jay ☻
@anpanjay.bsky.social
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art & silly thoughts (she/her • ace) no reposts/edits
https://anpanjay.carrd.co
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hmm lemme introduce myself. i'm jay and i do love making personal art inspired by everyday life, thoughts and feelings ✨
28 days ago
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it's tiring to maneuver social rules that make no sense and not get lost in all the nonsense people say and not say a thing at the same time. just tell me you like me. straightforward. i'll gently tell you my feelings, whatever they are, i promise. this constant limbo of guessing is 🫨
3 days ago
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and how do you know if someone likes you?? i actually don't know and was always so totally wrong when i thought someone liked me in the past lol. and i'm scared to show too much in case i am wrong yet again. 😮💨
3 days ago
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how does it feel to have someone yearning for you? watching you from the sidelines, admiring you, getting lost in the mundane things you do, all the while thinking "wow, i like them". and a person you actually like back. i really wanna know how that feels. so long it has only been me doing that.
3 days ago
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my understanding of love is not the enemy of yours. . . .
#art
#illustration
#cat
6 days ago
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it's one of those days on that i'm eepy and think a lot of silly thoughts.
16 days ago
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why do we as human beings think it's normal to have the bodily remains of insects poked on a needle hanging on our walls? (besides natural history museums, i kinda see the aspect there) don't they have the same right to rest as we think humans do?
16 days ago
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marie ✨ needs a nap ✨
22 days ago
Isn’t it interesting how little the average person nowadays knows about worldly events of the renaissance, yet nearly everyone knows the Mona Lisa? Goes to show how important art is after all. And how nothing can ever replace it, not even AI. Because you can’t replace, the most human core of all.
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cal ☆
19 days ago
☆ 2025 WRAPPED ☆ Honestly, I burnt out somewhere around halfway through the year :,) But there are still pretty boys, friend art, and things I'm still not allowed to share yet. And I did my first two zines ! Ty for sticking around 💛
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LOOK AT MY FREN CAL ✨
add a skeleton here at some point
17 days ago
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she hasn't pooped. went to the vet for a 200€ enema BUT SHE HAS POOPED NOW. and we also found something strange in her bowel. a small thing she must've swallowed around the time i was in korea. it's wandering and the vet says she will poop it out someday but i wanna know what it is lol
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23 days ago
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year is starting great with a major headache and my cat not pooping for 48 hrs after getting a plastic cone AFTER licking fur off her belly and feetsies but at least i can go home earlier with my overtime hours and hopefully minou has pooped until then q u q
23 days ago
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may you all remain as silly as you were this year and maybe even become a little sillier ♥︎
25 days ago
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cmyk bores the life out of me but i need it to print and that fucks me up so bad. i'm too stupid to get this extreme pop of color working that i do in rgb.
26 days ago
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i need more cool artists to follow on here ✨
27 days ago
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hmm lemme introduce myself. i'm jay and i do love making personal art inspired by everyday life, thoughts and feelings ✨
28 days ago
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acceptance. . . .
#illustration
#art
#grief
28 days ago
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back from deleting all illus i could find on twitter. felt like ripping my heart out. nice.
28 days ago
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deleting every illustration of mine i can find on my twitter account bc they are gonna do some weird shit over there. but that hurts me more than just leaving my account be and come here. all the proof i was about to make it over there, all the love i got, now vanishing into data hell.
28 days ago
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ANYWAY~ after an exhausting end of the year marathon at work i'm finally on a few days of calm. not visiting my family, just cooking a vegan meal for a friend and spending time with her at the market tomorrow and the rest will be me snuggling with my kitty and doing whatever i feel like ehehe
about 1 month ago
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fascinating how i don't really have an online personality anymore since i stopped following kpop content. ever since twitter was gone for me i clawed at the last glimpse of hope that was blsky to keep in the loop but now? who am i outside of that? what do i have to tell without it relating to bts?
about 1 month ago
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my
#artvsartist2025
early this year. i'm amazed i even did so many illustrations this year but then most of them were politically motivated.
about 1 month ago
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is anyone here interested in my personal art? i am not going to do any bts art anymore so it will be either this account dies or i start posting my personal stuff here only. 😗
about 1 month ago
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take me back to the day i was blissfully unaware of my gut feeling (hello delayed emotional processing) & was just being happy for myself. i look at them now & nothing comes to mind. blank. no feelings whatsoever. & i try my hardest to still think everything through. see it from diff. angles, etc.
