sometimes when you're not happy with how an image is coming out, you need to just step away, refresh your brain, then come back and try again from scratch with a fresh mind and this is an example of how that has an effect (at least with me!) (this is just a lil ych i might do)

you know whats annoying i get out of one hobby (pokemon) because of scalping sold a large majority of my collection and got into warhammer now warhammer is getting scalped to hell because Games Workshop is constantly only doing limited manufacture boxes it just sucks

Up way too early once again But thats what happens when I sleep so early But I'm feeling better today My chest hurts from the coughing tho But im not running a fever today So maybe super early stream time?? picarto.tv/benjiboi I'll be live shortly and ill be going as long as i can!

Im still sick, ran a slight fever this morning This is the first time in a while that ive been sick and its not gone in a day Gonna try to stream again, get at least one or two more comms done today to make up for the lack of work

Woke up way too early So instead of trying to sleep more I got an owed commission done Slowly but surely im catching up, one comm at a time! Its been rough trying to catch up will also still trying to keep a roof over my head and the bills paid since I do art full time.

thinking about doing a digimon art pack got a few themes thinking about also thinking about the possibility of a free multi artist art pack for digimon too, just a ton of artists, ton of digimon content the only problem with that one is finding a bunch of artists interested in doing one

I don't think I'll be streaming today afterall went to sleep at a semi normal time last night and got a decent amount of sleep But I think I might actually just be getting sick Cause I feel like shit today

was planning on sleeping in a lil today but woke up after 4 hours and just could not fall asleep tried turning everything off, turning down the heat, turning up the heat, turning on a fan, turning off the fan so i guess my body got too used to the little amount of sleep

just a heads up this weekend I'm probably not doing anything with commissions there';s a chance i might not even stream I've been consistently getting 4-5 hours of sleep for the past two plus months now I'm exhausted

Finally basically got told "we are unable to overturn the decision or make considerations for an appeal to your account. We encourage you to explore other methods of online payment processing, as PayPal is certainly not your only option"

the auction is ending today at 11pm EST!!! www.furaffinity.net/view/62843876/

2 slots claimed, one left!

as usual with each new month the previous image gets posted! so here's Niji with some pumpkins <3 they can be fun and tasty!

i will note that i'm finishing up a couple AFH images from October, so these streams will be available after the 10th

Opening of the "Artist for Hire" Live streams for the month of November! this one will work differently than the usual Artist for a Day, this will guarantee Four 2 character Flat color images with them being done one or two per stream the cost for these slots will be $630

i'm a lil late for this one but things have been so busy so enjoy artty and his costume!!!!

Just a heads up, someone is trying to impersonate me on discord! Below is the only name i go by on discord!! I have the user id of who is trying to impersonate me, I just need to find out how to report it

So I am unfortunately no closer to finding a job than I was 2 months ago... SO I am officially opening commissions! Go ahead and check out my vgen if you'd like to see what I can offer as far as my 3D model commissions! vgen.co/FrostieFiend... #vtuber #vrchat #commissionsopen #vgen

i really need to fix my sleep, this is the second night in a row i've stayed up way too late just to get work done on some owed art sure i'm making huge progress but like i'm getting 4-5hrs of sleep consistently the past two weeks

I'm in a bit of a rough spot after having to make a large payment towards my medical bills so i need to try to figure something out so if you wanted to bang my female gryphon, Kira, then nows the chance! all the details are in the FA link below!

if i did a YCH sketch page should i host the auction here, fa, or Bsky or that YCH. commishes site?

casual af stream tonight! working on a quick thing for next afh ad, as well as possibly comms or whatever comes up!

I let this cook on Substar and P*treon for a few days but seeing everyone posting Sonar art I felt like i should post this ldsahdasf I love Sonar so much (his alternate form is coming soon)

it's spooky day so here's a spooky post! an AFH comm feat. my gator in a weregator esque form and a friendo Flora (she/her) !

