take me back to the day i was blissfully unaware of my gut feeling (hello delayed emotional processing) & was just being happy for myself. i look at them now & nothing comes to mind. blank. no feelings whatsoever. & i try my hardest to still think everything through. see it from diff. angles, etc.

i feel a certain kind of achievement when i make men who drive fucking teslas uncomfortable. like yeah babe, be as uncomfortable as you can. i love to see it xoxo

what does my bluesky bubble think about the collabs and the tag from bts? i opened up on twitter bc it was once my safe place but i wanna know what's going on here. haven't seen much critical conversations abt it at all.

where is my desire to draw? where is my will to change the world, even if it's a little? where has the passion hidden itself from me? if anyone's seen my frens, pls give me a call.

MISS YOU WIFE!

WOKE UP TO THIS WAITING FOR ME was abt to make a rlly sob-y text friday abt how i felt a little detached from them over the last year bc of many different reasons and this brought me back to life. i rlly needed my seven back as a whole messy blurry snuggly cute package.

today it dawned on me that i did a 24hr trip to amsterdam to see seokjin live and sing mikrokosmos and spring day for the first time i becamw an army. was giggling the whole morning. guess i take days to finally realize anything happening with the tannies 🥺

pick my remains from the curb, i miss seokjin so much.

sitting at work, running on 3h of sleep for the past 24h, picked confettig from the street like a trash panda bc i sat close yet not close enough BUT run seokjin was so worth it all. it was such a unique concert experience and seokjin is the cutest patootie who wants to see army nothing but happy 😭

hobipalooza still feels surreal, attending run seokjin tour feels surreal AAAAHHHHHH

IM ALMOST AT THE VENUE SEOKJIN WAIT FOR ME ILL SEE YOU SOON

i miss yoongi.

really thought i found a workplace where i could feel comfortable but turns out fatshaming and being ableist is something that's ok there. rlly don't know what to do with my feelings. today is the first day in a while i've actually done some chores instead of just staring at my walls.

if there's one thing the run seokjin tour showed us is that he will do everything to entertain army. he's running around stage in every costume imaginable while doing silly games with us and occasionally serenading us with his vocals like it's a piece of cake. can't wait for august!

i wonder if there will be a pop up for seokjin's concert in amsterdam or not 👽

making a tiny tuna for my labubu so i can take her out and see seokjin in august 🐟

i miss hobi an awful lot today.

FINALLY CATCHED A US LIVE AHAHAHH with a sleepy boba jungkook of all things

this is my fav genre of concert pics. army are the stars and bts our planets or some poetic shit like this idk man

i rarely dress up for concerts BUT i wanna get out on accessories. a tuna headband maybe? a tiny tuna for my labubu in overalls? A TUNA CAN POUCH????? i have next week off so i'm gonna try as many things as possible heheheh

the psychiatrist is get my adhd meds from asked me if i've looked into asd yet bc he sees the signs and i was SO tense the whole time he asked me questions before that bc i knew what he was getting at but didn't wanna say it myself and rather hear it from him first.

idk abt u but this taehyung makes me woozy

no thoughts, just peak jiminnie.

i remember two weeks ago he said he can't stand silly and now look at my silly boy 👽

I FOUND AN ACORN THANK YOU ALL FOR SHARING mwah mwah

i have the slight feeling they missed us a little bit judging their fights for going live ahahah

"do i put out the fire or blaze it even more" in honor of yesterday's concert and so many jitb songs let me bring back this old piece of mine i still hold dear to my heart. #btsfanart #jhope

my ride to work today was filled with me giggling every other second because of hobi. i am so tired and sore but i am absolutely happy.

wdym i missed jikook and taehyung live? 🫩

Not the tata mic face 😭

just saw what you guys saw in the live when "mianhae eomma" part was on. WE WERE SO DAMN LOUD OMG i didn't even realize it then ahaha

"i'll tell you again, we'll never ever give up, forever" i am the happiest being on earth right now.

sometimes i wish i was more outgoing. have a bunch of very cute army in my train and they connected and i'm sitting here like "pls hellow i am army too 🥺" while staring at my phone ahaha

listen, y'all european army who can't come see hobi today please know i'll have you all with me in spirit. so you are kinda there as well ✨

don't understand how some many people NEVER listen to the rules and queue way too early. it's dangerous for your health, disrespectful to the other fans and setting a very bad example and creating chaos.

IM GONNA SEE HOBI TODAY IM GONNA SEE HOBI TODAY IM GONNA SEE HOBI TODAY IM GONNA SEE HOBI TODAY

it's my first ever concert with a bts member since i started falling in love with them in 2020. these first 5 years have been full of pure bliss but also hardships. i haven't known this kind of love since i was a teen. here's to many more years ✨

krkrkrkrkrrrr prepped my bag for tomorrow and now only one nights sleep separates me from seeing hobi. this is still surreal.

❤️‍🔥 HE IS HERE ❤️‍🔥

why is german bureaucracy so utterly boring and useless? i'd have opened my shop long ago if it wasn't for all the stuff i needed to consider and fill out. i just want this over with and start selling cute stuff ok?

HOBI IS ON THE PLANE TOWARDS ME AND IM SO VERY EXCITED

having adhd is being convinced you're finally going insane every other day when you don't find the thing you're searching for ANYWHERE only to find it 10 min later. it's kinda funny but also so very serious bc being gaslit from a young age on had me doubt myself way too long already.

sometimes idk what to do with all the love we get from the boys. it's like a who loves who more competition and i think i'll always loose to them even though i SO firmly believe my love is endless already 😭💜 with that HAPPY ARMY DAY ✨

how much do you love army? tae: YES it's his second moment he posted. he's so happy 😭

peak babygirlism.

Namjoon right now 😌

the amount of namjoon edits from that broken mic live i've seen so far on tiktok is unmatched. i love army.

namjoon's clumsy ass is so me coded it's insane.

"i just wanna make music that gives people hope." #btsfanart

i have yoongi art for later today • 0 • can't believe i actually finished something!