I try, but I’m no more than anyone else.

Okay mom no more cowboy talk for you.

We’ll save you as many times as it takes

You can… uh… feed and touch them if you want.

I don’t even know how to talk about it yet I don’t think.

Well the weather seems to agree with you, gray and drizzly.

Holy crap. I am a jerk.

I want to lose. I want to get beaten up. I want to hold on until I’m thrown off and everything ends.

Like… being abused? Angus that’s not your fault at all. You were a kid!!!

I am the keymaster! I will unlock your ass!

Only his ass.

They lost what they thought was gonna happen which was what happened like along time ago or how they remember or like picture it and things it gave them… and so Casey and that kid at Harfest and… Sorry I lost it.

Sometimes I like fruit snacks out by the train tracks. A juice box and headphones, I enter the juice zone.

I couldn’t tell!!! I’m nervous!!!

I guess beer is just one of those horrible things adults do. Like doing taxes and having babies.

Well, whether you meant it or not it’s not how we should communicate. I don’t want us to stop talking.

Until that happens I want to hope again and I want it to hurt. Because that means it meant something it means I am… something, at least.

Yeah. Mostly just watched TV and did therapy.

We’re smaller in pieces too.

Maybe we can like split this up. Share custody of you and your ghost.

My big dumb eyes. My nightmare eyes.

And I finally got up the courage to leave. And I came home, Where everything was fine. Where I knew everyone, and it wasn’t just… dead shapes. Watching me.

There are a few things hanging around in here from the old country. This clock, the trunk in the storage room, and whatever is buried under the house after the cement incident.

There is a hole at the centre of everything and it is always growing between the stars and I am seeing it. It is coming and you are not escaping. And the universe is forgetting you and the universe is being forgotten and there is nothing to remember it, not even the things beyond

Too bad you didn’t get trapped under the box-not finished-and then burned alive in a burning fire.

I don’t even know how to talk about it yet I don’t think.

We never had a chance here but I can’t go anywhere else.

Steve, you sincerely could not get with my mom.

Well, my mom is kinda old now. I… ugh… I still have to visit her sometimes. I have a brother, he’s overseas in the army and my dad left like 10 years ago. So who knows where he is or if he’s even alive. If he is alive I don’t want to know about it.

I need everyone.

Mae, please don’t wing it.

Thought: become a fire ghost and yell at people

I don’t need luck. I make my own luck. With a luck machine.

Oh no dude, that’s a phobia.

Old trains rattling to somewhere else from somewhere else.

I will breathe fire, dad.

No it’s fine I just need to sit here and be quiet for a while.

I feel like right now I could convince myself I was fine or completely shattered.

Like we’re pattern-finders, and we’ll find patterns. And we like really put our hearts and minds into it. And even if we don't mean to. So I believe in a universe that doesn’t care and people who do.

Haunted pools would be actually p scary.

Possum springs have never looked more… falsely advertised.

I am tired of speaking with little creatures, I am tired of speaking of god.

Oh god… Casey’s been down here the whole time.

Maybe we can like split this up. Share custody of you and your ghost.

OK, you’re a more benign interesting.

Decent, Cap’n.

Dude, you should have called me! We could have some and rescued you.

I want to steer! Move! I’m steering!

Well, whether you meant it or not it’s not how we should communicate. I don’t want us to stop talking.

My night got like really weird and bad after.