefiser/feat...

most sane automation

sometimes i make an insanely cool sounding track and get surprised by how cool it sounds and then i wake up

funny fpc trick i randomly discovered

waters #deltarunespoilers

reality is probably the most evil phenomenon that can exist

i need a visual style that is closer to the game i don't like the current one

ore

music is so difficult i can't

apparently i reached the point where i can't even feel comfortable eating anymore