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4 months ago
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i feel a certain kind of achievement when i make men who drive fucking teslas uncomfortable. like yeah babe, be as uncomfortable as you can. i love to see it xoxo
4 months ago
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what does my bluesky bubble think about the collabs and the tag from bts? i opened up on twitter bc it was once my safe place but i wanna know what's going on here. haven't seen much critical conversations abt it at all.
4 months ago
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where is my desire to draw? where is my will to change the world, even if it's a little? where has the passion hidden itself from me? if anyone's seen my frens, pls give me a call.
5 months ago
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audgirang⁷⊙⊝⊜ -- an armpit sommelier
5 months ago
MISS YOU WIFE!
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WOKE UP TO THIS WAITING FOR ME was abt to make a rlly sob-y text friday abt how i felt a little detached from them over the last year bc of many different reasons and this brought me back to life. i rlly needed my seven back as a whole messy blurry snuggly cute package.
5 months ago
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today it dawned on me that i did a 24hr trip to amsterdam to see seokjin live and sing mikrokosmos and spring day for the first time i becamw an army. was giggling the whole morning. guess i take days to finally realize anything happening with the tannies 🥺
5 months ago
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pick my remains from the curb, i miss seokjin so much.
6 months ago
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sitting at work, running on 3h of sleep for the past 24h, picked confettig from the street like a trash panda bc i sat close yet not close enough BUT run seokjin was so worth it all. it was such a unique concert experience and seokjin is the cutest patootie who wants to see army nothing but happy 😭
6 months ago
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hobipalooza still feels surreal, attending run seokjin tour feels surreal AAAAHHHHHH
6 months ago
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IM ALMOST AT THE VENUE SEOKJIN WAIT FOR ME ILL SEE YOU SOON
6 months ago
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i miss yoongi.
6 months ago
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really thought i found a workplace where i could feel comfortable but turns out fatshaming and being ableist is something that's ok there. rlly don't know what to do with my feelings. today is the first day in a while i've actually done some chores instead of just staring at my walls.
6 months ago
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if there's one thing the run seokjin tour showed us is that he will do everything to entertain army. he's running around stage in every costume imaginable while doing silly games with us and occasionally serenading us with his vocals like it's a piece of cake. can't wait for august!
6 months ago
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i wonder if there will be a pop up for seokjin's concert in amsterdam or not 👽
6 months ago
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making a tiny tuna for my labubu so i can take her out and see seokjin in august 🐟
6 months ago
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i miss hobi an awful lot today.
6 months ago
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FINALLY CATCHED A US LIVE AHAHAHH with a sleepy boba jungkook of all things
6 months ago
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this is my fav genre of concert pics. army are the stars and bts our planets or some poetic shit like this idk man
6 months ago
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i rarely dress up for concerts BUT i wanna get out on accessories. a tuna headband maybe? a tiny tuna for my labubu in overalls? A TUNA CAN POUCH????? i have next week off so i'm gonna try as many things as possible heheheh
6 months ago
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the psychiatrist is get my adhd meds from asked me if i've looked into asd yet bc he sees the signs and i was SO tense the whole time he asked me questions before that bc i knew what he was getting at but didn't wanna say it myself and rather hear it from him first.
6 months ago
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idk abt u but this taehyung makes me woozy
6 months ago
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no thoughts, just peak jiminnie.
6 months ago
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i remember two weeks ago he said he can't stand silly and now look at my silly boy 👽
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6 months ago
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I FOUND AN ACORN THANK YOU ALL FOR SHARING mwah mwah
6 months ago
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i have the slight feeling they missed us a little bit judging their fights for going live ahahah
6 months ago
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"do i put out the fire or blaze it even more" in honor of yesterday's concert and so many jitb songs let me bring back this old piece of mine i still hold dear to my heart.
#btsfanart
#jhope
7 months ago
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my ride to work today was filled with me giggling every other second because of hobi. i am so tired and sore but i am absolutely happy.
7 months ago
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