Clear and open sinuses are a blessing from god

How does it go from fucking almost 90 degrees to under 40 and snowing the next day. I just want a little consistency, is that too much to ask

Feel the worms on your skin No one else can feel them for you Only you can let them in No one else, no one else

Vagueposting to myself

Over the last year I've discovered the pleasures of knitting, wearing cardigans, and drinking tea. As soon as I need reading glasses I'll be done for. My granny transformation will be complete. 👵

Cat in window in sun across street through my window, I love you

The snow has revealed how much I am surrounded by dog shit at all times. Please pick up after your dogs.

Succumb to the autism. Watch the same movie over and over. Give in. Resistance is futile.

I wish the same things always brought me to the same mental state. I keep overstimulating myself with music. I'm trying to navigate with the wrong map and a busted compass. At least I'm starting to notice what continent I'm on.

Where do I get the voice training that lets me speak in riddles

I use my face to speak a foreign tongue. I think I understand it but my pronunciation must be off.

Give me spicy, give me sour, until my mouth bleeds. Give me raw onions, garlic, mustard, horseradish, wasabi. I'll eat a whole jar of banana peppers and drink the juice. One leaf: noooo it's bitter 😭😭😭

Heirloom obscure wire cache

I canNOT describe how much of a relief it is to have 4 identical pairs of pants

⛓️‍💥💓⛓️‍💥

Wish I lived here

Lock me in a tiny leaden box and sink it in the deepest silent sea. In short I think I'm overstimulated.

Show me the world through your freaky little eyes 👀👀👀👀

I have to make this breakfast burrito just the way I like it, it's for my mental health.

I was watching Dario Argento movies and suddenly hello Justice. I love running into samples. I'm literally on Tubi

Thought I'd try wearing earplugs to bed. Instantly fascinated by whether I can hear the fire alarm or not. More awake than I've been all day. It's easier to sleep without them.

Ah yes, the infinite branching should I do this? Or should I do that? Should I do it this way? Or that way? This first? Or that first? And on and on about little shit that doesn't matter even a little bit until I'm a little pile of mush. It's a miracle I do anything at all, even a little.

I HAVEN'T BEEN EATING ENOUGH SALT LMAO

I think about the short story Bartleby the Scrivener a lot. My dad would compare me to him as a teenager. He refused to work and ended up on the street. He died because he refused to eat. The whole thing reminds me of neurodivergent burnout. I worry I'd end up there if I don't take care of myself

I aspire to the same level of confidence in the kitchen as a burnt-out 50's housewife with a box of jello

Soup in a bread bowllll we have a lotta bread

I think I assert my perception of reality by eating weird things. I had a yellow mustard sandwich today and it was amazing and deeply satisfying. I gotta eat what I actually want to sometimes.

I need to be weirder or ill die

I'm one unplanned social interaction away from flipping inside out

I'm a level 2 passenger princess, you'll only see me in public if I'm being escorted.

I'm not spiraling, I'm just going in progressively smaller circles.

Life is a popsicle stick joke

JD Vance's hearse jet

I get all my info from comments with 2 upvotes on 4 year old reddit threads

It's official, Wikipedia changed "is" to "was"

I feel like we're in the "these edibles ain't shi-" phase as a society

Ok who the fuck can remember 3 random letters after counting down by 3 from a random number an arbitrary number of times.

We have sent your one time code to log in to your taco bell account

In my fujoshi era. Oddly gender affirming. Rewatching Death Note. Sorry Misa, there's no world where that guy is straight. Let's wear Hot Topic and party like it's the late 00's.

love hangin w these little dudes they r so chill 👽👽👽👽👽

Imagine a simulation of a reality. It runs on math. Does the simulation need to be running for the reality to exist? Does 2+2 = 4 regardless of if it's being calculated or not? Maybe we live in math. A dream dreamed by no one.

When u die u just go back in the soup

Mmo players literally get lost in worlds of art. When they start, things that they didn't give a shit about or impact their lives at all, suddenly do. Our capacity to care about stupid bullshit is beautiful, and I'm like deeply offended that some would use it for evil.

I just haven't felt like optimizing my frozen pizza routine.

I need silence so badly but all I want is noise.

Not everybody is a punk like me

I'm on bing using edge right now. A glimpse into my twisted world.

I deserve a really good sourdough every now and then.

𝓦𝓸𝓻𝓴𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓸𝓷 𝓶𝔂 𝓢𝓮𝓯𝓯𝓲𝓮 𝓪𝓷𝓪𝓵𝔂𝓼𝓲𝓼 🌸✨

Getting reacquainted with the moment