Over the last year, I put myself first in some very specific ways. I made connections and did things I thought would've never been on the table for me... I grew friendships, gained experience, got to explore what "dominance" actually means to me... Opening that door has been and is equal parts -

As much as I wish I didn't need this guy, at least my harness makes my ass look great. #cy83rshots

As much as I wish I didn't need this guy, at least my harness makes my ass look great. #cy83rshots

My partner (who wishes he was a null toy) said the sweetest thing to me yesterday lol. It's honestly criminal that I can't pull off his junk with a suction cup sound and stick it on my body instead.

⚠️Dildo, No Nudity We'll have to keep this quick, I'm on call tonight... #cy83rshots

Hey you. It’s my birthday. 💛 Indulge in something you love for me today. Lock up and stuff yourself with a plug. Wear your diaper til it gets a big sag going on. Ditch the human language and speak in only barks and whimpers. Cum all over your favorite tighty whities. Wallow in whipped cream.

During my visit to Mr. S, I got to try the carbon fiber pain stick. You'll never guess what I got in the mail today. 💛

One of these kinds of nights.

⚠️ Dildo tease, no nudity. Ok, now I can actually kick off pride. Grey sweatpants for the good taste havers.

I won't make these a routine in this space, but I wanted to do another one. :)

I really appreciate that I have people in my life who make me feel safe being kind of fluid/weird with it. Who make something like “yes ma’am” feel fun and good, because I know they see me in my entirety and show me as much all the time. I’ve had some really fucking rough dysphoria lately about -

All I can think about today is marking someone up. To leave bruises, lines and big red splotches on the bottom of someone buckled over into me, bathing them in praise for pain well received, and getting asked for more. And getting to admire our work afterward... 💭

Wanted to give Dogmom a proper ref (and give her an actual name lol.) Swapped some splotches for spots and firmed up some details. The CG/Mommy side of my internal coin, and softer foil to my bitier, gruffer Dogman (Sid.) Sidney's somehow always taller than the nearest Kiddo.

No one asked/did this, but I just want to get ahead of things just in case: My characters are an extension of my self, and I'm extremely selective about who I pair them with. Please don't draw my characters w/ yours if we aren't "talk every day outside of social media" type friends, ty!

Wanted to give Dogmom a proper ref (and give her an actual name lol.) Swapped some splotches for spots and firmed up some details. The CG/Mommy side of my internal coin, and softer foil to my bitier, gruffer Dogman (Sid.) Sidney's somehow always taller than the nearest Kiddo.

I turn 37 in just over a week, and I'm thinking about how weird that age feels to me. I don't recall 26-27 feeling like such a leap forward, but going from 36-37 is feeling pretty strange. 36 was an amazing year, though, as far as my private life goes. It was a constant reminder that -

I really sincerely love the ways in which I feel like I'm mom coded. I think everything I love most about myself is tucked into that pile of features in my head.

Gifted with a feeling so fleeting.

Gifted with a feeling so fleeting.

Mr. S is the coolest store I have ever been in in my life. I love being a kinky weirdo so fucking MUCH, dude. Love being a dom, love leather, love impact, love this slice of community that I've finally let myself cross into, instead of just stalking the edges daydreaming...

If there were ever a curse put on me in life, it's that it was decided I was never going to have a simple path. That no single, simple answer was going to be the wholly correct answer, and I would never be allowed to be fully content.

Also fighting the forever internal war of "fuck dude I wish I had a light switch." I think it's similarly complicated as my breeding/nursing kink + pregnancy phobia + being a trans guy. In certain circumstances, y'boy wants to be a lactating Mom lol. For both very horny and very soft reasons.

23.) Have I introduced you to a kink?

I won’t be doing the photo part, but I’ll try and answer the rest!

... man I think cutting my hair short again is inevitable. 🙃 Just dragging my feet knowing what I'm committing to if I wanna grow that shit back out sometime lol. (That and bathroom insecurity.)