Happy Halloween! ✨🎃✨ And you know what that means! That's right, it's another art pack! 👀 Introducing Halloween Hijinks pack: A Halloween-themed art pack featuring over 30 amazing artists! It's 100% FREE, so pick up your copy today!! 🦎🦎🦎 weavile.itch.io/halloween-hi...

just cause it's a super long thing that i don't wanna break down into a million posts I'll be setting a monthly goal for my P*treon and S*bscribstar i took a lot into consideration and as much as i wanna do these right now, I'm pinned down by bills and rent

almost forgot to update but slots are all filled! I'll be going down to 2 AFH slots next month and will be going back to the normal 10hr stream style

BTW here's the public post for this pic! feat. my T'vaoan Naav, my Huragok Ixel, and another person's Huragok named Mind-that-wonders

Dunno what it is about cleaning but its so calming and satisfying Just spent 2 hours cleaning up the place so I can have some friends over And its nice looking around and seeing everything clean and organized

At least new options for commissions are opening up Got this, wise, stripe, cashapp and im working on getting my square account going

OKAY I HAD TO with scooby being one of my child hood crushes, him having this skin makes me like him more so i HAD to draw him who knew hiding his scooby snacks would make him barter for them! usually i'd wait a few days before moving this stuff public but hey feeling good today

i know i've been having nothing but constant problems ever since i got back from vacation but i wanna say that I really do appreciate you all, i really want this to work as a full time job, i love what i do even if it's exhausting at times but i wouldn't be here without yall

just a heads up, I will be taking this weekend off commission work I've been streaming constantly and mostly working on owed stuff the whole time and all the streaming, stress, and everything else on top of it is finally hitting me hard

2 slots claimed, one left!

ALRIGHT so regardless if i get my paypal account back I'll be moving to other payment methods from now on so for now till my commish. io account gets reviewed I'll only be going through Stripe and Cashapp

I never thought I'd have to make this post But my PayPal has officially been permanently deactivated Im actually in full panic mode because I don't know what im going to do, this is my full time job ffs How the hell am I going to take commissions What the hell am I going to do

also the slots for this month are higher priced since it guarantees at least 4 2 character flat colored images and i'm only taking 3 slots so i can free up some time to be able to take normal in stream commissions during the week

Very late Opening of the "Artist for Hire" Live streams for the month of October this one will work differently than the usual Artist for a Day, this will be Four 2 character Flat color images with them being done 2 images each week the cost for these slots will be $630

There will be a small delay in the opening of AFH slots for this month, with my pc being down for as long as it was i am catching up on some owed work and still need to finish the ad pic for this month

Also one thing i didn't mention, I found my old cpu while looking for my aio cooler box So we tried using that during all the troubleshooting Even tried the old sticks of ram But none of it worked So even if my cpu wasn't fried the mobo was probably shot regardless

AND LIKE THAT I'M BACK friend's mobo and cpu got here before all that stuff from ama/zon so that was kind of a waste and they'd make it a pain to just return it oh well, i'll have stuff just in case then but i can finally get back to streaming /after/ i get a little more sleep

HUZZAH After receiving a mobo and cpu from a friend the pc is running again! Only one issue im trying to figure out The ethernet doesn't seem to work So gotta figure that out or figure out another solution

Side note, I was working on an Adopt and ajdhdhcjd the more I work on it the more I dont wanna sell it, he's looking so good aaaa

Managed to find a way to stream but its rough Cant pull references into the program easily, and having to stream it to my little surface pro and through obs is taxing on the lil surface tablet And the surface is incredibly hot to the touch so I dont think I can stream too long

Well Me and a friend who knows their computer stuff have been trying to revive my pc, troubleshooting everything absolutely possible Its been frustrating that I cant get it to work but such is life I think its to the point to accept it and officially call my pc dead

I hate how slow I work and how unproductive I feel when I cant stream It feels like I dont get anything done This suuuccckkkkks ass Had a large full illustration I wanted done by the end of the weekend Had three owed comms that I had half done

To other artists out that, do any of you stream or know how to stream from their tablet to picarto? Since I don't have a pc rn I don't wanna just stop everything and stop streaming, I'd like to figure out some way to stream to picarto without a pc? Using a Samsung tab s10 ultra if that helps

Today has sucked My pc is currently dead, the screens are black when I boot up my pc, no start-up logo or anything I sat here with someone who knows pc stuff for about 6 hours and have been troubleshooting for a total of 7-8 hours myself

i've cleaned my pc and fans again i've even gone over technical solutions with someone which included updating a few drivers i didn't realized i had even bought and tested new ram only thing i can't really test is my cpu cause that stupid thing is expensive