I've not been consistent for a long time and today I got to know what might explain part of why that is. Just got diagnosed as autistic. It explains a lot of things that I've struggled with all my life and wish I'd had known sooner.

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Been a ROUGH month since the whole payment processing and Online Safety Act drama took off so Really needed some off-time due to stress. Hands shaking, heart pounding and all that Next animation might be a little delayed as a result.

1/2 (more detail in replies) Received a question today regarding the Melina short film and realized I forgot to post an update about it outside of my supporter Discord channel. Sorry about that!

You didn't think we'd forget about you two, did you? All payment processors get love! :) While Mastercard and Visa are drowning, these two have been feeling a bit neglected. u_u stop-paypros.neocities.org #SaveSpeech

I notice there's a lack of EU numbers or links, given that these payment processors are potentially violating EU law by affecting sites that host creators who are legal EU citizens. european-union.europa.eu/contact-eu/m... # for EU callers: +800 6 7 8 9 10 11 # for non-EU callers: +32 22 99 96 96

FINALLY! Glad to see this making more main stream news. Keep calling payment processors and keep the awareness going! This isn't just about banning nsfw/mature games, art, etc. It's also about fighting to protect peoples' right to freely create w/o censorship. www.theguardian.com/world/2025/j...

WIP of another animation I'm doing. Uncensored WIP on my Discord for supporters. #FuckCensorship #NSFW #monsterporn

WIP of another animation I'm doing. Uncensored WIP on my Discord for supporters. #FuckCensorship #NSFW #monsterporn

"When you restrict access to legal adult content, people don’t stop consuming it, they just get it from sketchier places. Just as when the US tried to ban booze, the law-abiding folk shut up shop, the gangsters rushed in" The smartest commentary on AV, of course, comes from a sex worker.

(qrp w alt txt! the rest of it is in the replies bc i hit the alt txt limit And post limit lmaoooo) ※ NOTE: THE STRIPE HEADQUARTERS NUMBER NO LONGER WORKS. THE NEW NUMBER IS 877-887-7815

OK THIS WAS EXACTLY WHAT I MEANT when i said it didn't matter much unless it escaped gaming media containment which it's now doing so let's keep the pressure up

Am now also on Reddit: www.reddit.com/user/mendezs...

We need a meaningful option for a payment processor who treats transactions like Wise here. Wise is not a payment processor and is more of a business banking option, but their handling of this issue is so much better then Paypal, Mastercard, Visa and Stripe!

Cheat Sheet v.2 nothing from the prior version is incorrect, but ive made it a little easier to read, plus included a bit more helpful information imgur link: imgur.com/a/wWaLY2i more comprehensive info can be found here: stop-paypros.neocities.org yellat.money MAKE YOUR CALLS!!!

Remember we can doom-post all we want, but the only thing that will change anything is complaining directly to payment processors and signing the petitions! #FuckCensorship #VISA #Paypal #Mastercard #FuckCollectiveShout

So, apparently even IF I wanted to send X my ID for age verification, I have to pay for premium to do it???? I'm starting a Reddit again. I fully expect they'll ask for ID within days as well, but hopefully it'll be a better deal than X.

Hey if you hate censorship and want to do more than just doompost online, you can actually do something: Being annoying! Hoards of people have been blowing up the phones of payment processing companies to pressure them not to bend to the whims of puritan groups. stop-paypros.neocities.org

Every day on earth feels like everyone who doesn't even know me just don't want me to do anything. There is plenty of people telling me what I can and can not do with my life on a daily basis, and now even what I- we can do with our hobbies/jobs.

Right now I am legit scared that I won't be able to make my animations anymore by the end of the year. My best hope is that Subscribestar becomes more popular and remains open as is. #Censorship

I know we're upset about itch, but they're not the only ones Payment processors harassed companies bc of a 1,000 email hate campaign But we can EASILY top 1,000! I prewrote an email + got the contact info - you just have to send! ↻💬♡ to boost We CAN make a difference 💕 #itch #censorship 1/🧵

Here's another bigger petition to help fight this censorship! action.aclu.org/petition/mas...

