A friend said my leather apron had a medieval butcher look, so I took this pic and sent to him. 😜

Feeling secure and eager on a beautiful morning. Thank you Sir!

"You'll go into the belt today after the Dr. but before leaving his office, and then back to the viper Sunday after 5:00 p.m. Wednesday, swap to the belt in the middle of desert on your way to thanksgiving visit. I will tell you how you can earn it back off on Friday, possibly."

Four days in a row: Having had my cock controlled and locked for quite a while my cock does occasionally do this but reminded it is caged and chills out. Four mornings with full on strain is uncommon. This heightened eagerness is where the balance of frustration and motivation exist for me!

Last three morning's "alarm". I am not any extra eager than normal but this boy's cock is certainly trying to pretend has unfettered freedom. The @kink3d.com viper is not allowing it more than thinking it can.

I got an OTK cane yesterday and tested by self spanking on thighs and butt. First pic is right after using it, second pic is 9 hours later, and third pic is 18 hours later. Stripes on thighs are still visible. This will be a formidable discipline tool. OUCH!! I quiver with anticipation!

Received new OTK canes today and had to try them for a few self administered strikes! Oh I am nervous to feel when someone else uses them on me! 🫣

You’re a structure-driven submissive built for order, ritual, and accountability. You thrive under strict rules, earned privileges, and firm consequences. Obedience, routines, and discipline make you sharper, calmer, and better. Serving with consistency is how this boy becomes his best.

In conversation last night a question was what is the difference between kinks and fetishes. We did a search and the response: Fetish you need, the main ingredient. Kinks you like, they are the seasoning. Interesting explanation! What are your main ingredients and what are your seasonings?

I still believe in Santa so did not get undies, but these days my Santa is rather kinky!

In October I did 10,000 steps per day, except for one. I did self-taken measurements this morning, and my hips went down 1”, calves ¼”, thighs ¼” chest ¾” and relaxed waist ¼”. Weight did not go down over the 6 weeks since measuring last but something positive changed.

It's magic! Add something hot and creamy to the spanking mug and a paddle suddenly materializes!

Yesterday Sir added a ball stretcher and 1# hanging weight to my balls for the afternoon. After the ball torment from Saturday it just amplified the ache! For 6 hours, every step created focus and reminder of Sir's control!

Sir decided to capitalize on my submissiveness after torments yesterday and I needed reminded to focus on my food consumption to get me back on track. If I don't eat properly food can end up being quite unenjoyable! The macros on this meal work but yuck!

@azpuptwix.bsky.social took this boy to task. Tormented cock and balls while intermingling in reddening my ass. He topped off the torment with 135 ball slaps while spreadeagled, exposed and his crotch over my face, leaving me achy and very frustrated!

After holiday, Sir decided to focus his boy. 1200 lines, 250 on spiked mat, 250 plugged, 250 on fuck bar, 250 clothes pinned, 200 padded. 3 day time limit. 10 hours of obedience later all is done! Certainly not much time to do much else but work, sleep, obey.

Even boys need an awesome leather shirt. Was excited that @cockeyekink.bsky.social had one my size last night. Loving it!

Locktober 30th Chastity fully displayed in bar. The questions and requests to inspect numerous 😳 @azkinkydom.bsky.social @azpuptwix.bsky.social @azboy223.bsky.social @azpupzoey.bsky.social @zehgess.bsky.social

Oh just give in and find added inspiration or eagerness? @azkinkydom.bsky.social @azpupzoey.bsky.social @azpuptwix.bsky.social @azboy223.bsky.social @zehgess.bsky.social

Occupying eagerness with a puzzle? @azkinkydom.bsky.social @azpupzoey.bsky.social @azpuptwix.bsky.social @azboy223.bsky.social @zehgess.bsky.social

Chill in the sofa and just don't think about being eager.........yea they works! @azkinkydom.bsky.social @azpupzoey.bsky.social @azpuptwix.bsky.social @azboy223.bsky.social @zehgess.bsky.social

Naughty Hiking!