Return of the Rabbitself.

(CW: Intercourse, Anal, Condom) I was in a mood to draw condoms and got a little bit carried away. Included the flats version too because I like both!

Thinking about giving a little dork a deeeeep wedgie while he’s helplessly pressed against my chest. Sliding my thumb up one leg hole, out the other, bundling the fabric in my fist and YANKING him into me while he grips my shirt. Tugging rhythmically, because the little pervert likes that.

⚠️Body Shot (Tasteful) #cy83rshots Y'know, it's too bad that I'm not gonna be posting nudes, cause this is a pretty great ass pic. But it's ALSO a good back pic, so you at least get to see the crop.

Late TMI tuesday, why not.

Having talked to a friend about their experiences, I think I have actually figured out how to give myself hands-free orgasms. And if that is the case... I'm cooked. Because it just makes me hornier lol. It's like the new game plus of edging.

Please, control your animal instincts... Your heart can't take the constant noise of your brain, please - it's irrational... it's irrational. music.youtube.com/watch?v=-jyG...

⚠️Dildo (Clean) #cy83rshots Feeling pretty fuckin' good in my gear. Would love to get some spiked wrist cuffs eventually. (+ 2 pics and 1 vid in thread.)

Venting on an account that's primarily hornyposting is funny, because my last post was really serious and this morning I just wanna be like... "💭 Daydreaming about eating ass."

⚠️Real fucking sad boy hours posting (I'm okay.) --- I've had to walk through some very specific and frustrating flavors of grief recently. Grief that the first 19-20 years of my life and love shared with others is something I can never rewrite. Grief that so much of my life is dictated -

God, I just like... Legitimately love to see a locked up dick straining like crazy. It's so helpless and deeply horny.

It's the final day of #locktober and I've got some questions for you... 1.) Are you going to stay locked? 😏 (Or... is your keyholder keeping you locked?) 2.) How'd it go? How're you feeling? Learn anything new about yourselves?

It's a "listen to Gut and feel some type of way" kind of a day I guess.

Month’s almost over… There’s no reason you can’t make it a few more days.~ That said - how are you faring this #locktober?

My tiny gay dog shrine is coming along. (i.e. - I haven't found a good home for my pins yet lol.)

I've kinda been coasting with how I draw my primary dogself, which is fun! I love not thinking too hard. But I can tell I'm getting an itch to hone him in further. One of those things where I can tell he's not in his final form yet, but I haven't been in a rush to really nail him down either lol.

⚠️Dildo #cy83rshots His name is Sydney and he has a sheath harness. So what I'm saying is... *scribbles the first y, writes i* ... that this was fate, and it's my dick now. Can't wait to take some nicer pics of this dude in all of my gear. And stick him in people, places and things. 💛

I've been really enjoying seeing my colors removed from my lineart on pieces like this, they end up as their own fun abstracts. Here's the two primary layers split apart. 6B pencil (classic procreate library) continues to be an all-timer for me. Everything else is Rizzcraft's risograph.

Please, control your animal instincts... Your heart can't take the constant noise of your brain, please - it's irrational... it's irrational. music.youtube.com/watch?v=-jyG...

Want to take a second to express my appreciation again that I've got this space to share my kink photography. To get to explore myself as a sexual being through a creative lens that isn't illustration - that's just me, my body, my gear - and to find myself hot?? And y'all like it??? It's a gift.

⚠️Packer, Underwear ... cause he'd sure like to play with you. (2/2) #cy83rshots

⚠️Packer, Underwear Would you like to play with a big ol' dog...? (1/2) #cy83rshots

⚠️Dildo - No Nudity #cy83rshots

I hope my pictures today added a little stress to your #locktober halfway point. I hope some of you strained while imagining getting dick from me. Maybe even imagining kneeling between my legs and stuffing your tongue down my sheath, while you leak on the floor through your cage… 💛

(Ok, that's enough photos for today lol. Thank you for letting me indulge a bit.)