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( the sensation of his tongue over hers sent her heart into overdrive and suddenly the air felt thicker than water .. she was gasping against his lips , crumbling underneath him . sergi never kissed her like this .. even in the best of times , he was never this tender . +

( when she stole a brief glance at him , she noticed how the color of his face now matched the vibrancy of his scarlet hair . how cute .. he looked as if he might faint at any moment , and it made her stomach flip , the way he gazed at her . did she really have such an effect on him .ᐣ +

( ‘ i like it ’ he says . of course he did .. what she was doing was probably like granting water to a man who had wandered in the desert for years . she couldn't deny the fact that it was partially motivated by her own selfish desires .. but she itched to touch him more .. +

( there was a fire stoking in the heat of their complicated feelings . the silence was thick and charged — if she spoke , she was afraid it would break the spell they both seemed to be under . did he touch her because she was pitiful .ᐣ or because he too had craved the touch of another .. +

( she watched as he tenderly kissed up her arm , leaving the skin underneath tingling with warmth . her heart fluttered excitedly , and she was suddenly more awake than before . her breath caught as hear flooded over her . she felt the desire to explore this more .. aching in her chest . +

( when he shifted , her first assumption was that he was moving to stop her . maybe she was coming off too strongly .. her heart squeezed , feeling blood rush to her face in embarrassment before she caught his gaze . it captivated her , stilling the racing thoughts in her mind . +

( she paused , processing the words , repeating it over and over in her head . the assuredness of his tone seemed to confirm something in her mind . he was gone . and not just from their lives , but from the world . she was sure that that was what he had implied . +

( despite hearing the confidence behind his words , she couldn't help but respond in a rush , an edge of panic crawling up her throat . ) b-but what if he gets the invitation as well .ᐣ he could track me down .. find both of us here .. .ᐟ +

ah— if you're tired , don't worry about it— ( she grew aware of the selfishness of her request .. having escaped from her abuser , she shouldn't have to feel so afraid anymore . but the unease from not knowing for certain whether he was dead or alive .. whether he could come back somehow +

( she tucked in her chin a little as she lowered her gaze bashfully . it was .. a scandalous request . a man and a woman sharing a bed at night usually led to .. other activities . but margaretha was careful to dodge that insinuation , only trying to calm her anxious heart . +

( his words eased her mind like a lullaby , soft and reassuring .. her heart began to thrum lightly against her chest like a hummingbird . the last time she felt like this was back in his tent .. which felt like so long ago . was it okay to melt into his warmth again .ᐣ +

/ JOKERMARGGGGG 😩🩷

( she adjusted herself to allow room for him to join her under the covers . still trembling from the memory , she rested a hand over one of his arms as he held her securely . closing her eyes for a moment , she slowly inhaled and then exhaled . the warmth of his body was enough . ) +

( she clutched a tight fist against her chest , feeling her heart pound a hundred beats per minute . the pain in his laughter , his voice .. so it still stung him .. in a leap of faith , she pushed against the wall , exposing herself to him . she stood at a distance , eyes filled with guilt +

( the pain wasn't real , but her memory had placed her right back in that dimly lit tent like a cage . every swing of his arm had colored her a different shade of purple and blue , and she had no choice but to cower on the ground and hope he stop——

( the upbeat melody gives her a burst of energy as she narrowly misses his attack . she lets out a gasp , wincing as she feels the bruise on her shoulder throb painfully . his words .. how terrifying . he was far from the gentle man she once knew . he was just another monster .. ) +

( her lids were heavy with sleep as she felt herself sinking deeper into the bed , a sigh of relief drawing out past her lips . at least tonight she wouldn't be alone .. he was like an anchor for her to trust in . knowing he's by her side , she could fall asleep with ease .. ) +

( she felt his fingers close around hers , holding it securely , reassuringly . her heart felt a twinge of relief . he was still ever so devoted to her .. his loyalty knew no bounds . even after abandoning him and lying to him , he still trusted her . sometimes , she wondered why that was . +

( her heart is sinking lower into her stomach as she hears him approaching . any moment now , her location would be revealed to him . it was only a matter of time . the seconds ticked by as she thought of how to delay him . she was already tired and weary from running . +