Petition for Mastercard to allow us in the adult industry to do our jobs! I've already had issues with payment processors for years and it's just been getting worse recently. Sign this is you're in the US and support sex workers! #SexWorkIsWork action.aclu.org/petition/mas...

These f*cking prudes youtube.com/watch?v=Y5Bs... #Censorship #CollectiveShout

Testing out a new approach to a breast squeeze shot I've been wanting to get right for the Melina project. Whenever I squeezed her breasts to much they would always freak out and break the simulation. I think I managed to get a good test here though.

FULL ANIMATION AVAILABLE TO SUPPORTERS. Links in comments #nsfw #porn #3DHentai #monsterporn #hentai #furry

FULL ANIMATION AVAILABLE TO SUPPORTERS. Links in comments #nsfw #porn #3DHentai #monsterporn #hentai #furry

New WIP of my dark-elf animation is up for supporters on Patreon, Subscribestar and on the Discord. I'm gonna try and get this thing out Sunday.

Cranking away on face and hair animation for shot 3 of the dark elf clip today

Now rednering first shot of my dark-elf v werewolf animation. I think this is one of my best works in Blender so far honestly. Real happy with how it's turning out!

About to start sound work on the dark elf animation, but renovation work on my building started today so there's a loooot of noise.

Now contacting voice actors for my new dark-elf vs werewolf animation!

WIP of a new short animation I'm working on with a new OC. Hopefully releasing next week. #NSFW #porn #3dporn #monsterfucker #Teratophilia #hentai

WIP of a new short animation I'm working on with a new OC. Hopefully releasing next week. #NSFW #porn #3dporn #monsterfucker #Teratophilia #hentai

Faced a hacking attempt on X/Twitter today. Scammer sent me this image, claiming it was a mail they'd received after 'accidentally reporting' my profile. Sharing for awareness. Stay safe out there. #ScamAlert

Made some good choices with Melina and got some great momentum this week as a result. Also found some time to get a dark-elf vs werewolf animation close-to-ready for voicework and I'm hoping to release that later this month for supporters.

Sorry for the quiet! Busy times these days since I just became an uncle and am doing what I can to help out with family stuff right now while also doing both StudioFOW work and my Blender work 😅

Cranking away. Sorry for not having much to show. Most of what I'm doing these days is basic blocking and planning so not very interesting. I'll try and have some more cool previews soon.

Trying to do a few 6-day workweeks to keep up with both my work at StudioFOW and my Melina short film. Happy to report that I've gotten some much better traction with that new workflow.

Caught up with work at StudioFOW. Getting back to the Melina short film.

Going to have to spend a day or two catching up on some work for StudioFOW. When I get back, I plan to re-organize all the shots in the Melina film so far in a way that makes sense for my new workflow. Gonna take a little while, but should save me a ton of time in the long run.

New workflow idea to help me edit much easier. Instead of having a Blender file with the shots on a single timeline, I can stash them in individual scene instances within the file and then edit them on Blender video editor timeline. Should speed things up a bit doing it this way.

Spending the evening re-organizing a few things as the project grows. For all of SFM's cons, I miss how easy it was to edit and move around shots and watch them in sequence. Blender doesn't make that easy 😅

Random movie recommendation: Sinners One of the best films I've seen in the past few years and a poignant story of heritage and legacy. Also the soundtrack is so damn good.

As this project grows I'm finding myself caught up on challenges I haven't had before. Trying to work out a better way to manage this many shots with this many changes in between them than just having a separate file for each shot.

Katy Perry comparing her flight to the flight of Alan Shepard is like me comparing my vacation flight to the Wright brothers...

Doing a little experimentation these days to figure out some good skin deformation. Time consuming, but worth it I think.