Ready for a spanking! @azkinkydom.bsky.social @azpuptwix.bsky.social @azboy223.bsky.social @azpupzoey.bsky.social @zehgess.bsky.social

Fully prostrate for focus @azkinkydom.bsky.social @azpuptwix.bsky.social @azboy223.bsky.social @azpupzoey.bsky.social @zehgess.bsky.social

Presentation part 3 @azkinkydom.bsky.social @azpuptwix.bsky.social @azboy223.bsky.social @azpupzoey.bsky.social @zehgess.bsky.social

Presentation part 2 @azkinkydom.bsky.social @azpuptwix.bsky.social @azboy223.bsky.social @azpupzoey.bsky.social @zehgess.bsky.social

Presentation part 1 @azkinkydom.bsky.social @azpuptwix.bsky.social @azboy223.bsky.social @azpupzoey.bsky.social @zehgess.bsky.social

Gagged first thing in the morning! @azkinkydom.bsky.social @azpuptwix.bsky.social @azboy223.bsky.social @azpupzoey.bsky.social @zehgess.bsky.social

What's under the jock? Not much. @azkinkydom.bsky.social @azpuptwix.bsky.social @azpupzoey.bsky.social @azboy223.bsky.social @zehgess.bsky.social

A boy has to be clean! @azkinkydom.bsky.social @azpuptwix.bsky.social @azboy223.bsky.social @azpupzoey.bsky.social @zehgess.bsky.social

When you might need spanked on a hike, attire permitted is minimal.

Locktober 25th I need to go on a long ride! @azkinkydom.bsky.social @azpuptwix.bsky.social @azboy223.bsky.social @azpupzoey.bsky.social @zehgess.bsky.social

Locktober 25th Luckily there is not a punishment mat or discs on the stool! @azkinkydom.bsky.social @azpupzoey.bsky.social @azpuptwix.bsky.social @zehgess.bsky.social @azboy223.bsky.social

Someone commented someone whipping some cream all over your cage can be hot. Some how I am missing something. Can anyone help? @azpuptwix.bsky.social @azpupzoey.bsky.social @azboy223.bsky.social @zehgess.bsky.social @azkinkydom.bsky.social

When I see red spanked butts..."That peach could cause some serious tension in restricted areas." @azkinkydom.bsky.social @azpuptwix.bsky.social @azpupzoey.bsky.social @azboy223.bsky.social @zehgess.bsky.social

Have to find practical uses for a caged cock. A fruit holder? @azkinkydom.bsky.social @zehgess.bsky.social @azboy223.bsky.social @azpupzoey.bsky.social @azpuptwix.bsky.social

Locktober 22nd Peaking out wondering "Is someone out there with a key?" @azkinkydom.bsky.social @azboy223.bsky.social @azpupzoey.bsky.social @azpuptwix.bsky.social @zehgess.bsky.social

Locktober 21st Being reminded others are in control! @azkinkydom.bsky.social @azpuptwix.bsky.social @azpupzoey.bsky.social @azboy223.bsky.social @zehgess.bsky.social

Locktober 21st In position in front of door wishing to be of service. @azkinkydom.bsky.social @azpupzoey.bsky.social @azpuptwix.bsky.social @azboy223.bsky.social @zehgess.bsky.social

Weight back tracked 1.4# this week Have completed 15 days of required 10,000 steps per day. Have walked or run 85.55 miles in those 15 days. Obeying this requirement makes me focus on taking action needed to achieve. I cannot get that level just passively during the day. Creates submissive focus!

Chores must be done! @azkinkydom.bsky.social @azpupzoey.bsky.social @azboy223.bsky.social @azpuptwix.bsky.social @zehgess.bsky.social

Sir ordered the full belt for today and until 5am tomorrow so I have extra focus and just all the more reminded my cock is controlled. Cock was not cooperating with putting on the belt but the belt won. All keys locked until at least 5am tomorrow.

Locktober 18th Boy needed to get in compliance with Sirs' rules and remove non-permitted hair! @azkinkydom.bsky.social @zehgess.bsky.social @azboy223.bsky.social @azpupzoey.bsky.social @azpuptwix.bsky.social

Locktober 18th Out in the wild. @azkinkydom.bsky.social @azpuptwix.bsky.social @azpupzoey.bsky.social @azboy223.bsky.social @zehgess.bsky.social

The Kinky Chef?

AI imagining of Sir Special Protein Snacks vs what they actually look like.

Blue balls, white briefs, red butt — the colors of submission.............

Locktober 15th. Who has a paddle, brush or strop? @azkinkydom.bsky.social @azboy223.bsky.social @zehgess.bsky.social @azpupzoey.bsky.social @azpuptwix.bsky.social

Sirs like their locked boy clean! @azkinkydom.bsky.social @azpupzoey.bsky.social @azpuptwix.bsky.social @azboy223.bsky.social @zehgess.bsky.social

#submissivefitness Week 5 of 15. Results a bit higher weight this week but overall “flat”. Started with minimum 10,000 steps this week, and if feels like my body is working to get used to that.