( as he shared a sliver of the thoughts in his mind , she remained quiet , listening . there was no doubt what he was referring to .. and she didn't have anything to say to that . one of her hands slid down the side of her thigh aimlessly . ) i'm sure we'll be able to leave eventually .. +

joker is so sweet .. 💭

( as he crouched low before her , her eyes found his , lips parting slightly . everything he told her always felt so reassuring , so safe . it was like a blanket that enveloped her fearful heart . someone as sweet as him should never have had to experience the atrocities that he did . +

( she swiveled around , checking around her desperately in hopes that someone could come to her aid . there was no one in sight . this area belonged to her and the clown alone . her breathing was ragged , and she swallowed hard . smiley had shifted focus towards the music box . +

( judging from his reaction , she knew it still pricked his mind . the mention of that place was enough to change his entire demeanor , it seemed . the brief silence before his reply was icy , and the air grew thick with the tension that followed after his words . ) +

( her head whips over to check his position , calculating the distance between them . there wasn't enough time to rush away , and even though she had placed the slowing music box down , she felt the impact of his rocket as he lunged at her . ) ah ‼️

( her brows lifted a bit curiously as he left the room for a moment . when he returned , she noticed the tray of tea in his hands . how sweet .. his kindness always made her heart feel as if it were given a warm hug . her eyes crinkled into a genuine smile . ) +

( she wrapped a hand around her room's door knob , feeling the weight of exhaustion bearing down on her shoulders . ) yes , it was quite the match .. i thought for sure we would fail to escape . one of the others were found and downed inmediately .. but the three of us ended up alright . +

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( finally . the match had concluded with a three-man escape . it didn't matter , of course . they always ended up back at the same place whether they won or lost . at least she was spared from the bite of the hunter's attacks tonight with the help of her teammates . she dragged herself +

/ melting cus hope ur writing is sooooooooooooooooo 🫦🫦 oml- i'm on my knees.

( oh no . that damn rocket .. but he misses her just barely . she feels the air shift behind her as she safely makes it over the window . her blood is pumping , she feels like her heart might pound right out of her chest .ᐟ how terrifying .. going against a hunter like HIM . +

( he caught it , didn't he .ᐣ the air of doubt in the minute spaces of silence between her words . the hesitance , subtle but obvious to anyone who was paying as keen attention to it as he did .. still , that smile of hers never wavered . a practiced expression . ) yes , tea might help .. +

( many thoughts circled behind her gaze , and it would have been easy to see something was amiss had she not hidden them with a content smile . doubt still remained in her heart — and she knew to be skeptical of his reasons for ending up here . had it been possible he had followed her .ᐣ ) +

/ grrrrr i wish there was a way to save drafts here

( memories played back in her mind — the brush of his hand over her skin , the warmth of his embrace . his soft , hushed tone spilling promises of protection into the cracks of her wounded heart . despite ultimately abandoning him amidst the chaos of that night , she had never once +

i wonder what joker's doing ..

( her eyes cast a distant look towards the ground as if recalling bittersweet memories . he had watched over her back when she had trouble falling asleep .. worried that sergi would wake up and hit her again . he had always protected her .. a constant shield for her . +

( ‼️ slow and careful steps ramped up into a sprint as he took notice of her . her heart is pounding as her legs carry her over the window . why did she have to be first kite .. he'd never go easy on her now .. 💦 ) the hunter is nearby .ᐟ ( she quickly shouts and pings her teammates . )

( suddenly falling self-conscious , she turns her head forward , fingers lifted to her dark circles . ) ah .. well .. i haven't gotten much sleep here , despite the comfortable accomodations . ( the night terrors were still ever present . . . )

( tiptoeing away from the hunter . . . she's trembling . 💦 )

( his ever so gentle , quivering tone had always felt comforting . and right now , she could use that comfort .. she sat beside him , folding hands over her lap , head tilted down . ) did you rest well .ᐣ ( her eyes rested back over on his face . )

( her hand faltered as the smile turned into one of curiosity . was he hoping to be left alone .ᐣ 💧 she rose from her seat and walked over , trying to keep a gentle smile on her face . ) joker .. can i sit with you .ᐣ

( it wasn't hard to spot his red hair from the corner of her eye . she turned and simply smiled , waving at him . )

( humming softly to herself . )

𝐛𝐚𝐬𝐢𝐜 𝐢𝐧𝐟𝐨 . 𐙚𓏲⋆ ִֶָ ๋𓂃